Tuesday, November 24, 2009
i believe Christmas came early for Henzy David.
my recent endeavors to Sunshine Plaza, China Square and most importantly, AFA 09' has brought Christmas early for Henzy David. scoring the loot of one Buster Optimus Prime and a set of metal transformers insignia stickers from AFA, i still wonder why am i still considering the Final Fantasy figures by PlayArts.
it's been an exciting time exploring these places and just looking out for the stuff that you're looking for, finding them there, discovering that the prices they fetch are much cheaper than expected. yes, and Vivian would know the expression on my face when i have either found something i like, for example an exclusive figure or a prototype, like the Defender Optimus Prime, set for release like, next year along with Leader Starscream, or am just admiring or considering the details on the piece.
many thanks to you my dear for the invite to AFA, otherwise i would have been able to lay hands on the buster prime this early. haha.
no doubt, with good news, definitely comes bad news. there's been a few situations happening recently, and only today have i found out the real reason for. admittedly, it's abit personal to be blogging it up here. but i know, or at least, it has been revealed to me what exactly the cause is. and i am dealing with it now. i don't want it to cause my downfall. i guess you could call it taking things for granted, or even say, being overconfident in one's own abilities, in short, pride has surfaced. time to deal with it.
i am Henzy David, but Henzy David has to consider the factors that have made him what he is today, and has to treasure them, respect them, and learn to give thanks and listen. otherwise, the people around him wouldn't do the same to him. another thing is knowing that the reason as to why something ticks you off, can be said to be due to the reason that you yourself have not dealt with that certain matter inside yourself.
guess that's all for tonight. gotta go sleep. it's 3.06am. haha.
for pictures of the Transfomers ROTF Buster Optimus Prime, check out my Facebook TF gallery.
cheers.
As Dusk Falls
11/24/2009 02:57:00 AM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
you were right Min. i'd really be affected by it.
does anyone really take me seriously?! gah
2cor3:5
As Dusk Falls
11/05/2009 11:59:00 PM
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
i admire thee, you who stand at the MRT gantry with handbag in hand, furiously tapping your entire bag on the ezlink scanner whilst a queue line builds behind thee. the red light flashes in vain, as your ignorance or pride creates an angry mod behind you. such is the ease of removing the or wallet or purse from your bag, yet your folly is that your sloth overwhelms you. i wonder what goes through your mind, whether you consider those rushing for time behind you, or do you sincerely believe the whole world revolves around you.
i admire thee, you who gather in the masses. spouting nonsense for no apparent reason, speaking words that make no sense in the sentences that you use. shouting loudly as though the one next to you is deaf. using gestures and languages that degrade the other party. your rebellious souls are worthy of admiration, however your cause, i cannot say the same. for yours is fear and trembling, your hope to be noticed, celebrated, worshipped as king, ambitious, but selfish.
no, do not get me wrong, i do not look down on thee. it is just a consideration, what truly goes through your minds?
the Singaporean culture is very self centered. thinking only for themselves, not considering the feelings of others around them. thinking that everything revolves around them and everyone around them should serve them because they have to. think again. the more you treat others nicely, the more others will do the same to you. Do onto others what you want others to do onto you.
[added at 23:42PM] new topic
i've been blog hopping and facebooking when i should be doing my work. yea, no doubt i've done abit of stuff and searched for work related stuff and what not, but it's not really honest work. i don't know, i'm stressed. i don't feel like doing my homework and stuff. and it's the last stretch. another week more to the end of school for this year. and then i can reset myself and finally sit down and do what i need to do, sort myself out and get ready for next year.
stress hits me every night the moment i lie in bed, wanting to go to sleep. telling me, i've still got stuff to finish. when's the due date, when's the due date. damnit. but i saw this little thing on adeline's blog, and i just decided that i really had to post all this up here cuz if i didn't, i wouldn't start working again. need motivation, feel damn sian. argh. irritance.
"trying your best; that's whats most important (:
as long as it's not the end of the race, you still have a chance to win." - quoted from adel's blog
i've come across forms of these words before, i myself have used them to motivate others too. but the things is that, you know, motivating others and motivating yourself are two different things on a totally different level from each other.
cool it. calm down brethren.
come on, you can do this shit. finish it up. clear up the mess. finish the level.
God help me. i'm near my wits end, my energy level's depleting rapidly.
i guess this is what it feels like when all the tiredness and sleep debt catches up to you huh.
i've come across forms of these words before, i myself have used them to motivate others too. but the things is that, you know, motivating others and motivating yourself are two different things on a totally different level from each other.
cool it. calm down brethren.
come on, you can do this shit. finish it up. clear up the mess. finish the level.
God help me. i'm near my wits end, my energy level's depleting rapidly.
As Dusk Falls
11/04/2009 07:21:00 PM
Monday, November 02, 2009
there's much that i want to talk about tonight. and the good news is, i've got it all in my head. let's begin then shall we.
1.//Henzy David is Happy
why? because he's seen the latest updates to the leader class Starscream figure of the Revenge of the Fallen Movie line, and is very very pleased. i'm admiring the amount of effort put into the design of these figures, and boy am i pleased. the amount of detail is awesome. these figures are real beauties. haha. if you're interested, you can ask me, i'll pass you some links.
2.//Injury after Injury
yes, i am injured. physically. i don't know whether people will believe it, or just thinking that i'm trying to chao keng. but yes, i have a injured right foot for dunno what reason, a sore throat that seems to be healing and a left thumb that had a dunno-how-many-inch TV sit on it for a mere 10 seconds leaving it numb for 3 days already... damn it. but the thumb's healing, the foot is another story. still wondering what's going on with it.
3.//Stupid Retarded Lousy Plotless Movie
called Jennifer's Body. my rating? 0/5 stars. yeap, you see it right, a big, hmm maybe not that big, fat zero. walked out of the cinema feeling like some retarded guy who went to watch a dumb movie. lol. wayne la, your fault! shouldn't listen to wayne's advices and just gone and watch something that i really wanted to watch, like, This Is It. and yes, for those who just want to watch the movie for megan fox, i have totally no interest whatsoever in megan fox. zero. in fact, the movie kinda spoilt my impression of her. so much better in TF.
this is it, trailer.
though i don't really have much interest in MJ too. it's just, so much more, cool.
4.//Left with 1 more week of School
and i'm rushing up all my projects so that i can at least have something to show. even though i've had a tough time with schoolwork due to some particular reasons back then that i had to deal with. i wonder why my own life always has something appearing when there's school. it'd be so much better during the holidays. lol. but oh well, important issues will always be important issues. i have a few more projects to go. all the way to the finish line Duskfall. don't lose heart.
5.//Love the Cold Weather
because it creates opportunities to snuggle up to the person you love. lol. aside from that, it also prevents much amounts of perspiration that makes you smell bad, even to yourself. though it is a give an take, but how heavy can an umbrella be? haha.
that's all i guess. haha. sometimes, i wish i can just put all my feelings up here. but that'd be a major turn off for most people. haha. keeping all the emotions inside of me is really a tough job. now, i'm hungry. =S that's all for now folks. stay tuned.
As Dusk Falls
11/02/2009 11:59:00 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Home is where the Heart is.
this phrase is has been given new meaning today. to me at least. home is where the heart is. where my heart is is with God and with Vivian. you ask, how can i be in two places, well, while Vivian can be in two places or be where God is, God can be anywhere at anytime, and can be where Vivian is. so yea, that prolly explains most stuff to you people out there who just want a logical explanation to most stuff. ye of little faith!
indeed, there's been many changes in the past few months, and good changes. i'm really starting to rely and seek God more. mostly because of the appearance of Vivian Ma in my life. haha, yes, i'm really proud of you my dear, for the things that you've gone through, learnt and persevered through. thank God(meant like an instruction, not a sigh of relief like something bad just ended), for these things have really made you a better person. =) haha. and yes, because of that, i do love you more.
i think you guys are probably sick of hearing this or out there complaining in your hearts like why is Henzy David doing this again, like PDA PDA!!! lol. but whatever. I love Vivian Ma!!
yup. it's been a wonderful day, Praise the Lord! something funny happened just now, haha. while i received a piece of good news for tml, so i was gonna exclaim praise to God, put halfway through doing that, a cat appeared behind me. it sorta went like this, i was going "Hallelu....(turns around--sees cat) uh!" haha. stopped to pat the cat. haha. it was one of those moments.
this is a shoutout. Anyone with Joo Chiat out there. i need one joo chiat. haha. for those playing the McDonalds SG Monopoly. haha.
God is good. He has been faithful. i Praise you Father, for all you've given and blessed me with. my heart just wants to sing praises to you. =) Hallelujah.
P.S. I Love You Vivian Ma! =P
As Dusk Falls
10/29/2009 01:51:00 AM
Monday, October 26, 2009
God is Fair. because to whom much has been given, much is required.
As Dusk Falls
10/26/2009 10:19:00 PM
Monday, October 19, 2009
recently. i've not been myself. or rather, i haven't had much control of myself outside of my relationship.
yes. i've not been going to school proper, i've been more vulgar than usual, i've been losing control more often. but now, i've found the cause. and it all comes to a stop right here. no longer will the brethren move down this path, for more hurt than joy does it bring him.
yea, everyone goes through it once or more in your lifetime. a period of time whereby you're sick and tired of living. when things get too routine and boring and you bring the 'sian' feeling everywhere you go even though you don't want to. it's inevitable, it just tags along. this instance in life too is inevitable. we must all go through it, we must all face it, but moreover, we must all overcome it.
letting it overrule your life would be disastrous. it's time we find something to do, it may not be a new thing. it may just be something that we haven't done for awhile. it may just be something that you love doing but don't have the time. whatever, so long as it brings you joy, it fits the bill. for through that joy, will one receive the strength to move on in life. and that's where things start to kick up again.
i admit, i'm in no position to say all this. but i know the reason why i can openly declare this is because i'm gonna do it.
let's finish up what's left of our unfinished business this year. take a long break, and start getting serious once the new year begins. i've wasted enough time. it's time to take the next step and initiate the next phase in growing up. living.
As Dusk Falls
10/19/2009 11:52:00 PM
