Tuesday, October 31, 2006
wow, everyone's leaving for another country eh. lol. well, i wanna leave too, i wanna go Japan! lol.. its more of the sudden impulse thing than a real want. but really, i don't think i'm gonna leaving SG anytime soon or wat. haha.
right, i had quite a strange dream last night, strange because of both the events that happened in the dream and because the dream was repeated. its like super strange to see yourself in such a strange place twice, but strangely enough, that strange place looks strangely familiar, and i know, i'm over using the word strangely. haha.
other than that, i was awoken quite early this morning. erm, or rather, it'd be my normal time to wake up during the holidays, 11.30am. wow, i'm such a pig. but wat the heck, a guy needs his sleep you know!.
brought my ss notes out with me today to read, which i managed to do while waiting for Ben at the mrt station. we were going to go down to outram park for a farewell dinner for Jia Jun, one of our cell brothers, which is flying off later tonight at 12.30am. He's going home see, back to his homeland of mainland China. so as usual, we're sending people off with a farewell dinner.
i'd be damned. seriously, i can't find any picture of me to replace the current one. haha. this picture calls 'gay' remarks, while if i put the hollow mask picture i'd be labelled poser. lol!. aww, whatever. who cares about this remarks. lol. well, i do. to a certain extent. lol! ok, not important. but i'll find a picture to replace the current one in time to pass.. haha.
yeah! 5 more days to the O levels! 12 more days to the end of the major papers! 20 more days to the lifting of my limits, or rather, 20 more days to the who-cares-about-long-hair-attitude! wahaha!!. 12 more days to the enjoy syndrome!! wahaha. can't wait. lol..
As Dusk Falls
10/31/2006 10:38:00 PM
Monday, October 30, 2006
woah. i'm like so tired today man. super tired. now listening to some great tunes from the Tsubasa Chronicles anime.. then, i'm wonderin how's Keith and the rest of the Trybe people are doing in Thailand. new got by sayin they'll be going to do some shopping there. wat the?! i wanna shop too lah.. haha
right, woke up from the two-and-a-half hour nap. then i feel like falling back to sleep again. sighs.. haha.. wanna study my humanities man. i just love the subject, geography and social studies, that's what i'm taking. haha. don't know why, but i'm just 'drawn' to the subject. for geog, its like so nice to learn about the environment and tourism, and for SS, i just plainly like arguing. lol!.. haha..
well, i'm so lookin forward to the Trybe/Kranji camp during january next year. haha. and i'm also so looking forward to the end of the O levels, gonna dye my hair, gonna go get a tan at Sentosa, gonna go shopping, gonna play games, gonna go go go go and do stuff that i love. yeah.. haha.. alright. i'll end here then. =D
hmm, i've rearranged my blog, update my wishlist and stuff, rearranged the links in alphabetical order, lol. and stuff like that. haha. and also, if you haven't noticed yet, i've also changed my display pic.. lol!.. enjoy and God Bless! good luck to those having exams too, do i mean myself? lol..
As Dusk Falls
10/30/2006 10:29:00 PM
well well well.. i rejoice! kiss that stinking chinese paper GOODBYE!! wahahahahahaha!!!.. praise God for seein me thru this, i knew by myself i'd never have that ability to do it..
so, let's cut the crap on the Chinese O level paper. and let's go cover what happened after that. haha. later, after the paper, followed a few of my class guys to Pastamania for lunch. wow. tried this thing called the 'Strawberry Soda'.. freaking nice lah! haha. along with my standard baked rice. haha. yeah.
right.. that's like the end of this part of the day. gonna be back to post the later part later. lol. guess i'll be doing some studying. haha. then maybe go enjoy abit. i'm eyeing that Strike Gundam+I.W.S.P. [MG]. haha. i'll consider that option later. haha. right. guess that's it for now. cya later then. haha..
Sunday, October 29, 2006
i'm kinda pissed off now. its because my camera's spoilt. this time for sure. its like totally black on the LCD screen, even though i'm like pointing the lends directly at a light source. sianz.. now i don't have a working camera at all. but i guess after this post i'll be feeling much much better, so let's get this thing started.
right, i'm kinda pissed cuz of blogger too, if you're lookin at this blogger, please do something about it. thanks. yesterday and today, i tried to post something, and it keeps saying 'Error has occured', some problem with the archives and stuff like that. saying something about a refused connection or something like that. pissing me off sia..
on another note, a much happier note, the sermon preached today was powerful man.. hmm.. will elaborate at the end of this post. after the service, hanged around abit, then went to Raffles' City's Subway for a farewell dinner for Keith and Kaiyun, who are involved in Trybe and are leaving for Thailand tomorrow. ate a 1 foot long 'burger' or sandwich as they would call it and had a great time there, laughing till our heart's content. haha. since the 3/4 powered 'Bunch of Clowns' were there. it was totally crazy i tell ya. mostly was created cuz Siokyit was there. lol.
another thing is that during today's service, i went for the altar call again, like i've always for let's see, the past 3 weeks? haha. today's one was for God to work in me and use me for His will. right after that, that exact thing happened. lemmie elaborate,
on the train ride back, holy spirit empowered me to 'preach' the sermon again to fel, the one frm kranji sec. along with SY and samson who were by her side. kinda shared my heart out too while preaching. i also found out something about myself, that when i'm preaching, i tend to use things that are close to your heart as an example. well, i knew that i couldn't preach it that well if it weren't for the holy spirit working in me. thank you Lord. thanks for answering my prayers.
sighs. i'm still pissed off. damn. anyways, for those of you who are facing the chinese O levels tomorrow, God Bless. i seem to seem un-phased by the whole issue, actually i am un-phased. lol. i actually feel kinda sian that its happening tomorrow. like, what the hell lah!.. anyways, don't needa worry for me being un-phased, just constantly keep me in prayer yeah. thanks alot.
guess that's all for tonight.
"I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams. But tonight girl, it's only you and me." that's the song playing now. while i remember another nice lil' sentence that's working wonders when i'm seriously pissed off.
"You're going to be a happy person and you're going to love your life"
As Dusk Falls
10/29/2006 10:13:00 PM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Spooky Night 2006. a day to remember. lol. its a costume/masquerade party. and this, is what i went as. haha.
Hollow Ichigo[Bleach], when the mask first formed while he was fighting Byakuya.
another picture of me, with the sword that Dan lent me for the night.
well. it was quite a fun night. Keith went as a clown, Dan as a Vampire which looked more like a japanese gothic rock star, Shermaine as an angel, Kaiyun as a witch, Shane as Scream and Ben as Ben(lol!)
after that, i borrowed Dan's Trenchcoat and Hat. here's a picture. lol
haha. nice right?.. lol.. the full body shots are blur. so can't really show u. haha. gonna wear that to service tomorrow, then return it to him. haha.
yup, had dinner at MacDonalds after that, then went home at around 11.30pm. haha. yup. that ends my day. guess i won't be attending chinese service tml.. haha. kinda got stuff cropped up. lol.. alrighty then. my day's out.. haha.. sayoz.. =)
As Dusk Falls
10/28/2006 11:56:00 PM
Friday, October 27, 2006
was a Trybe centre today, studying! wow.. studying chemistry though. haha. went down with Keith, Ben and Felicia. all of which wanted to print shirts using the silk screens. i plainly just wanted to go down. haha..
went to century square cuz ben wanted to get some shirts and i went to see an optician. turns out that i have 'shan guang' and 'jing shi' (short sightedness?). after that, we headed for Trybe Centre, where we had lunch. haha..
thought the place would be empty, but found Raffy, Dan, Manfred, Jamie, Jiahuey, Babe and Ivy there. lol.. surprised. den they started printing shirts while i sat there and read that chem textbook. sighs..
after studying, made this with one of the orange tags.
lol. looks nice eh?.. haha.. now its stuck on my laptop. haha..
after that, went to tampines mall for dinner den went home. yeah. tired... but had a great day.
As Dusk Falls
10/27/2006 10:18:00 PM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
oh man! what a great day. woke up, ate a few cookies for breakfast, went out to meet Keith to go look for his costume. went to Bugis to meet ben, then had lunch and then walked all the way to Bras Basar Art Friend to get Keith's face paint. after that, we walked all the way down to beach road area to look in costume shops.
while in one, ben had to leave, so he did. lol. there was excellent service in the 2nd shop we visited, but Keith was short on money, so we walked to Keypoint for him to draw money. that place brought back memories of my childhood, and i also ate the soya cake thing from Mr Bean. afterwhich, we walked back to the costume shop, got his costume and my face glue, then met Ben again and walked to Peace Centre to play Starwars Battlefront.
awesome game! my rating? 8/10. best played with friends. had great laughs during the game, fun blasting each other into the skies. along with the AI of the game.. haha.
after that, Keith had to go for Trybe meeting, so me and Ben walked back the beach road, at Haji lane cuz Zech Goh's bro had a shop opening ceremony. then we walked to city hall to meet up with Keith, then proceeded to suntec to have dinner.
along the way, Keith stopped to get some shirts from Giordano. didn't have his size so the salesgirl, Vivien, ran to the Raffles City outlet to get some for him. wow. great service man! totally awesome. can see the passion to the job that she puts in. haha.. after that, went to subway, first time eating that. kinda nice really. i loved the double chocolate cookie. haha. then went home. yup..
well, had an invite from one of my classmates to go to Jurong library to study today. kinda apologize for turning u down cuz i was kinda busy today. looking for stuff and hanging out with my bros. not that my enjoyment comes before my studies but, yeah. hope u understand =)
with that. i end today's post. =)
As Dusk Falls
10/26/2006 11:28:00 PM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
this is part two of the double post special!
well. having left off with those few words that made my day, i went to study my physics. time span of roughly 3 hours. 12.30pm to 3.15pm. then headed out to Jurong to meet up with Jasper, since he wanted to go for lunch, and i couldn't bear to stay home any longer..
went to Vivo City, where he ate Carl's Jr. i skipped mine, hoping to 'preserve' my appetite for dinner instead of lunch. haha.. found a funny sighting at Carl's Jr.
as you can see, the salt shaker has disappeared. no, it wasn't done by us on purpose. so it kinda represented the Rapture at the end times, where the salt of the world gets taken away. lol..
yeah. so headed for YCYPAO 144 leader's meeting after that. or rather, dinner at bukit merah. haha. the topic today was 'who are you working for?' like whether you're working for a living or working for God. whether you're passionate about your work cuz its for God or for yourself or competition. stuff like that..
caught a cab with much difficulty after that, with Ben, Huiyu and Grace. talked with them along the way to panjang. haha, didn't know why, but kinda felt very light today. must be bcuz i'm joyful, or filled with God's joy.. after they left, i started a conversation with the cab driver, haha. have quite a knack for doing so.. and the driver, a certain Mr. Quek, was super kind man! when i got off, i initially had to pay $14.30, but cuz i only had a $2 note instead of $4 he charged me $12. i was like, u sure anot? den he say yeah, cuz i'm gonna need small change later.
he's another one that made my day man. turns out that he's been driving taxis for 9years! wow! he must know almost all of the roads in Singapore!..
right! tml morning, study geog. den aftnoon going to bugis with Keith and the bros.
As Dusk Falls
10/25/2006 11:57:00 PM
this is part one of the double posts.
woke up at 6.30am today, all thanks to a dear sister.. lol.. then tried to get a shot at going to Trybe, but i myself turned myself down in the end. actually, i called Joel, who told me i'm old enough to decide for myself. he also asked me whether those who people, eg: my CG leader, Nic (most probably) would be happy about me going to Trybe session today.
well, it was all out of the sake of lending a helping hand to them, since they were short on volunteers today, doing two schools at the same time, Jurongville and Boon Lay, both of which i have been to before. haha. yeah. so in the end i didn't go, went back to sleep feeling joyful instead of sad or angry. what Joel said kinda made my day for me. =) thanks man!
"Sometimes I there are also things that I would like to go for, but making the decision not to go because of something more important is a very mature thing to do."
*for those who don't know what Trybe is, its actually Thumbs Up, which changed name. check out their site at http://trybe.org
post back later, now gonna go study.. lol..
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
spent the whole afternoon at Ben's place where he was helping me do with my mask for the 28th of this month. didn't turn out like i expected but i guess its still fine. haha. looks fine to me, well, averagely lah huh. Thanks alot bro!.. haha
guess i really am a perfectionist in somethings, for example, how I look.. haha.. but oh well, being perfectionist is good sometimes. *strange, i've heard this before.* oh well. haha..
i'm abit worried for my Os, suddenly, this 'fear' crept into me. so i have a request. those of you who are currently praying for the O level students, or me in particular, continue to do so. =D and bear in mind that i'll always be in gratitude to you guys. =)
noticed that i've been captivated by these few songs for the past few days.
[Rain Down] & [Beautiful Savior] by Planetshakers
[Hosanna] & [Amazing] by Paradise Live
[From the Inside Out] by Hillsong United
these few songs been speaking out to me, or rather, bring that heart felt touch from God to me. haha. i don't know, but the lyrics of these songs are really my words and heartfelt thoughts to God. yeah. its really been a long long road. and i really am coming to appreciate the things that He's done for me..
yup yup. that's all for today. haha. =D
i so love my life man!.
As Dusk Falls
10/24/2006 09:53:00 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006
retrieved lots of stuff today. ok, maybe not lots, just 2.. haha.
ok, woke up at 11.30 today, supposed to get up earlier for breakfast but didn't. haha. was just pretty lazy so slept on. so, i got up, went to meet jasline to get my camera back from her. just in case i wanna use it anytime soon. after that, headed for bukit view sec to meet up with some, okay, maybe alot of the Trybe people, mostly from kranji sec, but my main aim was to locate ben.
spent 1 hr sitting outside the school, across the road. felt like i was in a scene straight out from a movie. lol.. after meet up with them, went for lunch, then headed to Taka with Ben and Jasper to get the clay for my mask.. yeah. at last.. so i'm heading over to Ben place's tml since he's gonna lend me a hand with it. haha. yeah.. alright. that's that for today.. haha..
As Dusk Falls
10/23/2006 11:56:00 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
a time like this is best to remember words of wisdom. seriously, when you're pissed off about stuff that happen to you on a certain day like mine, words of wisdom that reside deep with the back of your mine really helps alot. even more when you're calling on God.
the first thing i thought of today, when i was starting to get pissed off cuz people were telling me to go home and study -theoradically correct since my Os are near, but a pain in the back(i shan't use the original phrase) when i already planned to do stuff- was to tell myself what my CG leader told me. "I don't have to prove myself to anyone."
later on, while i was getting pushed to the end of my patience, i remembered my own words, "If you're angry, and the thing isn't really important, just brush it off." in which i tried to, and eventually succeeded.
the final few words of wisdom, or quotes as i would call them, came to me while i was walking home, asking God why does life have to be so difficult, having so many things that i disagree with, so many people that can't understand me. knowing that they do care, but I just feel that they don't understand, no matter how many times i explain it to them. once again, the last quote i remembered was this
"You're going to be a happy person and you're going to love your life."
that final quote was said by fellow sister in Christ, Huiyu. and it sorta cooled me down, allow me to have the resolve to brush off the negative feelings that i was having. my dad also told me, "consider yourself first, and also remember, follow and trust in God."
well. i guess all things are settled now, most probably gonna go over to ben's place on tuesday or thurdays, depending on when he's free and when i can get my clay to do the mask. yup. tuesday, if i'm not going, plan to go to Jurong library to study abit, weds going back to school for awhile and tomorrow gonna look for the costume for the costume/masquerade party.. yup. that's about it. so i shall leave you with a photo of the Crossbone again. haha.
As Dusk Falls
10/22/2006 07:43:00 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
alright. i held back this post about the Crossbone although it was done last night.. this was cuz i wanted the Graduation post to be up here a little longer. haha.
alright.. my day was kinda great. although quite unproductive. haha. found a new anime to watch. created by Clamp, the Tsubasa Chronicles.
the story's about this guy, Shaoran. going to different worlds, or rather, dimensions in search of Princess Sakura's lost 'feathers of memory' in order to save her from dying. watch the anime and you'll notice that most of the characters of Cardcaptor Sakura are in there, strangely enough, i don't know why.
on another note, the construction of the Crossbone is finally complete! at last, lol. this is like the longest time i ever took to finish constructing this one. here are the shots.
the original Pirate version and the not so original 'Death' version done by me. haha.
yup. today's post isn't really very productive either. actually i kinda miss those people in 5na abit. haha. alright! i will most probably post a more interesting post tomorrow, cuz i guess this post doesn't really interest you people.. haha. Service tomorrow!!.. sayonara for now..
As Dusk Falls
10/21/2006 09:55:00 PM
Friday, October 20, 2006
this is one of those few times where i type out my title.
The Graduation; Reminiscence of the Good Old Times
with the tune of [Shepard] by Paradise Live playing, i just can't help but stop and think. how God has blessed me with so much these past few years as i chose to follow Him. indeed, He is the King of Glory, He is the Lord Almighty.
i remember back in the lower secondary days, when i was still playing around like no one's business, creating for myself nicknames and group names for my clique and I. i remember what was 'The Legend of Frost', 'Blackheart', 'The Brothers of Destruction' and i can't help but laugh at my naiveness back then.
i remember during sec3, dropped from the first class in the express stream, 2e1, to the last 3e3. first girlfriend, how could i forget, no matter how much i try to, but the break-up came a while later. i remember that class of 3e3, what i'd deem hopeless by my standards, the rebels, the troublemakers, but i just failed to see their good side. and so i perished from their midst. joining the lower secondary and the people from 3e1 and 3e2. never knowing that my fall from grace had just only begun.
i remember my rebirth, in sec4, when i entered Thumbs Up, and rooted myself in Christ. the trust i developed with 4na of 05', a class to remember and the care that we showed to one another. i remember my restoration, studying hard again, and reclaiming my place among the kings and queens of 4na. and i'd never forget the miracle God gave to me in my N levels, a 5 point score.
and lastly, i'd never forget the trust and friendships that were eternally forged in the class of 5na. although i might have mistaken and misunderstood some of them, they always had a place in my heart. the Bankai(s) and the funny noises, the chit-chatterings of the girls, the taunts and boasts of some of the guys. the wonderful lessons that we had shared together, the jokes that we had shared, the games of basketball that we played, the times that we studied together. its much of a pain leaving in this manner, knowing that we might not have the chance to see each other again.
the Graduation Ceremony for the Class of 2006
Secondary 5NA, a class that will be remembered.
the peeps listening to the speeches made by the teachers to their form classes.
the guys of 5NA and our form teacher, Ms Poh. gah! i blinked.
i'll definitely remember my english rival. Aziemah. haha.
Chong Han, the class's most caring guy next to Derrick. which i forgot to take a picture with.
the sweet choir gal, Jasline! trained by Ivan himself. maybe, maybe not. haha.
random shot #101. clockwise from top, Me, Jem, Rozi, Insyirah and Adorra
Frodo and the Hobbit. or rather, Me and MingLee. haha.
the cute Felicia Loi Mei!
the constantly bullied by Min Matrix lover, Lim JinYu.
and Nani, little did you know your "Hi Henzy" and "Bye Henzy" let me know that i'm remembered.
Graduant of the Class of 06' The Brethren. Henzy David
remember 5NA, remember Yusof Ishak Secondary, for you will be remembered by Me. 5na, don't give up hope, continue to strive on! conquer the O levels! God Bless You and goodbye, for now. we'll see each other one day. remember the times, don't ever forget each other.
Words etched on the board,
Songs sang in the storm.
One shall bear the weight,
while another comes with aid.
Rememberance,
the deeds of a friend.
Rememberance,
an ally's help.
Never forget,
the bond forged through flames.
-Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
10/20/2006 04:10:00 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
morning, woke up, felt great. sickness totally gone. just the residue stuff left. haha. totally awesome God's power is. =D Praise the Lord! went for the O level sci practical exam. without my handphone, felt wierd but didn't feel wierd at the same time. haha.
the practical was okay. they said it was easy, but the thing is when i stepped into the lab, i was like 'oh crap! its the pendulum experiment. i didn't study for that.' but thank God that He helpd me along the way. haha. in the end, it turned out that my answer was very accurate, according to Ms Poh. haha. that's a relief. another funny incident was when i was heating the copper(II)chloride solution in the chem part. it sorta 'popped' and kena the person on my left while he was doing experiment. lol. i looked at him, he look at me, i was like sry sry, but couldn't stop laughing. haha.
right, after that i went to meet up with Ben to go down to [Art Friend] at bras basar. found the stuff that i needed. way ta go man! one 2m long length on wood, and the moulding clay! yeah! the stuff i needed for the costume party. woohoo! after dat, went for CG dinner at Vivo City. got a few pics. here they are.
hey! a snowman! but in Singapore?
the outer view of Vivo City...
the brothers enjoying the sea breeze. Ben moving along to 'wo ai tai mei' and Keith with a very emo look. lol?.. he must be tired.
my all time favourite sweet tooth satisfier. Candy Empire!
and the stuff that i got from there! Kit Kat temptations; Caramel Fudge and Wonka's Whipple Scrumptions Caramel Delight. I seem to be in love with Caramel. wahaha
right. on another note, brother Keith has changed his hairstyle. take a closer look at it. woah! looks like Dragonball sia.. lol.. nice one bro. =D
right. that's that for today!. woohoo! Graduation tomorrow! more pictures pictures and pictures!! yeah!!..
As Dusk Falls
10/19/2006 11:01:00 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
hours left to the practical exam. -> 11hrs, 30mins.
lemme check with the rest of u guys. nervous? stressed?
take a break guys. God Bless. I'm at shift 2, reporting time 9.15am. i'll be held in until 1.30pm. sighs. without a phone. not like I'm helpless without a phone or what but, i'll be uncontactable till about 2pm. just take note ppl.
Diagnosis of myself, still doing fine, doing my last checks on what to bring. just woke up aft sleeping from 7pm to 10pm. haha
diagonsis of my camera, 80% spoilt. now the shutter cover won't close. hopefully it'll last me till friday.
a test shot. =D
As Dusk Falls
10/18/2006 10:23:00 PM
just got back from school. had a short remedial just now. was late about 15mins cuz i overslept. haha. wolke up this morning and felt like i could hardly say a word. which was true indeed. cuz i really could hardly say a word. throat was sore like no one's business. waita sec, it is no one's business. lol.. =D joking.
remedial was to go thru certain procedures in the practical exam. the 'hints' and 'tips' to passing it. after that, received a few test papers and then we could go. after that, me, jem, zhisheng and longwei walked to west mall, initially to dine at the pastamania. but they said it was too expensive, so 'oh well'. ate at the kopitiam in the end. going for prayer meet outside school later. currently just taking a rest. feel kinda drowsy. hopefully, by God's healing hand, i'll be better by tomorrow. so that i can take my practical exam in top form.
gah. my camera's broken. lol. spoilt i mean. dot dot dotz..
current stage of the construction of the Crossbone gundam- 15%
take a look at the picture.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
right. as you can see, this is my new blogskin. guess its out with the gundam gallery and a few other stuff that i could include in my other blogskin. btw, credits and thanks to jem who did this skin.
right. now my day. t'was great. thou chem mock paper ain't that great. bloody difficult sia. haha. then it was normal lessons, and off home. sighs at the thought of going back to school for remedial tomorrow. was supposed to be an off day. haha. but, oh well.
and yay, i didn't get caught for hair today. lol. it was so sudden that Mr Adam called for that hair check. lol. although he did say dat he was going to check lah. but usually he say he'll forget de. anyways. he had the whole sec4 and 5 guys parade in front of him, and then he picked out the ones with long hair. it was no surprise that i didn't get caught since i cut my hair ytd. while i was walking back to my seat, adorra and huiting said "wah, Henzy cut hair sia" in unison. suppose they had it planned. lol.
this is like one of those times where i cut my hair and i don't feel much. haha. guess i don't think too much of it now. since i told myself like, O levels, i don't wanna risk me shot cuz of me hair. haha. gonna grow and dye it after my Os. haha. as planned.
oh yeah. haha. my cell leader's wife, Mrs Koh, is tested positive for pregnancy. haha. lol. guess me CG leader is soon to be a real father. lol. don't know what i'm gonna do then. haha. CG might be different. lol. well, let God decide for them. haha..
gah.. i've been like sneezing and sneezing and sneezing for the whole day since i got home. sheesh. bloody haze levels gone up. PSI currently 100. gah!. Lord! we be needing ur help right about now.. send forth the rain, purge the haze.
right. that's about the end of this post. can't stay up too long. its gettin difficult for me. gah!.. pray for me ppl. and i'm off to sleep.
As Dusk Falls
10/17/2006 11:17:00 PM
Monday, October 16, 2006
its the same old thing i guess. well. sighs.. hah! i'll still here. i'm still livin! i ain't gonna be taken down.
right. well. it wasn't really one of the nicest days for me. nearly fell asleep a few times in class, but in the end managed not too. all thanks to God. yeah. went for a haircut just now. sighs. now its as short as ever. hopefully it'll grow back to a medium length stage so before i go for that halloween event on the 28th of this month. haha.
still looking for tutorials on how to mould plaster. haha. its for that mask i told u guys about in the previous post. yup. fixed up abit of the crossbone today. the torso and the head. yeah. that's the best i can do in this state. hah. so tired. lol. gotta go sleep.
school's ending soon. graduation's this friday. ah, at last, the sweet taste of school leaving. lol. its been 5 years. 5 years of my life spent in that school. all the people i've met, the great friends i've found. haha. the 'fame' i've received. lol. the name i've earned for myself. it'll all be remembered in the hearts of those who were with me at that time. will it? *smirk* maybe i'll be doing a graduation post tomorrow.. well it depends on whether i have enough time to do it or not... haha..
ordered my class tee today. and they asked for a name that was below 7 letters. seeing that 'Brethren' was too long, by one letter. i decided, or rather, was inspired to put '-Light-'. light for the world i guess. =D or 'lighto' the japanese pronounciation. right
great. countdown to the O level science practical. 2 days. its ok thursday. gotta go prepare myself. oh yeah. ain't gonna let this minor one take me down. gonna do it the strength and wisdom of God! alright. 100% man 100% God!..
hopefully i can get my new blogskin by tomorrow. sighs. haha. jem says it almost complete and he's just doing some finishing touches to it. well. it better be.. lol..
As Dusk Falls
10/16/2006 11:13:00 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
okay. my post today ain't gonna be bout something that i did today. or maybe it will be.
like i said. maybe it will be. i found another way of releasing stress and bottled-up feelings. much cheaper way than my gundams, but still, like i always say, there's a price to pay for everything. this new way is killing people. lol. not in real-life, but in games. like the games in the [Time Crisis] series.
sigh. i was in the mall toilet just now. (lol, this looks wrong) in one of the cubicles, which was heavily vandalised, i found lots of writing, ya, the standard, free sex stuff and things like that. but that didn't really make me think much about. the thing that really captured my attention was the writings of 'Jesus sacrificed alot for us' and 'we must love Jesus, hate all other gods' and even 'Jesus rocks! Amen'. stuff like that. it made me think like what kinda christians are these? declaring God's name through vandalism? it kinda like showed me how 'funny' *i shall use this word for now* these people who claim to be christians are. think about it. if you're christian, you would even think of doing this.
as a result of those writings, there were many replies too, defaming the name of Jesus, saying that all this kinda stuff is crap and things like that. to me, what these 'christians' did was like taking the name of Jesus, throwing it on the ground and stepping on it. you bring shame to the name of God. think about what you're doing and the consequences before doing it man. don't bring shame to the name of God. show some respect to other religions, you don't want people to come telling ya that our god sucks do ya? so learn how to respect others and think about the consequences of stuff. like Sir Issac Newton's law states; Every action has an equal counter action.
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another matter that i wish to bring up. i would most certainly wish that those who were and are able to go for the Trybe runs within this period of time from now to the end of my 'O' levels to not try and show off to me that they can go and i can't.
let me explain. generally, when someone says that or anything that meets up to the level of a minor challenge to me, it sparks something within me and thus creates this spirit of competitiveness, in short, it pisses me of to an extent that i will try my best to suan you like you never kena suan before. please note this, keep it in mind, and kindly not speak about it in front of me, in short. just shut up. thank you. your kind cooperation is appreciated.
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on another note. i'm currently looking for a way to make this mask.
the mask of Ichigo's hollow form.
haha. anyone got any tutorials of how to sculpt it from plaster. lol. P.S. don't direct me to cosplay.com. i've been there.
its for some upcoming event. might use it for grad nite too, since its masquerade. *thinks, are u nuts David?*
yup. that's about it. =)
As Dusk Falls
10/15/2006 09:40:00 PM
the 2nd post of the day*refering to 14/10* the original post's below.. ahh. another nice movie to recommend. haha. just finished watching it like 30mins ago. haha. once i played the movie, i just had to finish watching it.
The Fast and the Furious; Tokyo Drift
for fast cars, swift drifts and great heroism, this is the movie for you to watch. the meaningful words of wisdom and good values placed within this movie are the things that you should watch out for. its make it or break it. the loser gets outta town baby. my rating? 8/10. great watch, pretty gals and swift cars.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
i guess i know why i messed up my maths yesterday. cuz it was friday the 13th! lol.. right. maybe that was it. anyways. this ain't impt.
right. let's get to the point. my day was kinda great today. that's the latter part of the day that is. hmm. in the earlier part of the day; got up at 12pm. then took all the necessary actions and headed outta home with my bible and a camera. with the intention of not coming back till after CG. went to meet up with those who had gone for the first ever Trybe run at CCKS. *currently am tempted to portray colorful language due to my inability to go* *guess i'll just brush it off* *still abit bitter about it* *no comments please*
after lunch with Keith, Ben, Felicia, Cherie, Alvina? and a mysterious girl, we all headed home. except for me that is. everyone was too tired to do stuff, while i headed for Tiong Bahru plaza. and got myself that Crossbone Gundam that i wanted. plan to use it as a form for destressing and taking my mind of the incident. it was at a surprising price. frm the original $72.90 to an awesome $59! geez. really thank God for this.
headed for cell group after going home to drop my newly claimed prize and grab my laptop. then met Keith at batok Ave4 whr he taught me a few photoshop and freehand tricks. then went for dinner and then CG.
CG today was quite school-like. had lots of laughs too. then took some photos for the RH tribe poster. haha. yup. and also create the R.H. tribe blog. will link it up once construction on it has been completed.
had a realisation today.
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never let your feelings affect the things you do. that's what i learnt today. no matter how angry/pissed off/sad/frightened or just plain freaked out. indeed. just don't. i don't wish to elaborate more. even thinking about it makes me mad. yeah. end-of-story.
As Dusk Falls
10/14/2006 11:08:00 PM
Friday, October 13, 2006
friday the 13th. sad day for my maths. lol. another flunked paper. what am i doing?!?!?!.. lol.. just freaking tired from all the studying. didn't really got enough rest lately. gah! for God's sake David!
right. on another note. it was quite a good day for me. yup. went home after school and took a short nap. then met up with my classmates for a movie at jurong point. went to the arcade. lol, bloody waste of money, but very good destressing formula. bad trade. played House of the Dead 4, until the final boss stage and then went for the movie, then came back to play Time Crisis 4, till the 2nd stage. right. time for a lil' movie review.
Movie Review -Death Note
this is one movie that you should watch. i don't really know how to explain it. but its just halfway between the very nice rating and abit on the boring side. *notice : abit only*
the story is about this guy named "Light", who chances upon a notebook left by a Shinigami - or Death god - Ryuk.
the notebook possesses the ability to kill off anyone whose name is written on it, regarded that the writer remembers the face of that person while writing the name. what do you get when you pair up a bored Shinigami and a bored Genius? Death Note. very nice storyline, awesome plot twist, and heart gripping events injected into this movie. my rating? 8/10
next movies,
The Prestige, Eragon, World trade center, and maybe even The Covenant.
As Dusk Falls
10/13/2006 11:59:00 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
notice that this is my 2nd post for the 12th of nov. yes, the last one was posted last night.
today was a tiring day. a super direct Social studies paper, but guess i messed it up. i was kinda too tired to do the paper. lol. yup. normal lessons after that. then remedials.. nice. physics and maths.
came home, took a bath and immediately fell asleep. still damn tired now.
nevermind. Death Note. tomorrow! woohoo.. lol
look at this. drew it in one of the lessons. was inspired by the web printed onto the foolscap paper. too bad its foolscap. haha..
your friendly neighbourhood, Spiderman.
with a little proportion error. haha. need more practice.. lol..
As Dusk Falls
10/12/2006 10:37:00 PM
so maybe i'm stubborn. i was plainly stating my point of view on the subject matter in my previous post. besides, its better for me to rant it all out that to keep it inside me right?
forget wat i said. i'm a guy that always stands up for his beliefs. even if i'm going down, i won't go down without a fight. i completely understand what's going on though.
its just that sometimes one feels that the rules are abit stinky, especially when it calls for the verification of a person who didn't set the rule and has bias against the person who supposedly broke the rule.
right. my point has been proven. i've gone down with my fight.
"It will show how creative you are when you work within the limits and boundaries, rather than have an open-theme" - i'll remember that bro. i definitely will.
*another step to the decimation of the past self. Blackheart is going down*
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
english mock exam, then normal chem lesson, then physics remedial, and then geog remedial. quite a tiring day, and i dozed off during geog remedial. lol. i didn't even know i fell asleep. just like just now, while i was studying. lie down on the bed only sleep. must be too tired.
i saw something that agitated me on the new paper just now. the article went [Snip hair or Skip exam]. WTH!?! i'm tempted to use the F word. but i shan't. wat the hell lah! the teacher takes an admiralty secondary school student out of the 'N' level exams five mins into it. to do what? to trim their hair.
hey, its no joke here man. playing around with the students like that. what century is it now? still care about hair length? seriously man, i doubt that hair length will affect a student's attitude towards studying lah. it won't even affect the way the student remembers or understands the topic. and wat the hell lahz! only the back of the student's hair rotuches the collar lah!..
talk about outward appearance. bullshit! there ain't anything like this man. one look at a long haired person or a colored haired person and you think its a shabby school? you think of it as a school with no control? ain't you judging it or the person by its appearance? ain't you judging the book by its cover? if you do this, then won't Keith be a total bad guy already? since his hair is red colored? *just stating for an example bro*
c'mon people. i can agree with not allowing colored hair in school. but i ain't gonna sit here and not talk about it any longer. there is totally nothing that long hair will do to a person.
talk about teenagers learning how to respect. bullshit again! like as if hair has got anything to do with respect. goddamned shit. bloody backward thinking man. consider the feelings of the youth people! don't think that everyone's gonna realise that they gotta respect the rules thru this man! the more ya do it like this, the more it makes em wanna rebel! they gonna keep doin it and doin it and doin it until you give in man.
now consider that singapore, just consider that! just bear this in mind, the length of the hair does not affect the attitude of the student studying, even though you're not here to open a fashion school. moulding the teenagers into better people can be done in another way. plus Singapore is wokring on creativity of students now, this is one of the ways that the students show theirs. u wanna put out the flame of creativity then carry on. finally. don't judge a book by its cover! never do that. you gonna be missin out on the person's true potential people.
don't know why i'm so pissed over this. to me, its just ridiculous to pull out a student in the middle of a major exam. you think you teacher u king izzit? got the ability to pull a student out of the exam hall just becuz of this? don't you have any compassion? no heart at all? put yourself in that student's shoes and look at it from his point of view. feel what he's feeling man.
after you study so hard, pay so much money for a better future. it all gets ruined by this small event? now don't you go coming to me telling me that if the person hadn't done it in the first place he wouldn't have gotten into this kinda stuff. be reasonable. you wanna tell the person to trim his or her hair, you can get the person to do it after the exam, not during it.
that's all i gotta say man. just remember, never, ever judge a book by its cover and never ever think that all this is gonna do dat person good in future. you'll never know. you gotta expose your mind to all the different possibilities. consider, think through, then act.
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on another note, i'm actually quite frustrated, waita sec, that's not it. i'm pissed cuz i can't go for the TU or rather, trybe thing on saturday. got Os. sian diao lah! the first time they go as Trybe and I can't go.. nothing to say. dot dotz. *i'm just tryin to find a way to express my feelings nicely* i dun wanna comment on this. i completely understand what's going on here. but still.. dang! grah! gshh!! guess the best thing to describe it is still damnit!..
maybe i'll just go and get myself that Crossbone Gundam Ka. and fix it on saturday.. then go for cell group. *ingnfan fnedaf nfjsndjfnujsnf(no meaning at all)* rambles and rants.
As Dusk Falls
10/11/2006 10:13:00 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
it was quite a good day. or rather, an enjoyable one. haha. started out with me going to school earlier than usual, which was strange, but great. since i didn't have to rush for school that way. enjoyed the bus ride there and also the walk to school.
however at recess, none of the shops in the canteen were open! cept for the drinks and the noodle shop. gah. nothing to eat. survived on drinking milo and lemon barley and a few pieces of seaweed-wrapped chicken. haha. then it was two free periods, which was used to do a maths paper. then homeward bound.
reached home, played a few rounds of pinball, lol. that game kinda addictive, then went down to Plaza Singapura to meet up with Ben and Keith. Jia Jun arrived later and Ben left at 6.15 pm for school. then we went to Samuel and Kevin and then walked around the place.
i guess i spent alot today. haha
Cargo Pants frm S&K -$39
Dark Choc Digestive frm Marks and Spencer - $2.90
Chocolate Chip Cookies frm Marks and Spencer - $3.50
Long John's Silvers - $4.10
haha, took a very long time to decide on the size for my cargo pants, and then, finally, after a few long months of talking about getting one, i finally got one. lol. then we went to meet our Cell Leader and his wife at Cafe Cartel for dinner. ah, haha. indulgence once more, the Bitter Chocolate Cake, Oreo Cheesecake and Blueberry Cheesecake. superb, plus the Chocolate Fantasy!. Alas, the endorphins that were released within my body today were at quite a high level. haha. felt so happy today. even in school. =D
yeah. after that, went home. and now i'm here. haha. right, EL mock paper 1 tml. yup yupz. i'm going off now.. cyaz..
As Dusk Falls
10/10/2006 11:24:00 PM
Monday, October 09, 2006
guess it's -game over- for me this time round. my chances are low, so i ain't gonna taken any. if not, i'd really be the end of my good life.
didn't take the POA mock paper today, and in the end, wasn't allowed to go for the POA lesson either. along with the rest of my class who gave up on doing that subject. i kinda feel alil' regretful about this. that's why i ain't gonna take my chances.
during that period of time, i was doing self-study, reading up and putting into play the maths formulae. i still can't get the hang of it though. i'm gonna try harder, 18more days to the Os. its the danger period, where the anxiety levels rise above any that you can ever imagine. its the time where you really rely on God for everything. its a gamble, you either make it or break it. all you have to do is secure that spot, but its easier said than done.
had jem over my place to fix up the dreamweaver and the illustrator programmes. then i took a nap. after that had the urge to read the bible, so i did. was kinda experimenting with the dreamweaver just now, it worked for awhile, but i kinda gave up later on, abit too frustrating a job for me now.
wow, Death Note kinda scary, the anime i mean. that's all for today.
As Dusk Falls
10/09/2006 10:22:00 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
its was a great day for me. a power-packed service plus a refreshing prayer does make the day brighter for one.
today's sermon was on standing firm in the faith and seeking God. it was very refreshing, since today was also Lord's Supper, plus, they played [Mighty to Save] by Hillsong during worship, twice. ok, but that's not the point. the point is how the sermon spoke out to me.
its like the revelation that just comes out of the services man. today when Ps. Melvyn quoted that verse, then said that only those that God really knew would go to Heaven, i kinda had that feeling, asking myself whether i really knew Him. and decided to go to the altar at the end of the service.
someone prayed for me, and i felt the spirit of God coem over me once more, renewing me, and tell me that God's there, always there, and that He knows the things i've done for Him, those times where i chose Him over all else and that He chose to die for me on the cross. i was really touched and moved to tears.
i don't know, i really don't know what to say about this. how to express it to you guys, it's just the thing. its just those things that you can't explain, and just know that its God. at these times, i can only say, "Thank You Lord, for all you've done in my life. I Love ya Father, love you Jesus."
after service headed for Bedok for dinner. Ben, Keith, Melvin, Jasper, Wayne, Jessica and Darly. ate till i was very full. didn't know why, but had the sudden urge to eat alot. which i did, haha. yeah. gotta control the way i eat man. haha..
lol, was being a poser just now. lol, like i wore my sweater with the right hand in the sleeve and the other side just over my shoulder. haha. don't know, but that's just me, the way i like stuff to be. =D alright. gonna go off rite now. for my CG, see ya on Tuesday, Churchmates, cya next sunday, and lastly, classmates, cya tomorrow! haha. Arigato for reading my blog, Sayonara. =)
As Dusk Falls
10/08/2006 09:16:00 PM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
at last, a day to destress in another way. besides my usual class havocking. lol.
right, woke up with a nice start. didn't really feel tired, so went to get ready. after that, decided to worship God a little in the morning. so i did, and it was great. the feeling was totally awesome, great way to start a day.
reached kranji, waited for everyone to arrive then headed for the customs. reached there and had another pleasant surprise. haha. the customs officer said that my name sounded japanese. wah. haha. Keith, who was behind me, sorta had the same thing. she told him like, woah (looking at his hair, currently red), u shud go get a japanese name or something. haha. looks like the customs officer really likes japanese stuff. =D
went to city square, had breakfast, or rather, brunch at Secret Recipe. the moist chocolate cake was great man.. wahaha.. after that, went walking around the place. saw many cool stuff, sweaters, shirts, shoes and stuff like that. haha. one of the coolest by far was a pair of transparent shoes from nike. i mean literally transparent. like see-through.
headed over to the Christian store there and bought a Biblezine, a magazine/bible put together. it's titled [Refuel] and only covers a few books of the old testament. then i was debating with myself whether or not to purchase the Planetshakers [Reflector] album(2002). which i didn't buy in the end. told myself i'd just go over to Attributes next door tomorrow when i go for service. haha.
on another note, i pigged out today. fed myself with loads of stuff. lol, kaya balls (balls of bread with kaya in them), a chocolate waffle and a chocolate mint pretzel from auntie anne's. then bought bubble gum, though i don't like take it. its actually for my classmates and churchmates. haha. yup. also got myself a new shirt. although i feel i've got lots of shirts already. lol. headed back to mainland after that.
at the custom, i tried the new immigration device, where u just scan ur passport and then can ur thumbprint. got into a lil' trouble with it, but nonetheless still got over. haha. keith on the other hand, sigh, lost his whole loot of bubble gum. kena confiscated by the authorities. 36RM gone liddat. lucky he put some with ben and melvin.. lol..
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went for dinner at Lot1 and guess who we saw, Mrs Goh, my geog teacher. lol. since Ivan, Melvin, Ben and I knew her, we sorta talked for a little while outside the mall, then went for dinner. haha. ooh, another item to the want list, The Crossbone Gundam, Ver. Ka. reservations for that has already been done. wahaha..
alright, that's that. tomorrow serivce, and its time to chiong for my Os already. don't care what people say about me man, whether i'd be crazy to go into Malaysia at this time. you just don't understand dudes and dudettes. its a way of releasing stress. don't always think that you're right ya. grow outta it, you gotta understand the mind of teens nowadays, don't always stick to the old ways, don't always be thinking that you're right all the time.
right, time for me weave dreams. xD arigato for reading my post today. sayonara and take care. God Bless. =)
As Dusk Falls
10/07/2006 09:22:00 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
*note, today's post is below this*
now, like i said, i'd be back to post after taking a walk. lol. here i am, well.. i didn't really get to find anyone playing candles or lanterns, but i got alot of snapshots though. and i think i've found the reason for the little amount of ppl.
now let me take you all on a tour of my neighbourhood, at around 9 plus at night, wheather forecast : hazy.
behind my block. as you can see, in the background, the haze is 'awesome'
front of my block, haze still thick.
look at the light rays. wow! that should show you how hazy it is.
ooh! nice shot. that's both a bus and a lorry passing by. so now which is the moon and which is the lamp?.. lol
Ghost town?
shot of bukit batok central. with west mall in the background. look at the cars go!
look closely, the light ray is split into 2 by a branch. thus creating that awesome effect. the light from the taxi moving at high speed creates the trail. haha
finally, last but not least, after going one round around my neighbourhood, i'm back where i live, Bukit Batok West Ave 6. look at the street lamp's lights. the colors of the traffic lights, and the single tree on this side of the road. doesn't my estate look colorful?
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haha. nicely done, i really like some of the photos above. really interesting to just walk around at night and just observe the surroundings. right. i think i'll be going off right now. just waiting for my Dreamweaver, Illustrator and Freehand. lol..
As Dusk Falls
10/06/2006 10:26:00 PM
haven't seen the ban kai pic yet? scroll down and you will. haha.
well. that was just a note. lol. hmm.. yup. what else? oh ya! today's events. lol.
maths mock exams, then maths retest. gah! dual assault.. lol. right. i guess the paper was managable. and then i realise my properties of circle and my algebraic manipulation isn't that good after all. in fact, they were never good at all. lol. along with my trigonometry. lol. talk about maths and all these terms appear. lol.
besides that, i had a long day, it was school hours, maths retest and then physics remedial. all of it ended at like, 4.30pm. yeah. around there. haha.. right now i'm kinda tired. but strangely i didn't sleep in class at all today. i wonder. lol. obvious answer right. lol..
yeah. well. today's that lantern fest' thing. or rather, a lantern festival, the lantern festival. lol. maybe i'm gonna take my camera and go walking around my neighbourhood and take a few snapshots of the going-ons tonight after my smallville. haha. alright. gonna go take a nap. =) Malaysia tomorrow. i'm going, no matter what people say. lol. destress this while, and its 'bankai' or rather, chiong arh!! until the end of the O's.. wish me luck, keep me in prayer. =)
now's the only time i can say God Bless ME.. lol.. well, God Bless Me, and you, and you, and you and you you you you you. yeah. haha. lol. i'll be back later.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
like i said, i'll be back. hmm.. maybe not, it was i whotold u guys to check back, not that i'll be back. lol.. whatever..
just finished up my last piece of work, the english compo's 2nd para. haha. wonders what took me so long. well, was watching Bleach epi 98. a guy has to rest you know?
trying to deal with all the stress that's coming. like a giant spirit force suddenly came over me (Bleach lingo).. well. hah. maybe i underestimated the difficulty of the paper. or maybe i was just too lazy to revise for the papers. or maybe i just didn't understand the theories and formulae.. but wat the heck! now its time to pick up the slack and get back on track.
like ben said, its time to bankai(final release [Bleach terms]) for your Os! so
BAN KAI!!!
yeah. that's about it for today. gonna go rest early. 3hours of after school remedials and retests tomorrow. sigh! yup. that's about it for today. good nite all. God Bless.
As Dusk Falls
10/05/2006 11:13:00 PM
well. although its just half the day only, i've got alot to post on already. haha. indeed. haha. well. let's start from the top eh. haha.
well well.. my prelim results sure can't get me anywhere man. sighs at that thought. haha. so, the teachers did something for the classes today, that was to show us like, with our L1R4 score, which couses we can go to in poly. haha. guess what i got? Nursing. lol. and shatec of course. whatever that is. i totally ain't gonna go to those two courses man.
so, what's up next. lol. someone made my day. you know the feeling when people just praise you for your works. haha. and that feeling just brings your oh-so-bad day to a higher more enjoyable level? yeah. that's the feeling i'm havin now dude. haha. haha, what's that? you wanna know what happened? ok.. haha. i shan't deprive u of that simple piece of knowledge. lol.
was look for people to edit my introduction passage on EL. lol.. so like aft lettin aziemah edit my mistakes, i showed to huiting. after she read like a few sentences she like laughed and said like, woah, *i think it was a woah* i like ur english. haha. yeah. so that's it. lol. *i shud be hearing the cheys and stuff like that right abt now.. lol.* yup.
its just a very nice feeling to get praise.. haha, for someone who had a bad day. lol.. yeah. yup. while on the way back, i got myself i waffle, sry, no picture cuz i finished it. haha. then i saw this pair of birds, tryin to scare away a cat but in the end decided to perch themselves on a tree. but while these two birds were doing that, there were another pair of birds behind them, like, watching them.. lol.. why am i talking abt this?..
alright. shall go and do up some maths papers and finish up para two of that EL compo.. haha. check back later tonight for more.. haha.. lol.. i did this post in a hurry. lol.. so my stuff my not seems very err.. nice to read?.. lol.. haha..
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
lol. u shud look at my post's title. "Oops, I Kena the Flame" lol. haha. or plainly speaking, to put it in simple english/web terms, i got flamed. was requested to remove a fragment of text from my post(2posts back) thus u shall see that a *some text removed* now replaces that fragment of text. gah.
hopefully someone can pass me some internet rules. wahaha.. clearly Jem says that whatever i typed isn't considered flaming. neither is it defaming. it would more or less be showing how funny a person we have. lol. i couldn't agree more. well. since he requested it, then out of repect i shall take it down. more because i remembered the thing i told God abt helping me to submit to authority. haha.
right. guess i'm getting addicted to these..
Pocky Biscuit Sticks. Chocolate flavour. wahaha.
they on sale at 7-11, $2 for 2. dunno whether its worth it or not to u guys but its definitely worth it for me. wahaha.
i want a new blogskin layout. a more everything on the page style. lol. haha.. currently jem's doing a draft one for me. so most prob i'll be able to see what it looks like. haha.. i figured that i'd be kinda difficult to read my posts on IE with my background picutre there. haha. alright. that's it for now. off to do maths paper and read up for geography!. yeah.. haha..
As Dusk Falls
10/04/2006 06:35:00 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
gah. after the chem mock paper, sorta went around doing stuff.. although i got highest in the EL paper 1, tying with Aziemah. strangely, the both of us got the same marks for both ppr1 and ppr 2, i still didn't manage to beat her. gah, lost by 2 miserable marks. which kinda cost one mark which cost me a B3. GAH!.. Ms Ng initially awarded me with a B3, but Ms Poh said it would be a B4 instead. well, didn't they moderate? gah. anyway, this isn't important.
got freaking demoralised and disappointed by the total prelim results. it was drastic. and thy shall finally muster up the courage and throw my face away and subject myself to some nagging and scolding by putting up my mark here. 28points. yeah. 28. L1R4. somebody kill me. but NO!! i will not allow myself to wallow in the depths of this err, setback. haha. that's the word. lol. gah.
i will walk away from the hall victorious, holding up my O level results and then enjoying the long awaited holidays, dye my hair, and make my way to that Multimedia Animation course in Ngee Ann Poly. just watch me! God will be behind me. and I know He will. faith in God. Faith in GOD!!.. now, i have to work like i never worked before. 100% man, 100% God.
headed to Keith's place after school. *continues to bite on the Pocky Stick that he just went down to buy* got some of the star wars movies from him. but i guess i won't be keeping it long.. after i watch it i most probably gotta delete it cuz my hard-disk not enough space. lol.
alright. one thing to praise God for today. this is that i feel that he's with me again. yeah. thank God for that. =) I was more or less telling God when i was walking to school, "Hmm, if you could like make it rain to 'clean up' the haze it'd help alot." that was around 7.20am. haha. at 9plus it started to rain. and i was like, thanks. haha. you really did make it happen. haha.
i was standing outside my class this morning, look down four storeys. now my class is like on the 4th floor. so after the mock exam, i was like standing outside my class, alone. then i kinda had a lil' conversation with God. I could really feel He was there. was talking to Him abt the dream i had yesterday, and my prayers. and my life. haha. it just feels good, being able to talk to Him and feel that He's there, so near.
and this is how i got my new blog name. "you were always there, never far." because God was always there with me, even in my darkest times, where i felt most alone, He was always there.
ok. i shall end here. haha. that's all for today. i'm gonna make myself work hard these few weeks before the 'O's.. and i'm gotta take that exam by storm. just watch me! God be with Me.
As Dusk Falls
10/03/2006 09:30:00 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
argh. the haze is killing me. damn.. why'd it have to come at a time like this?.. gah.. causing total chaos in my bodily functions. ok, maybe i'm overexaggerating. haha.. ok, its just giving me a running nose, irritated eyes. gah. i look like i'm half-dead. ok.. that's beside the point.
POA mock test today. surprisingly, i still roughly remember my trading,profit and loss account format. lol.. i thought i totally forgotten it. haha. *some text removed*
on another note, for all of you who haven't noticed yet, my blogskin's background picture has been changed. once again, another custom drawn, inspiration inspired drawing done by David himself. lol. nope, not boasting, just making a joke.. here, take a look at the previous one.
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and do a comparison.
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for some, it might not look any different. but there is. alot of difference. haha. *pops another strepsil into mouth*
ok. that should be it for now. gonna go off.. haha..
As Dusk Falls
10/02/2006 09:23:00 PM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
gah.. feeling very tired today. don't know why. must've been too much sleep. haha. hmm.. was abruptly awoken last night by a mosquito which kept stinging my leg. gah. but strangely enough, i woke up this morning unable to find the bites.. lol.. maybe cuz i prayed to God last night. to ask the mosquito to get lost.. haha.
lol.. wore a shirt *note: button shirt* to Church service today. *note: henzy doesn't normally go to service in button shirts* this was actually for the Holy Communion which was supposed to take place this week. but it didn't. but who cares. lol. i still worshiped like how i normally did. and guess what, God spoke to me. He said, "know the words you're singing. and most importantly, know who you're singing it for." it really spoke out to me at the moment..
after service, we celebrated Cherie's b'dae. then the plan was to send Dy off to Thailand at the airport. but my cell went to the airport first, instead of waiting for KY and Dy's cells. we headed for Popeye. yeah. Popeye. haha. that fried chicken place. wahaha.. on the way there we took some photos.
PS. for the CG pics, pls click on them then save.
and Keith did some shots too. lol.. he was impersonating the lingerie models. lol..
after that, went back to Terminal 1 and joined the rest at Burger King. sat down, drew stuff and had a pleasant surprise from Jia Jun. He had a PSP *note: PSP stands for Playstation Portable for those of you who don't know* so, played Need for Speed: Most Wanted. gah. so fun. i want one too. sighs.. haha. after that, i decided to indulge for a moment, so i got myself 'Pure Chocolate' ice blended from Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf. after that, send Dy off and headed for home..
hmm. i just realised i've become abit insensitive and very irritating. lol. damn. i seriously gotta change that man. haha..
hmm, think i'm falling sick. argh.. running nose, cough, teary eyes, sneezing, what's happening to me?..
hmm. during this period of time i realised that i'm gettin alot of inspiration man. haha. wanna go draw. lol.. spent an hour completing my last drawing last night. haha. gonna do one later, hopefully. haha. okay. i'm signing off now.. haha.. Gambateh for Mock Exams tml!!..
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
10/01/2006 10:15:00 PM
