Saturday, September 30, 2006
right. now i got the inspiration to blog. oh yeah. oh yeah!!.. haha. lol.. i've been staring at this screen for almost half-an-hour now, still thinking of what to write. haha. now. let me begin. lol..
i've had an unproductive day, although i had the inspiration to draw out something. which i will most probably use for my next blogskin. lol.. hopefully i can averagely master the art of skinning(creating blogskins[that's wat i call it]) before Christmas. so i can make a Christmas skin just for the occasion.. haha.. i also wanna learn guitar and japanese. wahaha.. ku meh ma sai(sorry), got carried away. haha.
gah, the bottle of Vodka Ice is still in my refridgerator. lol.. wonder if its overdue.. lol.. do vodka go overdue?.. lol.. oh ya, the lolipop picture is up. scroll down.. to Thursday Sept 28th's post. haha.
right. i've been given Lamentations 3:19-21(MSG) check it out here. provided this source since i know most of you don't have The Message Bible.
i called upon God. and he gave me this. i needed help. i was feeling down, or rather, bored. haha. now listen to the Cross album by CHC. haha. the verses told me to continue to have hope in God. to quietly sit and wait for Him. which was something i lost in my quest for power.
i guess God really is answering my prayer, of taking me back to the path i was on. thank and love you Jesus. You were always there, you never left me. even in those times i felt alone, couldn't feel you, you were still there. and I thank you for that. even after givin ur life for me it didn't stop, u continued to care for me, to look after me, to let me have a hope for life.
people, God loves you. Jesus God loves you. even if you don't believe in Him he still does. Whatever you do, He still will. I urge you, this day. Go Forth and Learn, Experience and Know who he really is. Stop rejecting Him, let Him in and You Will Understand the meaning of True Love, Hope and Care for a being that surpasses the knowledge of ever single thing on this earth. Let Him in, and i assure you, He'll grant you life in a totally different perspective. God is Good, trust me. I know.
right, back to drawing that picture of mine.. ooh.. i got smthing to eat. wahaha. its this. Kueh. the west mall mid-autumn food fest' is quite a blessing. wahaha..
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/30/2006 08:33:00 PM
Friday, September 29, 2006
*guys, a note of warning. you are in for a long post tonight!.. alright! here we go guys!. haha. i'll be running you through the events that happened from morning till now.. haha
Morning
mock test, maths. haha.. quite interesting this one is. the front few questions were give away, i meant literally man.. although they were tough for some, but it was very directly give away, however, things changed when it came to the back portions. haha. wicked those questions. really killer. bukit batok sec's paper. after that, had 2 periods of normal lessons then went back.
Afternoon
this is where things get interesting. travelled down to plaza sing to get ben's b'dae present, yup, his b'dae is tml. got him a storm trooper keychain. after that, travelled back to orchard cuz i thought we were meeting them there, but in the end, it was at plaza sing!! dotz.. so i walked all the way back to plaza Sing.. haha. too quite a slow walk, saw this bunch of american kids skateboarding along the way.
reached plaza, and sorta 'surprised' ben at Carl's Jr. Felicia and Shermaine's plan. lol.. haha after that, ate lunch, walked around and went for cell group. took a few shots on the way. here they are.
Evening/Night
arrived at batok east for dinner, but me, ben, and keith didn't eat cuz we were too full. lol. the carl's jr lah.. haha. yup. had a pleasant surprise, lol. saw Min and her family there eating too. haha. called her and she was like "Oh MY God!" lol. den she came over and talked to us for awhile before going back.. lol..
Cell group was next on the list, walked over to Koh's place, Hillview Regency, for CG.(nope, not computer graphics) haha.. had quite a meaningful CG today, talked about what we'd do when the world asked us to forsake Christ or get thrown into a burning furnace, a simple example was Daniel 3. after that, we celebrated Ben's b'dae. haha.. here's Ben blowin out da candles..
..ate his cake..
..saw his 'present'..
..then took a cell group foto. lol..
haha, then it was homeward bound. took the bus and accompanied Keith and our newest cell member Jia Jun to the mrt station outside west mall, where i stopped by to buy this..
MUAH CHEE!!!
lol. my favourite. although i still don't know what the hell is in there cept for the peanuts.. haha. its nice, very very very nice!!.. haha. ok.. lol..
Personal Reflections
i asked God to show me again, how to seek Him, how to dwell in His courts all the days of my life. Psalm 27:1-4. sigh. i'm just wondering, having faith, believing in Him that he'll come true in my life. to revive that lost flame for him.
I Love Jesus. I will lay down my life for Him. I do not fear the persecutions of the world, i may stand there and be silent, but i will not fear! Lord, just take me back to where i left off. Bring me to a higher level with you. Let me have the same heart that King David had, be the same kind of person that he was, a Man after your own heart. Lord Jesus, let this be my prayer to you. In Jesus Name.
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/29/2006 11:42:00 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
suddenly, i feel like i like studying. no idea why but *argh, my speakers just died on me* it suddenly just feels like studying is so interesting. haha. must be the fact that i'm able to do the questions now. wahaha! *runs off to find batteries for speaker*
*back* lol. this post is interesting. alot of effects. haha. hmm. lol. whr's that picture when i need it. lol. still waiting for Jeremy to send me that picture of the 'lolipop'.. haha. its actually a chicken patty on a satay stick. lol. hmm.. schools starting to get more and more interesting as the 'O' lvls approach. classmates starting to crack up and do funny and crazy things under the stress. lol. am i refering to myself? lol.
people doing the craziest stuff at the most inappropriate times. lol. for eg. shouting at a crazily high pitch in the middle of a lesson. laughing out loud as others throw the rubber frm the btm of the table's leg around the class. lol. the teacher then asking u to line up those things like how you would shots of booze. haha.
and suddenly i start to fall in love with all the subjects again. lol. starting to like physics and maths again. haha. its like when u understand the subject, it becomes more and more interesting. haha.
after school, went back with the usual gang, Jem, Zhisheng and longwei. haha. went to west mall, lol, currently awaiting the opening of 'Pastamania'.. haha! it like the only one in the area. lol.. had a nice chat with Cliff from Comics connection. lol. talked to him the day before too. haha. today we talked about being a sales assistant. lol.
didn't go down for the Worship Seminar today. felt kinda tired, and my parents we cooking dinner. haha. also have maths mock test tomorrow. and i don't wanna fail it. lol. first time hearing these words coming from me. lol. i also don't think i'll be going for the seminar tml. haha.. gonna go out in the afternoon and then go for cell group. wahaha.
hmm. hopefully i'll get the 'lolipop' picture later. haha. then i can show it to you guys.
here's the picture. received on 30/09 @ 9.56pm..
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/28/2006 07:20:00 PM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
so. wanna know my final decision? here it is. haha
i didn't go for the leader's meeting cuz i didn't get the time for it. haha. laughs. so i went down for the singing course by myself. lol. lonely train ride from batok to marine parade and back. haha. reached just in time too, and found myself in a room full of adults. sigh, where are the youths?!..
turns out that Brett Manning's looks nothing like the picture of him on the card. totally different, haha, the card had him with short hair, but he had long hair. lol. made him look cooler. haha. plus, he is super hilarious! made the seminar more interesting to listen to. haha.
learnt about the 3 different voices, head voice, chest voice and wat i call the 'back of throat' voice. learned how to stretch the ranges of ur pitch, lower and higher. learnt about the basic warm-up techniques. that's all i rmbr.. haha.
hmm, guess it wasn't a wasted trip after all. it was good, i should be going back tml, but not on friday. haha. friday going for cell group instead. yup. that's it for tonight. =) check back tomorrow! God Bless! Sayonara!
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/27/2006 11:44:00 PM
skipped PE today. lol. or rather i was just lazy. *rolls eyes* haha. sat at the study area with Huiting, Dinah, Kas and Rusydi and finished up my physics worksheet given this morn. then did abit of maths. haha.
right, my actual reason is that i wanted to save energy for the event on tonight. haha. which i'm still considering which to go to. cuz i got two things going on tonight. should i go for the singing thing? or should i go for the leader's meeting. pls not that i haven't seen my tagboard yet. haha.
ah. i'm more in favour of going for the leader's meeting. haha. its been awhile since i've been to bukit merah. haha, the food there is great man! chicken rice, especially the chocolate rum ball. haha.. seems to me that my answer is obvious. doesn't even matter if i paid for the singing thing. lol. and i don't wanna go alone!!! grra!!.. haha. right. be back to blog tonight.
The Brethren. Henzy David
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
gah! bad day.. sighs.. hmm. if the prelims were meant to make people demoralised, it met its purpose. damn demoralising i tell ya. sheesh. blame the teachers for marking so strict and being angry about the results that they're gettin. nicely done guys, nicely done. hah!
guess my hair's growing longer again. which is a good thing. but there's an attire check on monday, which is a bad thing. can't they like let the sec4s and 5s go? its like their last year here anyways? lol. gah! when the 'O's are over, i'm going to dye my hair brown with gold highlights. gonna let it look like its been highlighted with two colors. haha. cuz i intend to have stripes of black hair too. wahaha. good plan.
next up, POA lesson commentary. nowadays POA lessons used for studying other stuff, like today, went thru the maths paper with two classmates. all of us teaching each other how to do questions.
anyone from FCBC going for the Brett Manning's Singing Success thing? could ya tag me on my tagboard so that i can meet up with u on that day. haha. anyone that i know i mean. so i won't feel alone either. haha.
right. guess that's about it. haha. might come back to post tonight. haha.
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/26/2006 03:29:00 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006
*double post special*
lol. the words in the asterix look very funny. haha. just watched as Hady Mirza won the SG idol. strange, why him? why not Jonathan Leong. He's obviously better. lol. the judges are bias.. haha..
The song that's currently playing, [Higher] by Creed and before that was [Only One] by Yellowcard. nice songs. although they're kinda old. laughs. i'm just bored. so i came here to blog. didn't feel like studying.
i forgot to upload one image last night. this is the pic. haha.
Destiny VS Freedom. should give you a clearer picture of what the whole 'scene' that i made looks like. smiles at the thought*
right. besides that. look at this picture.
truthfully, if you're walking past this door in the middle of the night, it'd kinda freak you out wouldn't it. haha. gah! the things courts do.
hmm. what should i leave you with? haha. i know. look at this. haha. very cute.
right, if you haven't seen my previous post, which is the more important one. go see it. if u have, then thanks for the support of [the-brethren.blogspot.com] your kind contributions are really appreciated. God Bless you. take care of yourselves guys. those studying for 'O's, don't be too demoralised by your prelim marks or be too affected by the stress. Sayonara.
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/25/2006 09:49:00 PM
it was pouring when i went to school. so i decided to take what i like to call a 'gamble'. i got off the bus at a stop before the usual bus stop. this was to get on another bus that'd take me directly outside my school. so i did, had Faith in God, waited for the next bus. 3buses that i could take didn't stop. or rather, the last one did, i just didn't take it. too expensive. lol. after that, the bus came and i got on. reached just in time. thank God. haha.
prelim results came back le. English, top in class, along with Zhi Sheng and Aziemah. a stunning pull off by Zhi Sheng. haha. Aziemah's one not so surprising. but this for paper 2 only. haha. the rest of the results(Chi, Maths) very demoralising. sighs. borderline fail. agrh. waiting for the rest.
haha. i got home and i initially planned to do some maths past year papers. but i sat down on my bed and then just fell into a deep sleep again. woke up 2hrs later. haha. had a strange dream. that i was at a planetshakers concert, got prayed upon by a worship leader, got slain. during the 'slain' portion of the dream, i sorta felt God really come into me. like as though the Holy Spirit was here with me and i wasn't dreaming at all. haha. the least i could do is Praise the Lord!
-Choices that will determine your Destiny sermon part 1
(1)Returning to Faith in God.
we need to return to faith in God. Genesis 12:10-13,17
Disappointment makes your Faith Falter. -> this proceeds to allow Fear to enter into your life and attack.
we usually are fearful. and when we work in fear, fear will lead us from problem to problem.
thus* Fear=> problem => another problem.
Gen 13:1-4 <- Abram came back to Faith in God. he came back to doing what he used to do.
when in trouble, doubt or facing a problem,
-call upon the Lord for Help
-Come back to Faith in Him.
this all came from my sermon notes. haha. its very point-form-ish. but hopefully u'll be able to understand. haha
The Brethren. Henzy David
Sunday, September 24, 2006
*Super Long Special*
to cut to the chase. by day post will be kinda short today. cuz i got more important things to tell you.
alright. i woke up kinda early today. cuz i slept late last night. went down to EXPO myself earlier too. to meet up with W330, initially this meeting was for lunch. but in the end their service ended at 1pm plus. so i didn't go since i didn't have time cuz my service was gonna start at 1.30pm. interesting sight though, all the ladies holding roses and corsages.(something to tie ard ur wrist. applies for girls only.)
after service, went for EeJay's surprise b'dae party. haha. man was he surprised. haha. watched the video done by the 'Bunch of Clowns' that's us. then had a simple sharing session, whereby we shared abt the good times and the bad times we had with him. yup. Melvin and Huiyu appeared too, even though it was after their encounter. haha.
right. having all said and done. here comes the important part of my day.
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during worship today, i felt that God spoke to me. having made the choice, i could freely worship him with my all again. the feeling was wonderful. could feel the presence of God flow onto me, restoring me, empowering me once again. then my cell leader came over to pray for the same thing for me and for God to grant me the sensitivity to Him and to open my spiritual ears again. at that time, i knew it had to be God's will. i also received a word from God.
"Not by might, nor by power, but by the Spirit of God."
knowing myself, the past few months i've been searching for God's power and anointing, instead of God himself. this lead to my downfall. It was might and power that i was seeking, not the spirit of God.
i also managed to make my Choice. lookin at the picture of the 'crossroad' sign on PS Melvyn's presentation reminded me of my own choice. that God was giving me a 2nd chance, to choose to go with Him or to go down my own way, to follow my own desires. i chose Him, after much consideration and pain. it kinda took me quite awhile.
I made my Choice, to come back to Faith in God. to Relinquish my rights over this area of my life to God and to realign myself with His Destiny for me. i'll be posting up today's sermon on my blog over the next 3days so that you guys can experience it too.
Faith is a risk. but its a risk that i'm gonna take. or already taken. i believe that God ain't gonna let me down. i believe God will always be there for me. He's already restored me, my joy, my happiness. He's changed my life for the better, made me more confident, more outgoing. He's given me things that i never imagined i'd have.
He will give you that too, if only you believe in Him. believe in the God that i'm talking about. Jesus Christ. I dare you too take up this challenge. you game enough to trust Him? to give your life to Jesus Christ and see Him change you? Are you game for this?
trust me. i've done it. and my life's totally changed. you wanna try? ask God for something. but when He gives it to you, don't give yourself excuses. give your life to Him. Return to Faith in God, Relinquish your rights to Him and Realign yourself to His Destiny. it won't be an easy road, but i garauntee you that you'll never ever regret the decision to choose Him.
"not by might, nor by power but by the spirit of God."
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/24/2006 10:18:00 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
i was bored today. so i did this. and it turned out nicely.. followers of the Gundam Seed Destiny series should recognise this scene easily. its the final act. Shinn Asuka's ZGMF-X42S Destiny facing off against Kira Yamato's ZGMF-X20A Freedom.
besides this. my life still goes on as per normal. i woke up early today to help Keith out with his photo shoot. then had lunch at the hawker centre nearby. great food. kinda been awhile since i had that kind of meat slices in gravy. haha. super nice. after that. i had the intention of going to Cineleisure. both to catch a movie and to check out the model kit shop. haha. but in the end i didn't get to go down. so i went home.
i kinda thought about how we were when we were young. if you guys can rmbr, and i mean GUYS, how we used to hate girls when we were young. haha. how we used to try to stay as far away from them as possible back then. but look at us now. haha. totally opposite. *laughs at the thought*
well. i have a song for you guys. its in the previous post. D-Technolife by UVERworld. check out the lyrics while you listen to the song. very nice song. although its in Japanese. the lyrics are what the song means after translation. enjoy.
-Your hand that I held, Will I lose it someday?
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/23/2006 11:02:00 PM
[D-Technolife] by UVERworld. from the Bleach Anime
Lyrics after translation
You who bear an unhealable pain and sadness
Carry the unerasable past on your back and don't run away from life
Your hand that I held
Will I lose it someday?
Because I want to protect you and your fading smile
Even if my echoing voice withers or is occasionally lost in the wind
I'm going to find you
You who bear an unhealable pain and sadness
Don't say that you'll never smile again or that you hate people
Everything that happens in our unseen future has meaning
For now it's ok, because there will come a time when you realize that
Like decayed beings
Just laying on top of each other is pitiful
You said you could live alone
But now you ache so much
That even trite kind words won't affect you
When I held your hand I felt you were searching for a casual kindness
Do you remember
If you know pain, you can be kind to others
Drive your life
You who bear an unhealable pain and sadness
Don't say that you'll never smile again or that you hate people
Everything that happens in our unseen future has meaning
For now it's ok, because there will come a time when you realize that
How can I see the meaning to life
It's disappearing.. you're the only...You left so that you would not collapse
Don't say that you'll never smile again or that you hate people
Even if you lose sight of it by and by, everything has meaning
Carry the unerasable past on your back and don't run away from life
You'd better forget everything. Remember ...your different Life?
You'd better forget everything. Remember...but it will never come back
Since someday in the flow of time you'll understand, like a strained memory
if the song stops halfway. just refresh the page. currently dunno how to deal with that minor problem. haha. that's if you're interested in listening to it. haha. will be back to post the original post later.
*credit for lyrics. bleach7.com
The Brethren. Henzy David
Friday, September 22, 2006
over ate at lunch. haha. chicken rice and fast food. lol.. the chocolate milk tea at the coffee shop outside my school is nice man. haha. nice nice.. although you can't really taste the 'tea' inside the milk tea. haha.
reached home, played dota, got triple kill, double-double kill. lol. and double killed by the opponent players. haha. at the point of achieving 'triple kill', the adrenaline pumpin in my body was great. haha, the feel was great too. heart was pumping like mad after the whole event. it was like one hero against 3 heroes.. haha. ok, this is too Defence of the Ancients for everyone. haha.
met up with keith at clementi to go down for cell group. talked about stuff along the way. then headed for Makansutra's Glutton's Bay for dinner. Satay, StingRay, Chicken Wings, Omellette. haha. then finished up the superb tasting 'Triple Fudge Chocolate Brownie' from Mrs Fields. oh man i love that shop. haha. instantly satisfies any sweet tooth cravings.
Superband's Juz B
after cell group, walked along the Esplanade Bay and saw this performance by Superband's Juz B whom were performing the song "Kiss Goodbye" by Wang Lee Hom. the above are shots of them. abit blur. sry bout that. haha. taking those shots with one hand.
on the way back. keith kept doing voice impersonations. guess the Bunch of Clowns(BoC) gonna get a sponsorship of a video cam soon. haha. then we're gonna do podcasts!! haha..
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/22/2006 11:11:00 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
21/09/06 - part two
after the slack-sation at home, one awesome round of dota, lol. i just couldn't help it. haha. went to meet up with jasper at west mall. walked to the shops outside, since we had absolutely nothing to do. got a waffle, and a mooncake. yup, mooncake in the middle of the day. then proceeded to take a bus down to jurong point.
met up with wayne and his friend. had free anderson's ice-cream and then went to play dota at the lan shop. haha. alvin, ben and keith proceeded to show up, in order of appearance. haha. then we had dinner. yup. laughed abt stuff. destressed. seriously destressing. haha. you know the question that i brought up in the earlier post? haha. the 'your father' qns? if u don't go read the previous post. instead of solar panel, i said solar system, so it became, your father wanted to install a solar system on top of ur house. laugh at that man.. haha
hmm. i really am very worried abt ppl. sigh. everyone seems so troubled. just don't understand.. i wanna help out. sigh. everytime i read people's blog, see how difficult their lives are, the problems they're facing. just can't help but worry for them. and i'm just left helplessly sitting down here having the worrying feeling for them. sigh. just wish i could help. *realised that i have a strange knack to laugh insanely/sadistically/crazily when i'm stressed/worried/sad/happy haha.*
alright. i'll end here. pray for all those people whom in the category above. God bless you all to be strong, courageous and ever faithful. don't give up! gambateh! you can do it! press on!! God bless you. In Jesus Name....
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/21/2006 11:24:00 PM
school ended at 9am again. after the not-so-doom-impended science mcq question. there's this perculiarly funny qns though, it goes, "your father wants to install solar panels on top of your house, as a science student, you know that these panels have to be painted black because......"
firstly, this question is offensive. ask about your father, never consider the feelings of those without fathers arh?! cut them some slack man, people desperately struggle with studying day and night to get a better future, and get this kinda shock in the exam. its call 'crippling fear'. P.S. try not to set qns that involve parents or relatives in future. consider the feelings of the students.
secondly, how'd you know that we're science students? lol. <-- Joking.. don't take it so seriously. wahaha. i'm just pulling your leg.
after the exam, I joined the 5A guys for a game of basketball. haha. yeah. exercise. haha.. then followed jem to clementi to check out a few aquariums, in short, we go to da fish shop. haha. saw this huge jiu jie long. in short, giant dragon-like fish. haha. like the ones that i have, only ten times bigger. the biggest i've seen so far. rumours say they grow that big, but i nv believed, now i see for myself. scary. haha.
God's givin me a chance, and a choice. i'm like standing at a crossroad in my life. one way goes to God, the other, goes for my feelings and what i want. the answer's obvious, but the choice isn't easy. i'm choosing. and i know i'll come back to the right side.
be back to post later. gonna play game, then maybe redraw the characters for my novel. wahaha. sayoz..
The Brethren. Henzy David
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Slept from 2+ in the afternoon to 7+ in the evening. haha. don't know how I did it. and now i still feel sleepy. been updating my com since then. adding stuff, removing stuff, updating stuff and backing up stuff. and i didn't get to catch a movie.. haha..
there's a strange straightforwardness to today's Chemistry paper that i really can't be at ease with. Was is really that easy and straightforward? i wonder. wouldn't be surprised if it came back on the borderline.
had breakfast with the 5na guys after that, and received this dreadful piece of information. "Even if we(the sec 5s) go to Grad night, we won't really enjoy that much. the express gonna enjoy more, the events mostly catered for them. what's more is some of the express people don't really like us." I wonder, is this true? well, if it is, the teachers better got tricks up their sleeves. *hint hint*
I found these very meaningful words just now.
[Rise Up, Be Discovered]
its a wonder what a few simple words can spark.
Rise Up! the time has come for each and everyone of us, believer or non-believer. to take a stand, to Dare to Dream big. to achieve our goals in life.
Be Discovered! Don't hide anymore! don't be fearful anymore! why hide? why fear criticism or persecution? its difficult, but if you're willing to stand up against it, it isn't impossible! if you're a believer, then Shine for God! show your talents!
*Its is not overcoming the world that's the toughest challenge, its overcoming Yourself.*
Rise Up, Be Discovered. What do these words mean to you? think about it.
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/20/2006 10:16:00 PM
school's over. it ended at 9am, lucky me. and here i am pondering what should i be doing at this current point of time. hopefully, i'll catch a movie later. as a form of rewarding myself for going through this prelims examinations. haha.
i had quite a nice surprise this morning. i got on the usual 7.08am bus for school, any earlier i'd be in school boring myself out, any later and i'll be late. so its the 7.08am bus. i got on and i saw a familiar face, it was Anthony. Bangfa!!.. i was like, hey! what you doing here? then i noticed the army uniform and that immediately told me the reason. laughs.
hmm. i'll stop here for now. get back to bloggin tonight. while i await the impending doom that is coming for me tomorrow. its called the Science Paper 1, Multiple Choice Questions. okay, maybe its not much of an impending doom. haha.
The Brethren. Henzy David
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
strangely, i've been thinking again. strangely, you can see a trend in my posts, which strangely have these few strangely repeating words "i've been thinking".. is it a strangely occuring trend? or is it strangely a manipulation of words by a strangely working strange mind. now read it without the words 'strangely'.. haha. i love these kinda stuff. word puzzles, i think that's what they're called. hmm..
yes, indeed, i have been thinking. but i haven't really found out what exactly am i lookin for. cuz i'm kinda confused about what is it that i seek. answers? questions? help? advice? no idea. it could be all, either or neither of the above. whatever it is, i'm sure to be continuing my search.
thank God for seeing me thru my maths prelims today. it was a rather difficult paper which left me going 'crap! what the hell is this?' or 'damnit! what's with these questions?' or plainly just 'oh shit! i dunno how to do this man!' sigh. if only it was much easier. hmm.. *laughs at the thought*
the chicken rice at the coffee shop outside my school is nice. very nice. haha, and quite affordable too. $2.50 a plate, can't show you the picture, cuz i don't have one. i assure you that what i speak is the truth. haha.
was revising for my Chemistry paper in the afternoon, while going thru em notes, i suddenly fell into a deep sleep. and woke up 3hrs later. which made me like go 'aww man, how did that happen?' haha. well, it did happen very fast, like 'plop' and my mind and sight just went blank. i don't know what caused it, too tired i guess. haha.
ah. feelings aside. i want a new phone!! the N93 would do good. haha. and i want to learn how to seriously read html.. so i can come up with a masterpiece of a blogskin.. grr, its frustrating when you just know that you can only read the minor basic codes and do the minor basic stuff. *laughs*
yup. that's it i guess. with the return of Ivan and Melvin from overseas, and Min from the isolation of cyberspace-less-ness,(put u here jus cuz i wanted to use that long made up word -cyberspace-less-ness. haha. no offence) and the nearing of the end of the prelims, it means that the fun's gonna start soon. and a greater challenge awaits Henzy David. the final lap for secondary school, the 'O' level examinations.
the year's ending. its coming soon, my final Graduation night, or rather, my actual Grad nite. theme of it Masquerade. gawd! whr am i gonna find outfits for that?
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/19/2006 10:03:00 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006
Thanks be to God for my physics paper. really man. i thought i myself couldn't accomplish it. but somehow or rather i did. not to the best extent but i did. yay! praise God. Halleilujah!!
right after that was my Principles of Accounts paper. gosh. that's a failure. haha. did a few questions and such. haha, before that my classmates and I had the idea of playin 'Bingo' during the exam, like, write down 5 number and then play the game when the exam ended. so we did. i got 1 point. haha, the highest was 2pts. 3 ppl playin only. -.-"
found Jinyu, then went to meet up with Min and the bus stop outside school. ran thru the rain. haha. it was fun, i like running through the rain. like releases stress alil'. Min came with LiJie after awhile, then we headed for the rental shop while Lijie went back. rented the 3 Matrix movies and then had a movie marathon at my place. jeez, having such a thing in the middle of my exam? crazy aren't I? wahahaha.. cut me some slack man. it gets irritating if everyone continuously tells me to study. guys, thanks for the concern. i know you care for me. and i know also that i need to study. i'm doing that.
things that i've realised from watching the Matrix.
"The Matrix Revelations"
haha, just thought i'd give it this name. well, basically, all of us know what the Matrix is, it is everywhere, the air you breathe and blah blah blah.. but did you know that we could look at the Matrix movies in a biblical form too? this is what i discovered.
-Neo, has a strange resemblence to Jesus. or rather, His mission. to set the people free from the machines(Mac-Hi-Nes) xD (nope, its machines), just like Jesus came to set us free from bondages and sins and the like.
-the portion in Matrix revolution, whr Trinity died, sorta resembles the part when God turned away from Jesus while he was on the cross.
-the Matrix, kinda resembles the world around us. it seems real to us, but its gonna go bye-bye soon, when God comes back and takes us all to Heaven.
-Nebuchanezzar, was the name of a King in the bible. *wonders if i spelt it right*
-Neo, believing in himself and attaining unthinkable power, seems to resemble us, if we believe, being able to do wonders in the name of Jesus.
so, this should set you thinking. haha. and this also gives me time to make my getaway.. "laughs* sayonara then. another day.
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/18/2006 10:42:00 PM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
i realised i have a liking for anime and cartoons. and i like to tell stories and like to tell them in a way that can show people what exactly happens. i like to give an explanation for some things that i do. and i quite like drawing. haha. i could consider becoming an animator.(if that's what its called. haha.)
yes. it was an interesting day for me. wonderful sermon that spoke out to me. it was on how to prevent a hardened heart. yup. i guess i was indeed living in darkness.. "come over, don't fight it." i kinda understand. thank God for working thru Jasper. although i'm still muddled about what happened there.
hmm. had a clarification talk with my cell leader. sighs. wonder what's gonna happen after that. haha. hmm. i kinda felt that i'm goin thru life my own way. no submission to authority, standing by my own ways. gosh, suddenly i feel like my own dad, i mean, in the way he works. sigh.
wonder's what exactly happening. a little confused. haha.. maybe cuz i'm doing two things at one, having a conversation with Min and Jinyu and bloggin at the same time. haha. hmm. yeah. i guess i'll be goin to get some TYS-es and do them during this period of time before the 'O's. yup. i'm gonna be studyin. and slackin lesser. right. let me just get my thoughts straight.
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/17/2006 10:31:00 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
i've been thinking again. cuz recently i've been quite bored. wondering to myself, how could i even be bored at a time like this, when others are out there studying and yet i'm here, not getting the drift, not feeling the need, not understanding why its required. i feel abit afraid, abit uncertain.
i've been thinkin about what do i really like. what do i really wanna do after my 'O's and where do i really wanna go. what do i wanna become when I grow up. and i totally can't agree more with what Min said. that when you'll feel afraid when you don't know what you wanna be. and i'm kinda gettin that chill now. thanks for the wake up call.
seriously, i want to study. i want to do well. i want to get into some place that i want to be in. i wanna be successful in life. i kinda lost my purpose in life, besides the fact that we are required to reach out to the lost. i feel everything in life is just a bore.
lookin at this. i tell myself. i'm gonna find out what happened. i need to rely on God and not my own strength to do so. maybe its another test, this one to see how reliant i am to Him. cuz i feel that the past few tests that he placed in my path, i've always been relyin on my own strength to overcome it. its time to let go.
seriously, i also feel that i've lost my compassion and heart for the lost. what has happened to me? sadened by the thought of it. hwat are my long-term goals? its time to find out what do i actually want to achieve, what do i actually live for. and i'm gonna do it. definitely.
-phased, uncertain & in deep thought
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/16/2006 11:51:00 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006
alright. after going thru the Geog prelim exams today. i watched [Bleach] when i got home. haha. yeah!! Bleach!!.. haha.. Kurosaki Ichigo!!.. Rukia!!.. lol.. today i watched till like episode 12 in the morning. then i went to look for Jamine Chin and Benjamin for lunch at Caltex house. haha. had wat, Fish and Chips which were okay only. haha.
hmm.. after that me and ben went walking around Far East Plaza. then we headed for home. reached home, and watched somemore Bleach. yes, somemore Bleach. haha. alright, around this point you can kinda guess that i'm addicted to the anime. haha. all about the "Soul Reapers", "Hollows" and "Quincys". haha. the stuff like that. =D
hmm. i'm now at my cell leader's house, gonna stay over for tonight. hmm.. haha. yup. that's kinda it for now. time for more Bleach. MuaHaHaHaHa....
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/15/2006 10:48:00 PM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
with the completion of the GAT-X1022 Blu Duel Gundam, the Gundam Seed Stargazer "Phantom Pain" unit has been completed. haha. this is the first set of gundams i've completed. haha. strangely enough. and i seriously don't think i'm gonna be buying them constantly anymore. haha. i tried the paint of this one. but it turned out drastic. so i pasted the stickers on the painted portions.
Presenting the GAT-X1022 Blu Duel Gundam
i revised my geography before starting on the construction of the gundam. i felt i needed to. my maths paper today was killer. sheesh. i didn't have confidence in most of my answers. so at the end of it, i told God, i did my part, i tried my best, now the rest is up to you Father.
spent the whole day at home, i was bored, so i watched hard gay and Dangyunhaji. yup. i found myself hooked onto a new anime, [Bleach]. haha. now its my turn. guess you guys know would what bleach is. the one with Ichigo. haha.. i shan't explain further.. oh yes. i said i'd intro Dangyunhaji to you guys right? haha. so here's the vid. enjoy. it might take awhile to load.
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/14/2006 10:02:00 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
The Official 100th post of this blog has finally come. at long last. now just another 70 more posts to beat my old blog. lol.
ok. Today was the all so fun Science Practical Prelims. why fun? i don't know. i just like doing practical. haha, messing with electricity and mixing up chemicals is my flair. haha. well. that was a very enjoyable exam, gosh, what i just said is pretty contradictory. haha. today i did this test for Potassium Carbonate. especially liked the part whr i had to put it directly into dilute hydrochloric acid, the reaction was so immediate it was beautiful. haha. then it made me think of sprite. haha.
after that i went to collect this the new Jay Chou album, [Yi Ran Fan Te Xi] or rather 'Still Fantasy' from WeiJian.
this album, his 7th is nice. very. haha.
after that. i went to Jurong Entertainment Center to get this.
Model Kit Paint
since there was no orange colored gundam marker. the nearest was yellow and it didn't match the requirements. haha. its an upgrade in the skills required to fix gundams. haha. and i feel a challenge coming up. haha. =) strange costly hobby of mine. but i love it. haha. might clear up a shelf just to display them. now the gundams are technically all over my room. haha..
felt kinda lonely while i was getting those two items, since i went to both places alone. haha. i might still have the Joy of the Lord in me, but i still kinda feel lonely.. haha. talk to me please?.. gonna update the last 'Cross' on my blog. check it out if u have time. haha. that will be the place for all the updates and my Gundam gallery. haha.
alright. that's abt it for today. i might add the rest of the night back up to this post. i wanna prolong the taste of getting my 100th post for awhile more. haha. yup. i'm now gonna do up a maths revision paper and i guess i'll call it a day after that. haha. yup.
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/13/2006 06:13:00 PM
If you've noticed. this isn't an actual post. haha. if you're lookin for what happened to me ytd its below. if not, enjoy the songs. haha
First Song, Snow Patrol's Chasing Cars
i kinda like this one. the lyrics kinda funny, yet meaningful at the same time. haha
2nd song, Sheryl Crow's Soak Up the Sun
i just like the flow of this song. very relaxed & joyful. just like how i'm feelin now.
3rd song, T.M. Revolution's Ignited
Gundam Seed Destiny's Opening Song. just watch it. haha.
right. off to school. haha.
The Brethren. Henzy David
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
today, i seriously am praising God. i feel so free guys. so renewed, so restored.
why am i so praising God today? well. firstly its becuz God blessed me for my Social Studies prelims today. so i thank God!! Praise Him. haha. =) he's my Lord, he's my Savior, He's My King!
ok.. the other thing i wanna thank God for. is that its here!
GAT-X1022 Blu Duel Gundam - GSD Stargazer
i got it! yay.. haha! i just haven't built it yet.
not exactly the time to do so. haha.
haha, had i fun chat with Ben on msn just now. read up abit on the Chemistry in the afternoon and watched Dangyunhaji and Hard Gay on youtube to brighten up my day. haha. it did. =)
alright. that's all. haha.
-still joyful joyful
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/12/2006 11:21:00 PM
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The Brethren Inc. Henzy David
Monday, September 11, 2006
free. at last. i feel better.. i'm me. i've been through alot of thinking. alot and alot and alot of thinking. tears, distress, sadness, joy, freedom, release, happiness.
you guys wanna know what happened? i'll tell you. willingly. everything here is frm the bottom of my heart. including the things said about me. might be a little corny for others. this post, is dedicated to myself. with a special thanks to all who've been thr for me. Keith, Ben, Felicia, Huiyu, Kaiyun and last but not least, Min. =)
here i go....
well. it seems to me that i certain few days ago, a problem resurfaced in my life. the problem of not being able to hear God as well as before. the problem of being confused by too many outlets of knowledge and anointing - let's see, FCBC, CHC, my dad. -. indeed, its been a tough few days. and i myself was not too sure of what i exactly am. in short, i didn't know who i really was.
so i poured my heart out. i unlocked those locks that i had in my heart, those suppressions within, i cried my heart out for those i loved. i found inside me, my true self. i fragile little person, always placing on a strong front for others to see. i wanted people to care for me, yet when they cared i just told them that it was nothing. i hid everything. in hope that one day, someone would truly find the true Henzy David inside Me.
ah. i had just received the best advice that i could ever hear. why is it that way? cuz aft hearing that piece of advice, i suddenly felt that, "hey, what she said was quite true." now obviously it cancels the people list down to a few. she told me to let the spirit lead, to let it be, to not change into something totally different and lastly to be me, not what people say. =)
i feel alot better not. like a heavy burden off my shoulder. i've got a feeling that this is what God wants me to let go of. the mask that i go around with, the shadow that i hide behind. and just be the Henzy David that i was meant to be. i guess God wants to let Henzy David shine for Him, not the henzy david that i was tryin to be to shine for Him. *if only u guys could see that smile on my face* Alas, a new dawn is upon us.
i think was what God was wanting me to let go of. i got a very strong feeling it is! as i type this post out, i can feel the power and presence of God come back into my life. i feel better, i'm being restored! thank you Jesus!!
thanks to all those who've helped me in this short journey again. =) love you guys! u guys rock!
-speechless, filled with joy unthinkable.
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/11/2006 10:40:00 PM
chinese O level prelims today. had pretty much no mood to do it. haha. but still managed to complete it. althought some of it was a whole load of crap. haha. well. let's see. what are the highlights of today?
studying after the prelims with Min and WeiJian. haha. finally found out what exactly e=mc2 is abt. haha. its the formula for calculating the amount of energy that something possesses. (wow, that's alot of S in one word). then went to west mall swenson for lunch. haha.. yeah. sudden craving. like all of us agreed so why not? lol.
after that, went shopping with min. since she suddenly wanted to. haha. so she got herself a few pairs of earrings, we got smth for JinYu, and i found out the identity of the very nice salesperson at comics connection, Cliff. who's currently in search of a 'star wand' for me. lol. anyways.
the Blu Duel Gundam is out! yay! and i'm so gonna get it. lol. crazy me. haha. yup. that's it. haha. we planned to go on a Shopping spree after the O lvls, maybe fishing even, ice skating, KTV. haha. loads of stuff to do. now chiong the prelims. enjoy later. haha. =)
kinda slept 3hrs last night. was thinking abt stuff.. suddenly feel that my life's becoming a bore.. more details later. i gotta settle this problem first.. haha.
The Brethren. Henzy David
Sunday, September 10, 2006
i wasn't quite payin attention during service today. the msg didn't really speak out to me either. well. i signed up for the singing course conducted by the certain Brett Manning, which will be held at Touch Center on 27 to 29th sept. hopefully i'll learn much from the guy. haha. yes.
after service, celebrated Chee Aik, Gabriel & Ju Lee's Birthdays. haha. ate alot of Cake n junk food. so wasn't that hungry. then kicked some ball after that, talked to Huiyu for awhile and then went to Clementi for dinner with Keith and Peiqi. haha. she was quite the interesting person. talked alot, and we laughed alot. haha. kinda enjoyed that portion of time.
after that i headed to west mall to check for updates.. lots of new gundams coming, haha, Stargazer, Savior, Kerberos cgue hound & the Strike gundam with I.W.S.P. weapon system. haha. then tried the chocolate milk tea from Sweet Talk. felt that the tea leaf taste was too strong, but it was still nice. haha.
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its seems like my mind's occupied again. God sorta resurfaced somethin in my life. sigh. seriously don't know what to do. just pray that God bless this person and take care of this person. i know he will. i know what to do, just that its hard for me to do so.. but i'm fine. =) my joy will be the requiem of my problems..
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/10/2006 10:30:00 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
right, now after sleeping from 10am, when i got home to 7pm when i woke up for the 2nd consecutive time, its time for a more detailed post about what happened. although i'm still kinda fatigued from the cycling.. then its dinner and sleep again. haha.
okay. night cycling part.
it was very very enjoyable, every part of it. cept of the pain though. haha. we cycled past alot of different places, some places were very peaceful in the night, especially those "deserted areas" like those warehouses, the Changi Airport stirp of road, the bedok reservior, the road next to the highway, and the neighbourhood area of tampines.
cycled on different types of paths too, tarmac, gravel, grass,soil. got to see different kinds of night life, the national service men marching, the airplanes taking off, taxis speeding, the Changi Village night life. it was totally awesome. went up slopes and down slopes, at high speeds and slow speeds. even racing others on the road. doing funny stuff. chit chat at some spots, stopped for water breaks. 40km in 7hrs 15mins, record for myself, never have i done it before.. haha. now i just wish every night was like this, just without the pain. xD
that's for the cycling. now the stuff that happened after that.
kinda had a nice sharing talk with Kaiyun after that, which last about an hour or so. was kinda enouraging, and made me realise lots of stuff too. personal, so i'll not reveal on this blog. talked mostly about my relationship, with God, and the spiritual growth of others in the church, and other churches, about rising up to become a leader, learning to take setbacks and not let disappointments pull you down.
yup. that's about it. overall rating for the September holidays, 8/10.
although my plans for enjoyment turned out dire, i still had fun times. even productive times, going out, interacting with friends and classmates, night cycling and even doing homework and studying. yup. during this holidays God made me realise alot of things. that i still had something to let go of. i know what's that. also wrote up the next two chapters of my Novel during the holidays, learnt abit more photoshop, and joked alot with the closer friends. ah, if only life could be like this all the time. Praise the Lord for all the things that have happened during the holidays. Halleilujah!
Prelims when school reopens. Gotta watch out. haha. right, that's all for now. gonna enjoy service tomorrow, also feel like catching up with some friends that i haven't been talking to lately. =) God Bless. signing off.
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/09/2006 07:01:00 PM
okay. ytd i cut my hair. and this time its short. darn. i dun really like it, wait for it to grow. but received some good comments though. kinda made me happy. haha.
afterwhich, i met up with the Kranji Sec TU people for lunch, Cherie,Felicia,Rachel and JunJie. then went down to clementi to meet keith, got onto Dy's car and went to marine parade.
tribe meeting first, then it was the night cycling. woah. it was great man, and i loved it. haha
11pm: set off from east coast park.
1.30am : arrived at Changi Village for break/supper
3.30am : arrived at next pit stop, bedok reservoir for water break.
6.30am : arrived back at East Coast Park.
along the way there were many interesting things that happened. haha. we went at high speeds and slow speeds. chit chatted, did some funny stuff. like bicycle aerobics, lol, and road rash, sang songs, did cheers and even got lost for awhile. haha.
now i'm feeling pain all over. lol. all of our butts hurt. haha, felt like rock after the whole thing, thighs hurting, hands hurting. lol. i can't really go into details right now cuz i'm falling asleep. haha. after the whole thing, i talked to Kaiyun for quite some time, then we (Me, Keith, Dy, Kaiyun, Anthony, Alvin) went for breakfast at mac. then took a cab home.
gonna wait for Huiyu's call. she asked me to go slp, den she also go slp, den she'll call me wen i she wakes up.
right. that's it for now. i'll blog again when i wake up. super tired. but loving the event. haha.
The Brethren. Henzy David
Thursday, September 07, 2006
was kinda tired today, slept at 3am last night, finishing up my homework. haha. since when did i become so hardworking? lol. no idea.
i've been lookin over my life. seems that i haven't been doing stuff correctly. so i repented, came to the cross again. apologized for everything that i did wrong, and prayed that God put me back on the right track.
something hit my mind just now. like these few days i've been askin Nic whether i can go for Thumbs Up. and he just keeps advising me not too. so i kinda missed out on a few schools, my primary school for one, Princess Elizabeth primary, and tomorrow's bukit view sec. sigh. but it kinda made me think. why doesn't he want to let me go, or doesn't encourage me to? actually i kinda understand what he's thinkin. more or less. haha, and even thou i'm like to disappointed i can't make it to those runs and camps, i'm more or less happy. haha. he cares, its obvious. and i'm not dampened by not being able to go. haha, although i really wish i could. sigh. that's life for u. lol..
just finished a wonderful chat with Candice on msn. haha, she's very nice to talk to. lol.. xD before that i was brushing up my gundam, lol, too much dust on white.
before that i was doing QT, praying and talkin to God.
before that i was writing my novel. The Chronicles of David
had remedial this morning, Social studies again, and that meant basketball for me. haha. cuz we normally place bball aft remedial during the holidays. haha. yeah. that's kinda it. for my day that is.
tomorrow, cut hair! Night Cycling!!!!! woohoo!!.. wish i could go to Sentosa with W330. haha.
*oh ya, my enjoyment plans for the holidays really did turn out dire. haha.*
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/07/2006 11:11:00 PM
i got tagged by keith. and now i need to do this. lol.. here we go.
7 weird facts about me ;
1. i cannot bear to stay at home
2. i like to clean my room.
3. i hate cockroaches, flies, and things that fly. (yes, including bees n butterflies)
4. i want to learn alot of stuff, singing, guitar, piano, dance, photoshop
5. i like to customise my stuff by givin them "names"
6. i got a knack to think that i can do things normal humans can't do.
7. i can suddenly do things that i nv thought i'd be able to do when i'm seriously pissed off, very determined or got da adrenaline rush.
7 habits about me ;
1. i tend to walk very fast.
2. i like to sing. even when people don't like me to.
3. i like to meddle with my fringe, play with it.
4. i tend to imitate characters from movies or cartoons. eg, Jack Sparrow, Davy Jones, Greivous and my most famous one, the Witch King of Angmar.
5. i talk on the phone every night.
6. i like watching cartoons eg. the batman, justice league. spongebob squarepants.
7. i carry my bible where ever i go, so long as i have a bag big enough for it. haha
7 things about me ;
1. kind
2. stand up for what i believe in
3. mysterious
4. Believes in Freedom of Speech
5. my Camera!
6. loyal
7. talks alot of crap.
7 people to do this ;
1. Melvin
2. Candice
3. Grace
4. Huiying
5. JinYu
6. Ee Jay
7. Jill
The Brethren. Henzy David
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
well.. i nearly spent the whole day at home again. this morning, i woke up, had lunch, lol. then continued on writing my novel. i suddenly had the inspiration to do so. yup. did that till afternoon. then played abit of rollercoaster tycoon, watched a lil' tv and then headed for jurong point. for dinner with Alvin, felicia and shermaine.
yup. i arrived late. stupid bus. haha. the 178 took like nearly 30mins from my place to jurong point. sick man. had long john silvers, then went to toys r us. haha. strangely enough everytime i go to JP i'll pay a visit to toys r us. haha. instinct maybe, or just pure impulse. haha. yup. then went to the arcade and played a single game of time crisis 3 with alvin. played till my hand trembled. and lost at like the 2nd stage. argh. stupid gun. it had like som delay of 1 or 2 seconds. after that it was home. yup.
i'm currently doing my homework now, while talking on the phone with joan. haha. yeah.. gonna finish up my homework. check back later. haha. meaning tml that is. haha. oh yeah. i received this pen from my dad today, on it was "David, Reassuring, loving and apprecuative. Will always defend his beliefs." i really think what it says is so true about me. haha. =D yup. that's all.
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/06/2006 11:43:00 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
seems like the brethren has once again sinked into the realm of boredom.
on nice sunny, waita sec. its raining. gosh. hmm. on a nice rainy, mm, nice drizzling, nice wet day, hmm. okay, forget it. i guess doing something like that would be labelled as lame to most. haha. but at least it made you laugh, or did it? haha.
yes yes. it seems like things around me are headed towards apocalypse, to cut it short, things around me aren't that calm. i don't get it, how can i possibly sit here right now, enjoying myself while people are fighting problems out there, racking their minds on their problems, on studies, on relationships. you know the feel when people are just there having problems but you just can't seem to do something about it. yea. that feeling. jeez.
Heavenly Father, i just pray that you help those who need help, you answer their prayers Lord. come and calm the storm within them, lend aid to those who seek you, those who call upon your name. In Jesus name, thank you for this answered prayer.
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hmm, guess i won't be goin ice skating tml. or maybe i will. haha. depends on the rest now. no doubt my plans for enjoyment for this holiday might turn out dire. but i still am happy. there be worse things happening out there than this. my regards to the readers of my Chronicles, thanks for supporting this website. and your care and concern for the author of the Chronicles. God Bless you all. cheers!
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/05/2006 02:35:00 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
had a somewhat not productive Social studies remedial today. woke up, ate a slice of cake, got a bottle of coke and went into the AVA room. haha, as i had predicted, it would be cold, so the sweater i brought came into great use. haha. lol. turned out that only i was the only guy with a sweater in the whole room. lol.
afterwards, the gang and i went playin basketball. had quite a great 2 matches. lol. should i even be saying that? there was a moment where i suddenly felt a burst of energy surge thru my body, afterwhich i found myself to be running about the court wit h quite great speed. but that lasted for awhile only. haha. must've been the adrenaline rush, or it could've been the determination to get the ball back cuz i lost it to the other team. haha. whatever it was, thank God that he gave it to me at the time. =) Thanks Father, Love.
hmm.. steve irwin passed on today. poor guy, got pierced in the heart by a sting ray. i thought he was a professional croc hunter, what was he doin with stingrays? lol. tribute to the guy and the many kids he educated. =)
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/04/2006 10:42:00 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
won't blog about service today. since the feeling i had there was kinda wierd. like it wasn't the same. so i'll blog about something better. haha.
yes. at last. today, we went to Candy Empire, supposedly the biggest candy store in the whole of Singapore, selling some stuff that no other candy store in Singapore sells, for example, the Champagne Truffles, chocolate with champagne in them. Nabisco Oreo, since another company bought over Oreo in SG, its the olden kind of Oreo, the one we just love. haha. Willy Wonka's Whipple Scrumptious Caramel Delight Chocolate Bars, just like the ones in the movie. Push pops, Honeycomb/Mint Kit Kat Bars and lots more. i sound like i'm promoting them. haha. they're at Millenia Walk. just Walk in and you'll see them at one far end. haha
yup. i went with Ben, Keith, Melvin, Huiyu and Jessica. we were actually at the IT fair at EXPO before that, but Keith and Ben thought it was too crowded inside so we went outside to wait for Melvin and Ivan to finish looking around. while we were out there we talked alot of crap. haha. standard lah. haha funny stuff flyin around here and there when your with those two.
after goin to Candy Empire, we went to Carrefour as Keith wanted to look for a box to store stuff. then we went for dinner. haha. after that it was home. Keith left us at city hall, he was headed for plaza sing to look for stuff. haha. on the way back, the rest of us were talkin abt lots of stuff, like encounter weekend to inferiority complex to how beautiful people were.
yup. that's about all for today. haha, planning to go Kbox and Ice Skating one of these days. during this week. haha. yup. no, its not slacking. just destressing. haha.
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/03/2006 09:42:00 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
ahh! shucks. i stayed home for the whole day.. ahh!!
okay. here's a list of things i did today.
watched tv, [the Batman] [Justice League Unlimited]
slept
studied maths
tried to ask people out for dinner since i was bored
stuck on msn chatting
cleaned up the unclean parts of my room
dusted my gundams (gundam upkeep)
updated my profile
looked for songs
yes. that's about it. haha.
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/02/2006 09:50:00 PM
Friday, September 01, 2006
ok. i kinda slept alot today. woke up at 10.30am to have breakfast. then i went back to sleep abt an hour after that. slept till 2.30pm. played at little computer and set out to Rachel's place. Rachel Ngo. haha.
thought i'd be late. but i arrived just on time. 4pm. the time set for me to arrive. Jinyu came to fetch me at the gate, cuz i didn't know where was the function room. met up with the rest, the guys whom where playing soccer and the gals who were still in the house. haha. Winnie came down awhile later and i had a lil' chat with her. she said she mentioned me during her cell grp just now. saying different ppl got different commitment and i was in the photo club, as head and that was one of the commitments.
enjoyed the party. it was for Winnie, her birthday was yesterday. but we celebrated it today. haha. together with the rest of W330. gave her a surprise, sang a birthday song for her and then sat around this table to eat. haha. it was really nice. chatted, played a few games, watched kok quan and Jinyu and jeremiah make a fool of themselves and burst balloons before clearing up.
then it was up to the house. the few of us who stayed back, Me, David, Min, Jinyu and Jeremiah watched the Spongebob Squarepants movie. it was lame, but very funny and cute. it seemed to me that they spoofed alot of things in the show. haha..
stayed till quite late, watched [Smallville] and [Charmed], Min was kinda learning how to play the guitar during the whole time and i was just watching and learning at the same time, clarifying my doubts, since i too had the desire to learn. then we watched some funny stuff on Youtube, which included my coke + mentos experiment, Star Wars Revenge of the Brick and the UK SW spoof, this jap variety game show which was very nice. i'll intro to you guys when i find it again.
left Rachel's place at around 10.30pm, after her mum deciphered the meaning of my chinese name, which kinda means "long life" and "intelligent". Min was kinda "drunk" the whole time, kept singing songs, haha. so did I. lol. what to do? i like singing. haha. yeah. stopped by 7-11 for a bite, then went back.
so that was my day. had a very fun day today. haha. it also turns out that not many know that i'm baptised. haha.
The Brethren Inc. Henzy David.
As Dusk Falls
9/01/2006 11:50:00 PM
