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Friday, June 30, 2006

no lessons today.. wow.. haha.. which is great lah, but not exactly the best thing.. haha.. so, the first 3 periods, maybe 2, we played english games.. boggle, some question answering game and spelling bee.. it was kinda fun man.. so, i was my grp's representative for spelling bee.. and you know what? i got stumped on the word "intelligent" cuz i was too used to using "intelligence".. lol.. haha..

listening to the song [Awesome God] right now.. feel a little at peace.. "Our God, is an awesome God he reigns, from heaven above with wis-dom power love, Our God is an awesome God!" i don't know how to describe how i feel right now.. but the past few day's have been tiring on me.. its like those "heave a sigh of relief" feel..

feel like downing another bottle of rum.. but no, i can't.. cuz if i do i'll be broke.. haha..

it's always nice to look out the window
and see those very first few flakes of snow
and later on we can go outside
and create the impression of an angel that just fell from the sky

when february rolls around i'll roll my eyes
turn a cold shoulder to these even colder skies
and by the fire my heart it heaves a sigh
for the green grass waiting on the other side

it's always winter but never christmas
it seems this curse just can't be lifted
yet in the midst of all this ice and snow
our hearts stay warm cause they are filled with hope

it'd be so nice to look out the window
and see the leaves on the trees begin to show
the birds would congregate and sing
a song of birth a song of newer things

the wind would calm and the sun would shine
i'd go outside and i'd squint my eyes
but for now i will simply just withdraw
sit here and wait for this world to thaw

and everything it changed overnight
this dying world you brought it back to life
and deep inside i felt things
shifting everything was melting
away oh away
and you gave us the most beautiful of days

cause when it's always winter but never christmas
sometimes it feels like you're not with us
but deep inside our hearts we know
that you are here and we will not lose hope

this song is very meaningful to me.. its titled
In Like a Lion(always winter)
by Relient K

As Dusk Falls
6/30/2006 03:52:00 PM








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