Sunday, August 13, 2006
rain down on me, rain down on me. these words resounded through hall10 of expo, as i was kneeling and feeling the touch of God, of the Holy spirit, just giving me life hope, new life, like as though i God was bringing me through a whole new transformation, like the restoration of my heart soul and body. tears flowed down, and i was there, unable to do anything else but bask in the presence of God as words of thanks to God came repeatedly out of me. Thank you Lord. Rain down on me, rain down on me, here in your presence i am free, pour out like rain, come touch me again, Lord let your presence fall on me......
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lookin back at my life. and thinking. that was what i was doing on the bus ride home just now. thinking, thinking of what? of the church leaders, the way the work, the things some of them do, how they look at me, thinking of my friends, thinking of my life. of how i always wanted to be different, and now God granted me that, that difference, and i just sometimes feel that i wanna be the same, the same as others, the same way that they're treated, the same games they play, the same lives that they live. but i appreciate the way i am now, this difference, this difference that God gave to me, how i am now. after all, its what makes me who i am, its how God made me to be. after all, its a gift to be different, and although i sometimes have these feelings, i like to be the way i am, i like the different way that i work. i like what God's given to me. i like how i'm made. i like being me. and i doubt i'll have any regrets.
The Brethren Inc. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
8/13/2006 09:34:00 PM
