Sunday, September 24, 2006
*Super Long Special*
to cut to the chase. by day post will be kinda short today. cuz i got more important things to tell you.
alright. i woke up kinda early today. cuz i slept late last night. went down to EXPO myself earlier too. to meet up with W330, initially this meeting was for lunch. but in the end their service ended at 1pm plus. so i didn't go since i didn't have time cuz my service was gonna start at 1.30pm. interesting sight though, all the ladies holding roses and corsages.(something to tie ard ur wrist. applies for girls only.)
after service, went for EeJay's surprise b'dae party. haha. man was he surprised. haha. watched the video done by the 'Bunch of Clowns' that's us. then had a simple sharing session, whereby we shared abt the good times and the bad times we had with him. yup. Melvin and Huiyu appeared too, even though it was after their encounter. haha.
right. having all said and done. here comes the important part of my day.
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during worship today, i felt that God spoke to me. having made the choice, i could freely worship him with my all again. the feeling was wonderful. could feel the presence of God flow onto me, restoring me, empowering me once again. then my cell leader came over to pray for the same thing for me and for God to grant me the sensitivity to Him and to open my spiritual ears again. at that time, i knew it had to be God's will. i also received a word from God.
"Not by might, nor by power, but by the Spirit of God."
knowing myself, the past few months i've been searching for God's power and anointing, instead of God himself. this lead to my downfall. It was might and power that i was seeking, not the spirit of God.
i also managed to make my Choice. lookin at the picture of the 'crossroad' sign on PS Melvyn's presentation reminded me of my own choice. that God was giving me a 2nd chance, to choose to go with Him or to go down my own way, to follow my own desires. i chose Him, after much consideration and pain. it kinda took me quite awhile.
I made my Choice, to come back to Faith in God. to Relinquish my rights over this area of my life to God and to realign myself with His Destiny for me. i'll be posting up today's sermon on my blog over the next 3days so that you guys can experience it too.
Faith is a risk. but its a risk that i'm gonna take. or already taken. i believe that God ain't gonna let me down. i believe God will always be there for me. He's already restored me, my joy, my happiness. He's changed my life for the better, made me more confident, more outgoing. He's given me things that i never imagined i'd have.
He will give you that too, if only you believe in Him. believe in the God that i'm talking about. Jesus Christ. I dare you too take up this challenge. you game enough to trust Him? to give your life to Jesus Christ and see Him change you? Are you game for this?
trust me. i've done it. and my life's totally changed. you wanna try? ask God for something. but when He gives it to you, don't give yourself excuses. give your life to Him. Return to Faith in God, Relinquish your rights to Him and Realign yourself to His Destiny. it won't be an easy road, but i garauntee you that you'll never ever regret the decision to choose Him.
"not by might, nor by power but by the spirit of God."
The Brethren. Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
9/24/2006 10:18:00 PM
