Sunday, October 22, 2006
a time like this is best to remember words of wisdom. seriously, when you're pissed off about stuff that happen to you on a certain day like mine, words of wisdom that reside deep with the back of your mine really helps alot. even more when you're calling on God.
the first thing i thought of today, when i was starting to get pissed off cuz people were telling me to go home and study -theoradically correct since my Os are near, but a pain in the back(i shan't use the original phrase) when i already planned to do stuff- was to tell myself what my CG leader told me. "I don't have to prove myself to anyone."
later on, while i was getting pushed to the end of my patience, i remembered my own words, "If you're angry, and the thing isn't really important, just brush it off." in which i tried to, and eventually succeeded.
the final few words of wisdom, or quotes as i would call them, came to me while i was walking home, asking God why does life have to be so difficult, having so many things that i disagree with, so many people that can't understand me. knowing that they do care, but I just feel that they don't understand, no matter how many times i explain it to them. once again, the last quote i remembered was this
"You're going to be a happy person and you're going to love your life."
that final quote was said by fellow sister in Christ, Huiyu. and it sorta cooled me down, allow me to have the resolve to brush off the negative feelings that i was having. my dad also told me, "consider yourself first, and also remember, follow and trust in God."
well. i guess all things are settled now, most probably gonna go over to ben's place on tuesday or thurdays, depending on when he's free and when i can get my clay to do the mask. yup. tuesday, if i'm not going, plan to go to Jurong library to study abit, weds going back to school for awhile and tomorrow gonna look for the costume for the costume/masquerade party.. yup. that's about it. so i shall leave you with a photo of the Crossbone again. haha.
As Dusk Falls
10/22/2006 07:43:00 PM
