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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

its been pretty long since i've posted something meaningful or productive. the past few posts have always been about what i'm doing daily or stuff like that. and since i've only been studying and staying at home all day, i'll post about something else today. and boy are you in for a long entry. haha.
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watched [the Passion of the Christ] just now. nearly broke into tears. could feel them tryin to get out at the back of my eyes, but they just didn't want to. the movie really really really brought me back to understanding and looking at the way Jesus died for us on the cross. the reasons He did so - to pay for our sins and because He loves us. but there were questions burning at the back of my head,
[1] why did He have to do so? who are we that He, the son of the ever-living God, should lay His life down for us when He had the choice not to do so.
[2] what have I really done for Him?

really, i think its an amazing thing to think about. God's love for us let Him send His one and only son to die for us. that's the greatest kind of Love that anyone could find. what else could compare to this love? that a person who did not know us came and die for our wrongdoings, for our mistakes, for our lives. just to protect and save us from the impending doom that awaits all sinners at the end of their lives. I stand in awe of you oh Lord Jesus. Beautiful Savior.

"Lord, I know i'm a sinner. I know I haven't put in my all for you, I know I've gone against your words. I pray for forgiveness to be upon me. I pray for you to guide me on the right path, to keep me away from the wrong things. I pray for you to just touch the hearts of those who do not know you, let them experience your love Lord, so that they will come to you, in awe, in wonder and call you Lord. For you died on the Cross for us, we who knew nothing of your love. Thank you Lord for all you've done. in Jesus name, Amen."

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i found myself making contact to those people i've 'taught' in Thumbs Up(now Trybe). its really a joy to talk to these people, those of whom you know heart's were touched by the words that you've said to them before. knowing that their lives have pure potential for greatness if used wisely. that's why i love Trybe. cuz that's where i have the ability to touch lives and help mould one stage of that life for greatness. its also a way that I pay back the one who changed my life.
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had an interesting question just now. haha. what is true love? haha.. a good question indeed. at first, i found myself unable to answer that qns. but after deep thinking. i found that true love, is actually this.

"when a person lays down his life for another, be it friend or family, boy or girl. it is the act of giving your all for a single person to either protect that person from something or the help that person in someway."

well, there's no true meaning of love. its how a person sees it. love is plainly unexplainable. its a feeling, a reaction, a cause, an effect. but the greatest kind of love is when a person lays down his life for a friend. yeah. i guess that's love.

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haha. had burger king for dinner! super hungry cuz i didn't take lunch and breakfast, so i ate quite alot. the english chicken sandwich meal plus onion rings medium sized. woah. and guess what, when i finished that, i still wanted to eat chocolate, but i stopped myself. lol. glutton! ah, but the joy of eating is so. great!! haha..

right. guess that's my day for ya.. haha. i still wanna restock my cookies!! the jar's nearly empty, 2 more cookies left. ahhh!!.. lol!.. i sure love bloggin man!.. haha.. smiles. aye, that's all love.. savvy?..

As Dusk Falls
11/01/2006 06:18:00 PM








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