Saturday, December 30, 2006
as soon as i got up, i was already in a rush mode. that was like, 11am. oh my gosh! got my stuff, did my hair(which is getting more and more tidious day by day. as my hair grows longer and longer), slipped on my shoes and headed for clementi to meet up with Ben and Keith. then headed down to Trybe Centre.
arrived there and was more or less greeted by a whole big group, roughly about 50 facilitators in total. haha. well, what were all of us there for? simple, the massive, 460man Kranji secondary school camp briefing. seriously, it's the biggest camp that i'm going for. and i'm in tribe B. haha. i think a few people would be jumping for joy if they knew this. haha. but i believe i have been placed there for a reason. haha, one that i shall currently keep to myself. =P
well. after the briefing, which consisted for learning abit about first aid(really abit), playing with the Global Positioning System again(ooh, i loved that. haha. my favourite 'toy'), and more or less learning about the rest of the important stuff, we had dinner. a communal dinner. haha. t'was basically zhi cha(zhu chao), lots of it. haha. enjoyed it alot! haha. yup, played a few rounds of big2(taitee), ravaged the ice cream, and then headed for home.
yup, that's my day. i'm prepared for a long one tomorrow. long yet super enjoyable! haha. totally ready for kranji camp. till the next time we meet. savvy?
As Dusk Falls
12/30/2006 11:30:00 PM
woke up today at the usual timing of 12.30pm. haha, played games to kill time, chat on MSN, installed McAfee in my laptop to buy time for me so that i can go get myself a proper anti-virus program, then went to Harvey Norman to look at the Semi-Pro camera that i might consider getting. haha. one word, sweet. haha. Ben was there too, getting his earphones, but went to shop n save to get stuff. so i went down to find him.
bumped into -well, not literally- Min, Rachel, Joann and Wei Jian there. 4 of them whom were going to min's place to prepare smth for their CG tomorrow i guess, if that was what i heard correctly. haha. after that, we -Ben and I- bid farewell to them and headed for Touch Community Centre(TCT) Bukit Merah for the Baptism Service.
Congrats to Laurina Tay Kaiyee and Brian Sit!! yay! applause!! Praise God!! they were the people that we were there to support! haha. yup. i think that God brought me there for a reason too. which was to remind me also about my own baptism just 7 months ago. about the way He called me out and christened me David, the beloved child of God, a man after God's own heart. i kinda teared abit, felt God's power, love, and care flow thru me again. really thank God. love you Lord Jesus.
after that, had supper and it was homeward bound. i think i overate. haha. aye, didn't have my daily dose of chocolates. arr! ok. got camp briefing tomorrow. haha. yes, another camp. haha. cya soon. =P
P.S. the Grad/Prom Nite post is the post before this. check it out! haha.
Friday, December 29, 2006
and so it came to pass. truly, going for your own prom/grad night is a whole different experience totally(having gone for all 5 of my school's prom nites since I entered this school). This year’s theme, Masquerade. As expected, masks and all. haha. The thing was to see the people that you know all so well, or know by look, in a totally new way. truly, the girls were really gorgeous, and the guys, really, lol, suited up. after the whole show, nearly the whole ballroom was filled with camera flashes and smiles. i was part of the cam-whoring too. lol. if that's what it's called. lol. truly an experience to never forget(nope, not the cam-whoring).
well, can't say i really enjoyed myself, cuz my plan didn't really go out that well. haha, so much for staying out late. well, my intention was to stay out for the whole night, but i guess i couldn't really fufill that wish. i never really could could i. haha.
well, after the whle thing, Min, Joann, Peng Feng and Jem headed for Cineleisure and played pool. i didn't know how long we played, cuz i plainly didn't keep track of time. haha. before that, drank alil'. ok, maybe not that little. haha. well, special occasion mah. haha. yeah. haha. enjoyed that part lots. haha.
turned out that Joann's dad came to fetch her, so all of us had to leave first, not jem, cuz he left early. so she took Min along with her, giving her a ride home. haha. and it was left with peng feng and I. well, leaving two guys alone in the middle of orchard in the middle of the night is equivalent to telling us to go home. sigh, so we did. haha. oh well huh.
went to Min's place, no, not exactly her place but the void deck of her place to pass her her stuff that she left with me. then slowly took a stroll home, talking and conversing with God about all the things that have happened.
haha. oh well. things are just meant to go this way weren't they. haha. so for me to bother about it isn't really something that i'd wanna do. so, oh well. =P pics below. haha.
my cell leader. Rong Hui, ah pa. and Me.
(screams) the DM. discipline master, Mr. Adam.
Daniel, class joker of 4na. ah, two years ago. lol.
Joann and I.
Jinyu.
Min, beloved sister. most trusted friend. if i dare say so myself. haha. =P
and finally, pool. that's Peng Feng.
and this, is min. who had problems due to her nails. haha.
yeap. that's all. enjoy guys. the holiday's ending. haha.
As Dusk Falls
12/29/2006 03:30:00 AM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
woo, new coat. haha. yes, that's what i just got. lol, all thanks to my dad. haha. yay, now got coat for grad nite le, which also means that my whole grad nite outfit is settled, no matter how mix-n-match it is. haha.
whole day spent at home again. been considering lots of stuff, and also rearranging my thoughts, and my room at the same time. haha, just feel glad and sad about things, my life in particular. haha. yup. and was also considering joinin ydance, or rather, church's youth dance. haha. i'm still considering. Chrislyn, real sry, can't make up my mind yet. lol. haha.
hmm, guess the internet's really messed up. haha. have problems logging in anywhere. haha. glad blogger's still fine. lol. blardy earthquake in taiwan. lol.
ok, i'ma post this post before i'm disconnected. haha.
oh ya, haha. just in case u can't see em words on me new blog display pic, here's a big version. haha. (for some unknown reason, it loads very slowly.)
As Dusk Falls
12/27/2006 10:06:00 PM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
the boxing day special. haha. lol, nope, there's nothing much to be special abt this post. haha.
well, i can so say that i'm gonna improvise on my grad nite clothes, so to say, simplicity. haha. today, went down to Min's workplace to look for her, since she suggested that during lunch hours we go look for the things we needed for grad nite. in the end, i decided that i didn't really need much, or didn't have the mood for the 'big day' so i just served as an accompaniment to her for that one hour. it was a nice time to catch up, since we hadn't seen each other in quite a long period of time. yup. enjoyable, so to say.
went down to Far East Plaza to look for my cell bros after that, since they were there looking for Retro clothes for the retro party that my Church is hosting on the 31st December, also known as the countdown party. haha. den aheaded for Plaza Singapura for dinner, met up with the rest of the cell and had Gelare's trademark waffles, courtesy of our cell leader. haha.
well, i feel so much pleasantly happy right now, could be due to the overdose of chocolates just now. right, i'm tired. guess i gotta go too. haha. that's that for now.
P.S. thanks for the concern ppl, really appreciate it alot.
As Dusk Falls
12/26/2006 11:12:00 PM
Monday, December 25, 2006
Christmas day, Christmas Day, Christmas Christmas Day.
so much for Christmas. haha. spelt my day sleeping, playing games, sleeping and playing more games. couldn't things get better. haha. ok, that sounds negative. however, i'm not in a negative mood anymore. guess Henzy David was just thinking too much again. haha. oh well.
had a funny dream just now, it was abit scary, but not scary enough to be a nightmare, yet not pleasant enough to be a sweet dream. haha. shan't elaborate much on that, cuz it involves real people. so, haha. secret.
i forgot to intro you guys to this great place to dine last night. it's that Hong Kong restraunt at cineleisure. pretty affordable, nice food, and very chinese. haha. can't blame, HK mah. haha. check it out people, that's if you're a great fan of chinese cuisines, or just wish to get a taste of the oriental. haha.
Merry Christmas to Henzy David. =P oh, i just switched my blogger account over to the New Blogger, but it doesn't seem like much of a difference. and gosh, i haven't gotten my grad/prom night stuff yet. haha. hohoho to me. gee wiz.
signing off.
Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
12/25/2006 07:59:00 PM
enjoyed the Christmas service today. kinda forgot that it was a Christmas service and was all prepared to jump and all and then... hark the hallowed angels sing.. and stuff like that. it was a surprise, a pleasant one, but still a surprise indeed. haha.
after that, went to Orchard road, cineleisure for dinner, then had the intention of going for the carolling thing, but in the end decided to scrape the idea. due to the sea of people, yeap. mostly cuz of that. haha. in the end, ended up catching a movie with Wayne, Cherie Chen and SY. the movie we watched was [Night at the Museum]
hmm, a sincere thanks to AhPa, Dy and myself for the presents, one bible, one notebook and one gen. grievous bust. thanks to Keith, Ivan and Melvin for the cards. thanks to Huiyu for the cookies. thanks to DaJie for the SMS. =) thanks all. you really let me know that i'm loved.
[Night At The Museum]
rating - 4 out of 5 stars.
reason: nice storyline, great lesson learnt, nice graphics.
it's a really touching story i tell ya. action packed, comical, yet touching.
fav quote from the movie: Some Men are born great, others have greatness thrust upon them.
sincerely, truthfully speaking. as the rest of the world around me is celebrating Christmas merrily, i'm hurting within. along the way back, i was just conversing with God about stuff, just thanking Him for all He's done for me and recommitting my life back to Him. really, i don't know whether i should be typing this out, but who cares huh? man, i mean i just feel rejected huh? like they say, the bad things always overpower the good things, no matter how small the bad things are. looking at the times, I really feel that this period that i've just gone thru has really made me begin to understand how hard it is to really love others.
loving without expecting anything back. that's what i'm tryin to achieve now huh? loving people, even though you are slapped in the face by the ones that you so desperately try to love. loving others, even though they so ignore you when the time comes for thanksgiving. so this is the world huh? these are those you thought were your friends, the people who cared for you. but i'm ok. it's a human flaw, everyone has it, i gotta accept it as part of majority, even though i'm minority.
sincerely, if those words really hurt you, i'm sorry. i seek for your forgiveness right now. but those are really the words that i wish to portray. i still love you. yes, you, the one who's reading my blog right now. =)
once again, Merry Christmas. man, i'm so contradicting myself, on the outside i'm wishing ya merry Christmas, tryin to be a joyful guy, on the inside i'm hurtin like mad. no worries. it's something minor. haha. gonna go off in awhile. yup. ahpa, if ur reading this, don't worry. =P i'm fine.
once again, again, Merry Christmas, and have a Blessed New Year, Wishing that all your hopes, dreams, aspirations, wishes, plans, erm, thoughts? would come true! God Bless you!
Love
Henzy David
Saturday, December 23, 2006
wow, after the whole day of walking around, i'm worn out. was plainly doing my Christmas shopping just now, with Ben, Keith, Melvin and Ivan, or rather, the full force of my cell group with it's leader and JiaJun, whose currently out of town but coming back tomorrow at 6am, according to the sources.
had dinner, tried something new, at this place that Ivan intro-ed, called Changing Appetite. had this super appetizing Cajun Chicken serve on hotplate with tortillas. haha. shiok, but since i'm a big eater, it wasn't really filling for me, so, oh well. haha. sat there and just talked, haha, when ah-pa ronghui posted us a question.
If you were at that point in time where Jesus was born, and He was right in front of you, what would you do?
interesting question. so that ends my day. lol, i got myself my own Christmas present! yay! lol. a General Grievous bust. it from the clone wars version, too bad i don't have a camera, if not i could let you guys have a looksie. haha. right. that's that for tonight. haha. sayonara!
As Dusk Falls
12/23/2006 10:54:00 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
actually planned to go Christmas shopping today. but had totally no mood, didn't feel like going out for the whole day, so i pushed it forward to tomorrow. yes, i know i don't have the time. but, oh well. haha.
practically spent the whole day resting at home. like, i mean, i just couldn't get out of bed lah. haha. felt so sleepy, so just slept on man. got up, played games abit, then had lunch, listen to songs, blah blah blah. haha. no, i'm not angry or pissed or whatever, i'm just briefly telling ya what happened today. haha.
i felt God speak to me, saying, "Hey, you've done alot already. You've put in alot, invested alot into the lives of people all for Me. Now it's time for you to rest, i know you're tired, so just rest, relax and enjoy the coming holidays."
it's times like this that I really feel glad that i volunteer my services. haha. it's just that it feels great! haha. really, it feels great. no matter what you say man, no payback or no cash, who cares? childish thinking you say? i've got what i need, if you wanna give me extra, i don't mind. but right now, i'm happy working for free. i don't mind man. it's just this happy carefree life that i love. this life that's all about servitude to God above. like the saying goes, yes, This Is the Life.
God Bless ya. Rest Well. =)
As Dusk Falls
12/22/2006 10:31:00 PM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
after waking up from his 5hrs nap, Henzy David awakes to find one of his candy canes infested with ants. darn, but other than that he finds his ant-venom filled portion of left index finger very irritating.
just came back from camp this week, gosh, i'm in desperate need to go Christmas shopping. right. body aching all over, sore throat, but i'm happy, cuz i served God in another way for the past 3days, and the experience is just that priceless.
walking thru heavily pouring rain with the brothers and sisters, running thru mud for the first time, climbing hundreds of floors, making thousands of ball passes, pitching tents, tearing down tents, sleeping on solid ground, feeling the power of God just move through you, running late into the night playin Cluedo and so the list goes on. cheering, singing, jumping, running, shouting, screaming, wailing, smiling, laughing, joking, eating and drinking. overall, the YCYPAO Powerhouse Youth Camp was great! although most of it was 'spirit-lead' or unexpected, the bonds that were forged, strengthened, or rekindled, can never be denied. the experience can never be forgotten. in our hearts, the youth camp was a success!
personally, i've never found it more difficult that to be a facilitator of the people that you know. never has it been more difficult to go down hard on your group members than in this situation. but i believe that it was all for a good cause. i can't say that all the things that i did was right, i know that there's definitely some mistake somewhere along the line, but i felt what i did, my actions, they were right. and i thank God for guiding me thru the whole thing. also thank God for His providence, strength and wisdom. without it, i'd be nothing.
It was a camp that I can never forget, seriously. the rain made it an un-structured experience, a powerful bonding session. just thank God for all the things that have happened. for clearing the 7000 challenges, even hitting the 10,000 mark for some challenges. it was really amazing, to see God working like this. and it was definitely a time that i'd hold dear in my heart.
right. guess it's time to go. see ya again soon. God Bless!
As Dusk Falls
12/21/2006 10:47:00 PM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
due to the unexpected heavily falling rain, the facilitators had to find somewhere else to bunk, so me, ben and melvin decided to bunk at Jasper's place. haha. well, now i'm at jasper's place, and all of us are here too. lol..
right. now everyone's callin me to go sleep, so i shall. haha. just pray for the rain to not fall for the next three days. right. thank God that it rained though, haha, saves me on extra day of sleepingin a tent. lol, although the tent is quite big but, haha. oh well, i still prefer to sleep on beds.. haha. okay, gotta go now. be back in three days time. haha.
call me if ya need to. haha. =P God Bless.. haha.
As Dusk Falls
12/19/2006 12:12:00 AM
Monday, December 18, 2006
ok. i'm goin off to camp again. again as a facilitator. wish me luck. =D
will be back in 3 days! haha. God Bless you, God Bless Me. haha. if need be, just gimme a call ya. haha. i'll be over at ECP. lol.
sayonara for now. haha.
As Dusk Falls
12/18/2006 02:53:00 PM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
you know the feeling when ur body totally feels like its burning up from the inside. yeah, that's pretty much how i'm feeling right now. burning hot! actually i've just awoken from my afternoon nap, and now i've got so little energy that i most probably can't stand or sit. my head's spinning, vision's still quite clear, and my hands are pretty clammy.
but no worries, i'll be fine by the end of tonight. haha. more rest, more rest. woke up damn early for service man, after only 4hrs of sleep the night before. haha. who asked me. lol.
service was power packed. it was like a mega holy spirit session. broke down, me. haha, couldn't stop cryin, couldn't stop askin God for more of His touch.
ok, i pretty much can't carry on bloggin le. too freakin tired. i'm in desperate need of healing. literally. ahh.. grrhh..
added at 11.54pm
wow, after that much sleep. really thank God for healing me. haha. =D i feel so much better now.. haha
As Dusk Falls
12/17/2006 08:16:00 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
it's one of those days when you really feel that there's meaning to your smile. haha.
lol, Trybe celebration in the morning. met Ming Lee, Rachel, Cherie, Felicia and Kelvin and headed down to the Young Musician's dunno what thing at waterloo street. walked all the way from Douby Ghaut MRT to that place. but the celebration, more to commemorate the ending of the life coaching for this year, was pretty exciting, games and all. haha. Felicia go whipping cream splat in her face! haha. it was one of the games.
we walked over to bugis after that, got myself a bag for the youth camp, had lunch then headed for SG expo. ahh!! they were having cosplay there today! ahh!! cosplay!! lol.
okay, that's not the point. the point, on the other hand, was to go for the Magic of Love. seems that they changed the death trap stunt, instead of the rolling water barrel, they had the 'Table of Death'. the one with the many spikes. okay, i don't think you know what i'm talkin about. haha. went back with Rachel, who dropped off a Aljunied and Jill later.
alright, camp's in another 48hours. ahh.. i'm a lil' nervous. haha. i dont really got any experience camping outside, literally by the sea. haha. but oh well.. haha. after that, i'm goin shopping for my Christmas gifts and at the same time get stuff for my grad nite. haha. where am i gonna find a mask? >.< lol.
As Dusk Falls
12/16/2006 09:44:00 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006
while everyone floods to the Magic of Love Christmas at the SG EXPO, i find myself wasting my life away in front of the computer once more. ok, maybe not wasting my life away, but just in front of the computer. again.
i need to get that bag frm zinc, if not, i won't be able to pack stuff for the youth camp next week, wow. another camp. oh great. i really mean 'oh great' in this case, as it's really an 'oh great' thing for me. haha. once again, playin the role of facilitator, introducing Henzy David. ok, maybe i think too much. haha. kinda bored right now, so i pretty much can imagine my way to Heaven. lol. maybe i'll go get the bag later after all. haha.
ok, the current dilema is what to wear tomorrow for the Trybe celebration thing, cap or tie? Tie on T shirt looks wierd, definitely, but i can't wax my hair if i wear a cap. lol. it's such a trivial matter really. don't know why, but i'm just fussing over it. haha. what's your suggestion? place it in me tagboard and i'll consider. many thanks in advance. haha.
alls well that ends well. need more games! lol.. pretty sick of SW battlefront 2 already. lol. dota isn't that appealing either. I wanna go ice skating. haha.
As Dusk Falls
12/15/2006 05:38:00 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
aye, i wanna go for MOL on friday. haha. but got no one, so might as well huh. lol..
went to receive Dy back from Thailand today, but it turned out that he missed his flight due to some reasons, which made us(me, ben,fel,sher,cherie,sy,samson and brian) wait for another 2hours. lol.. so it was 2hours of sitting there and crapping. haha.
later on, went down to far east plaza to look for a tie, white tie, which i had planned to use on saturday. haha. and i got it, it was a steal man, $5. lol! don't know whether that's cheap or not but to me it was a steal. haha. i wanna get that ShockTrooper figurine. haha. $19.90. lol! waste money arh!.. haha
oh well. that's for today. lol.. the holiday's comin to an end, or rather, December is ending soon. haha. oh well. lol.. cya guys soon. =D
As Dusk Falls
12/14/2006 09:58:00 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
wah, got pulled into some 'decoration' job man. turned out that it was more of a competition thing. but it was good. was treated to Carl's Jr. in return. haha.
tired. pretty spaced out today. been out the whole day. oh well. guess that's it for tonight. pretty much brain dead. dun feel like thinking anymore. haha. dun worry, i'm fine. really. haha. just facing something for the moment. haha. see ya soon. =D
As Dusk Falls
12/13/2006 11:18:00 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
i'm dead beat. haha. must be cuz i was overthinkin abt some stuff that was going on. oh well. but i'm lovin' it.
i mean i asked for it what? lol. i asked God to use me for His will. so this is more or less what He gave me. i'm currently in histerical laughter at the thought of what Raffy did at the camp. lol, girls shud hold the spoon like so, then drink the soup like so, then.... haha. super funny. haha.
anyways, i'm pretty much tired, just finished playin DotA with Jasper, that made me realise i couldn't really concentrate. lol. oh well. tomorrow gotta wake up at 7.30am, gonna help out with some stuff that the school's holding due to a request from a friend. haha. oh well. better than staying home the whole day right, then i plan to go shop for presents after that.
ok, last call for Magic of Love. this saturday.. come on.. its a very good show.. you're missing out on alot if you don't go. haha. don't miss it! haha.
now praying that Singtel stocks up on it's N80 stocks. haha. i want my handphone!!! ahhhhhhh!!!.. lol.. over reacting. lol. i'm insane. lol. thinking too much. haha. oh well. haha. yeah. lol.. wat the heck. i'm freaking spouting random nonsense. gosh. i'd better go before i get ecstatic. lol. sayonara for now. love.
As Dusk Falls
12/12/2006 11:09:00 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
it's just days like this that make you wanna run outside and let the rain fall down on you. well, i must be insane. haha.
well, i've been rotting at home for the whole day. and i'm still damn bored man. I miss the Trybe camp. lol, i wanna go back for another one. lol. just wish that every single thing could just replay like that. but sigh. that's not possible. haha. i so miss the camp, Belfast, the facilitators, the things that happened, the running around, the sleeping on couches, the watchin movies till late in the night.
i had the intention about bloggin about this interesting question. should teenagers spend alot of money to dress up for prom night? but now i find myself unable to do so. haha. alright. gonna go off. blog tmr.
i wanna go ice skating. any takers?
need to go shop for Christmas presents. haha.
As Dusk Falls
12/11/2006 08:59:00 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
*Consumer Warning; Super long post, read at your own risk.
I've got lots to say in this post. Trybe Project Management Camp for CCKS!!!!
seriously, my hands are so tired that they can't really type. my mind's nearly switched off. running low. but I enjoyed it!
-Day1 Friday, 8th Dec.
arrived at Trybe Centre at 7.30am via car ride by Nic. The Facilitators for the Camp - Jill, Cherie, Ben, Ian, Bing Yu, Oliver(Olivia), Kelvin, Adrian(Shen). the staff, Raffy, Jovita, Nic and Jamie.
I was sent in to lead the Group Belfast. alone! at first that is. this is one dynamic and power group i tell ya. made up of 6 ppl, Raj, Heather, Geraldine, Pei Jie, Xu En and Shalini. and they are easily one of the best groups that I've ever taken in my whole career as a facilitator. haha.
we played this game, a first time for Trybe. they called it Geocashing, where all the groups are sent out with Global Positioning Systems(GPS), walk around the Tampines-Pasir Ris areas in some 'treasure hunt' and doing many activities. even doing some stuff people wouldn't even think of doing, eg. going into a dumpster to build a castle out of cards, trekking into a forested area to take a picture, serving out at a hawker centre clearing tables and the like. it was fun, it ended at Pasir Ris park, and we made our way back to Trybe Centre for dinner, a session and then it was lights out.
we(Jill, Cherie, Ben, Preston and I) didn't go to sleep, instead, watched movies(Just My Luck & my Super Ex-girlfriend) till about 3.30, we were all sleeping on the couches and on the floor. lol.
-Day2 -Saturday 9th Dec
woke up at about 7.30am. with the arrival of Kelvin, Adrian and Oliver the night before, the camp became a little more intereting. now there were two Facs to each group. [Gei Kiwa] had Ben & Cherie, [Belfast] had Oliver and I, [Try Us] had Jill and Kelvin while [Happy] had Bing Yu and Adrian.
It was a pretty dry day for me, since i was suffering from the intensity of my lips 'burning' and the fatigue that struck most of the facs. haha.
Stressball!! Volunteers + a 2 students only. haha. that totally woke us up. haha. just like how it'd normally be, shiok ah! haha. Sessions, projects and games filled the 2nd day.
at night, it was Talent Quest. and boy do you have to see what Belfast did. haha. it was a skit for 'Miss Trybe Universe', and Oliver, having donned Jaime's skirt and two scarfs(no that's not all he wore), won. lol. he was 'crowned' later with a hairband that made him look like the monkey god.
the night was stretched long, playing the game of ultimate deception and lies, Murderer. i pulled myself out of it halfway and went to sleep but woke up like two hrs later at ard 3.30am, whr everyone was telling ghost stories, so i threw in some stories too. haha. then i went back to sleep. haha.
-Day3 -Sunday 10th Dec
i didn't really know what happened today, mainly cuz i wasn't in the room but outside writing cards for Belfast members. haha. all i knew was that Belfast combined with Try Us and formed Try Us + Belfast or in short, Trybe. haha. that was totally unexpected, yet cool in a sense.
-Reflection
it's more of a thank you. haha. hey Belfast. you guys rock! i mean, totally man. haha. this group is totally amazing, i mean, words could not describe the team spirit and attitude that you guys have, neither can they describe you people. You who took my words into heart, and really put them into play. I'm really amazed and inspired by you. =D thanks alot.
i was touched, touched by my own actions, the way I led was inspirational according to the staff.. there was this feeling in my heart whenever i shared, its like, I know this is what i like to do. i just can't help but like it. it's my passion. my passion's already been injected into this. its the way i can help change and shape the future of society, the future generation. haha. this camp has really been a very enjoyable time for me, it's also been a very good learning experience.
you guys, remember this Belfast, remember what I told you. now go forth, rise up! let your light Shine! Belfast you rock! on 3, 2, 1, BELFAST!!
ok, was requested to do this. HEATHER ROCKS. haha. ok, done heather. haha. =P
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after that, it was service, and then went back with Jill, Cherie and Felicia. haha. great news, one of my classmates accepted Christ! woohoo.
I'll rmbr these words, "Your Wisdom is beyond your age."
thank you Trybe, for allowing me an area to serve.
thank you Nic, for being such an encouragement, for your care and concern throughout the time i've been in Trybe.
thank you Belfast, for such an enjoyable time at Trybe Camp CCKS.
thank you Lord, for using me for your will.
love ya guys! this is Henzy David signing off..
As Dusk Falls
12/10/2006 09:02:00 PM
Friday, December 08, 2006
this is the 200th post! hooray!
but the contents of this post isn't really that joyful i guess. it contains my thoughts. i shouldn't be here at a time like this, since i'm having a camp tml. if you're interested in what happened to me today, then you should be reading my previous post. but i suppose this post will catch ur attention too. so read on.
i've been thinking. the reason for me to start thinking is cuz of this feeling. this gut wrenching feeling, this love sick feeling, this so-joyful-i-want-to-jump-around feeling, this i-can't-seem-to-do-anything feeling.
first thing i wanna say. i really love my spiritual family. especially my "inner circle's" most inner two people, Jasper, my current best bud + bible-verse-bonded brother, and Joadine, my just-turned-18 DaJie, and source of council, love and encouragement. really want to thank God for them. they've been so much of a blessing to me, so much so that they don't even know it. its really such a joy to have trusting and loyal friends like them.
i don't know. the thing i really want to do now, is to seek God and grow closer to Him. and also to form a greater bond between the members of the few cells that i always hang out with. i'm thinking of using this holidays to do so. so much so that i'd rather choose not to work. i really feel that i'm getting very close to God, closer than I've ever been before. but its not gonna be easy.
i really love God. i really love my spiritual family. i really love those in my inner circle. I want to Draw Near to God. i want to seek Him with all I am. and i want the people around me to reach heaven with me too. especially the ones I love and hold so dearly.
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God. I know you're hearing me. I know you can hear every single thought i'm thinking. then do me this favour won't you Father? make sure that everyone I know, everyone I love goes to Heaven. I know it may sound selfish, but please Father, just this once. bring em up when the time is right.I love you Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit, Father God. Draw nearer to me as i draw nearer to you won't you. I really wanna bask in that Holy presence of yours, stand in that uncomprehensable glory of yours, and experience forever that comfort of you by my side. I just feel so empty without you, I've been searching for such a long time, i'm just so tired, but I'll continue searching, until that day that I find you and manage to come to you, reach out and touch you. God, Father God. I really love you. come, don't pass me by. never let me go.
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that's is what my heart is exactly saying to God. that is my true heart's desire.
once again, if you wish to read about my day, its in the previous post. God Bless you.
As Dusk Falls
12/08/2006 12:27:00 AM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOADINE DAJIE!!!!!!!!!!!
haha. ok.
so i decided against it in the end. dyeing my hair. guess its not one of the things that i really wanna do now. or i could be that gut wrenching feeling. Jesus didn't need to dye his hair either(lol?) and besides, i dun think i wanna spoil my nice hair.. lol. oh well. guess i'll do it another time, when i really really want it. haha. for now, black is fine.
today was an exciting and enjoyable day. lol. Kbox! with Joa DaJie,Cheryl, Kaiyee, Jessica, JuLee, Alvin, Jasper, JunJie, Jaren and me. lol. did i miss out anyone? i guess not. haha. wow, sing till our heart's content. haha. so of the moments were super funny. haha. yeah. hope there's another time like this. haha.
yup. tomorrow's Trybe camp and Trybe Centre. woah. so far away. haha. but i guess i'm gonna like it huh? i better do. haha. ok. gonna go off now. haha.
As Dusk Falls
12/07/2006 07:52:00 PM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
oh great. i'm drained of energy. busted! haha. super tired. after the mad dash around suntec city, marina square and millenia walk to collect a few items for a certain reason.
met up with Kaiyun for dinner, along with Ben. haha. argh, i'm sick of pastamania(no offence Jasper). i mean it. haha.
hmm. got a new book, [He Chose the Nails] by Max Lucado. gonna start on it once i finish Drawing Near. haha. i'm in a ready mood this holiday. and i noticed that books concerning the topic of Faith, Rebellion, Miracles and Matyrs interest me quite alot. haha. oh well. guess its just me that i choose these kinda stuff. =D
is it right for the separation of a couple due to the breaking of rules? is it a right thing to do? what's your point of view?
why did i bring up these questions? i saw the headlines of an article today. Foreign worker falls in love with Singaporean Executive, his work permit has ended, and now they have to part. so i ask myself, is it right to go over the law? nope. that's definitely not the right thing to do. but is it right for the law to break up a loving couple with a child? its a two sided argument. and plainly, even though it doesn't concern me, i don't know who to side, the law, or the couple?
ah. life brings up such problems. haha. but there's one relationship that no force on earth can break up. i think you know what i'm talking about. its a relationship so divine that nothing can even stop it, unless you yourself don't want it at all that is. haha.
alright, i'll stop here. haha. oh yes. early Happy Birthday to DaJie Joadine! haha.
As Dusk Falls
12/06/2006 10:25:00 PM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
the thing i've learnt, or the thing that dawned upon me during the past few days was that if one is gonna try something new or be oneself, then one shouldn't rely much on the comments that people give.
[Question One] Who re you trying to impress?
[Question Two] What's hindering you from doing so?
[Question Three] What are you gonna do now?
good questions huh. haha. oh well. some questions to ponder upon.
another two days till i dye my hair. and freak! i dunno whether i should do it or not? cuz i'm pretty scared that it'll make my hair dry. note. my hair looks dry, but its pretty smooth okay. haha. wat the crap.
my day? i was out since morning when i went to the creative centre then to causeway point with Min and Jinyu. then I met up with DaJie Joadine, Wayne and Siokyit for dinner at marina square. then went walking around suntec city. okay. that's it for today.
As Dusk Falls
12/05/2006 10:19:00 PM
Monday, December 04, 2006
i seem to contradict myself sometimes. oh well. guess that's one of my flaws huh? or is it because i do it unconciously or unknowingly. i think its the latter.
was out around the Orchard area today, actually met Ben, Keith and ahpa ronghui for lunch. it was then walking around Orchard after that. bumped into quite a number of people today inclusive of Jessica and Nicholas Lee. its one of those days huh?
sighs.. finished watching Fate Stay Night. the drawing's pretty good. haha. oen of the best i've seen i gotta say. haha. wonders what's next for me.
oh well. bit tired. Tag my tagboard!!!... lol...
Magic of Love still open. any takers please tell me. haha.
As Dusk Falls
12/04/2006 09:47:00 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
you can say that it isn't true, you can also say that it is. but whatever it is, its a point of view that defines its existance to that specific being.
i was just thinking about it. this 'phrase' just came into my mind. but its true ain't it. if your point of view differs from another, then that which is in existance may just 'cease' to exist for you. its all about point of views. after all, each person has his own, and neither can force either to accept or change either's point of view. they must willingly accept it.
the day was fine, haha, great service, coupled by nice dinner. its the healing that make the day good. God sorta revealed stuff to me, as i released forgiveness on those whom i held grudges with. and with the stunning revelation. "Who am I to Judge or hold Grudges against the children of God? what position am I in to pass judgement, or say 'I hate you' to those who have experienced the Love that i have experienced? what am I to do so?
i'll end here.
As Dusk Falls
12/03/2006 11:42:00 PM
Saturday, December 02, 2006
today's day shall be undefined. basically, my whole day was spent down in the east. havin great fun with my spiritual family, gettin abit dirty but to heck with that. haha
i've found out that if you really want to go and have fun, u gotta discard everythin that hinders you to do so. like just now, i was so dislike-ful of getting dirty, that i hesistated at almost every juncture of the day. but when i came to realise that getting dirty wasn't such of a big problem, i told myself, 'to heck with it man, if ya wanna have fun, you can't be caring how dirty you gonna get.'
i feel this applies well to us as well. why? cuz if you really wanna seek and know God for who He is, then, you gotta discard everything just to do so. wholeheartedly and without any hinderence.
i really feel its a joy that I've been called out to be one of the facilitators for the youth camp this year. i believe my wish has really come true huh. the wish to serve, or rather, the will to serve God with all that I have, in all that I do. really, when you come to think of it in that way, nothing else in this world really compares to it. haha. yeah. that's for tonight.
As Dusk Falls
12/02/2006 11:51:00 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
for the enjoyment of watchin a fire burn in front of you, and the satisfaction of eating fried fish slices, try the mini steamboat from any kopitiam outlet near you. $4.80 per serving.
*picture to be uploaded soon*
as per normal, Sentosa is a real fun place to go. too bad we had to leave early since the rain began to fall, heavily. oh well. guess all good things have to come to an end right. so, oh well. haha. it was great though, volleyball, sun, sand, sea, soccer, ice-breakers and stuff like that. haha. the company today was, EeJay, JuLee's cell and students and Jessica's cousin and his friend. haha.
yes. all good things have to come to an end, just like the tsubasa chronicles season 2. sighs. and it's not finished yet! man.. at least i've got a new anime to watch, [Fate Stay Night]. which revolves around the story of the 'Holy Grail War'. but it's totally different from the one in Da Vinci Code. or so we say. haha. watch it. it may start to be a little bit boring. but you'll get to enjoy it sooner than you think. haha. sayonara for now. it's off to cell grooup for me. bye.
As Dusk Falls
12/01/2006 05:45:00 PM
