Friday, March 02, 2007
why is it that when you think you've solved it, it actually becomes worse?
it's a real wonder. i don't know what's really going on right now. sighs. you know, the time when you really feel that you wanna take care of someone, be there for people, and yet situations just come around and just smacks you in the face?
times where you just wanna do good, follow the path of the Light but it just becomes so difficult that you feel like giving up but just won't do so. what then shall become your motivation?
why does it seem that people think you're materialistic when you're not? why do people ask you if you're self-centered when you're not? why do people say you're a flirt when you're not? why? cuz it's what you're showing to others. it's not what's in you. they can't see it. or rather, this world is blind. they're lazy and won't wanna look deeper. so whatcha gonna do? sit there and wallow in you're sorrows? NO!! make the effort, show them what you really are. don't wait for them to come and find you. if they're lazy, got to them. if they're unwilling to see the truth, make them see truth, explain it to them.
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Henzy David, I know that you really are out there to help people and all. that you really wanna stand by their side, just helping them out at every stage of life, even coming to take the blows for them. isn't that true?I know it's tough bro, taking life on like that. living, without the appreciation. but I know God's proud of you bro. i know it. you ain't gonna break down man, you're one strong heck of a soul i tell ya.
continue, press on. this is what you're meant to do, this is what you're best at. remember all those small little praises that people sing to you bro? let them be your encouragement. remember the times when God spoke to you bro? let them be your reassurance. don't give up. I know you won't, but I'm just telling you again bro. don't give up. don't lose hope.
don't give in to the blows that people throw at you. don't give in to the criticism and negative crap that they give you. isn't that the very thing that you preach?! then live it! what good is the preacher if he can't practice what he preaches? huh?!
rise up! stand tall! don't fall! remember you're dream. to best the devil. you gonna do so bro. don't care about what people say about it, whether it's too far fetched or not. if you believe it. you can do it! that's the thing about you bro. cuz you've got faith that not many have. a faith so great that sometimes people say it's stupidity and illogical. but that's your gift bro. that's what makes you you.
face up to your problems, you've never been good at running away or cheating, and neither of those will help you cuz your problems will always come back to haunt you if you do so. embrace the destiny that has been bestowed upon you by God. embrace the destiny that is your name, Henzy David. he of which has great faith, insight and the beloved child of God.
remember bro. don't lose hope. I'm always here for you.
As Dusk Falls
3/02/2007 01:25:00 AM
