Saturday, March 24, 2007
Black Bear, Eternal Frost; the Truth Unveiled
in hope of trying to get my mind off things, i called a buch of people down for a movie outing, but in vain, at the very last minute, no one could make it, so it was left with me, Keith and Melvin at Suntec City, watching TMNT.
i'm learning, but it hurts. i recall Daer telling me, "why are you being so selfish to yourself." indeed, those words hit me straight there. i totally neglected myself, i didn't care what would happen to me, all i wanted was to make others happy. but i ended up hurting more than helping. suddenly, this sentence also dawned upon, "you bear the weight of the world on your shoulders." true, i'm carrying the burden of others for them. but i don't know, i've grown so used to it. and i didn't really care. until now, i still don't.
strange as it may seem, the title of this post is indeed meaningful, if you know the one christened Henzy David well enough, standing out specifically at bear and frost. my parable unveils itself. the rest of the title should be self explanatory.
i just want it to be over. i don't know how long i can withstand it. i don't even know if i should be posting it up here. i'm not rushing, i just need somewhere to place my thoughts. those sleepless nights. u ssim i lits.
As Dusk Falls
3/24/2007 11:58:00 PM
