Friday, April 27, 2007
i guess it's that time of the year again huh. haha. the time where i go back into deep thinking about what i've been. the time which i take to just sit down and go through deep thinking about where i can improve myself. haha. yeah. seriously, i understand, and i've been telling myself, i needa change, i needa amend some parts of myself, my character, my behavior. but the thing is that i haven't been doing it. so now, right now. i decided to bash myself in the face(don't worry, it's just figurative; figure-of-speach), and tell myself to stop slacking and being lazy and being proud and just sit down and change myself. yeah.
why, i don't know. i just realised that somethings need to go, and good things need to be cultivated. it all happened about a week or two back. haha. serious wake up call after a first quarrel in i don't know how many years. well. glad that i made me wake up.
so here i am. reassuring my readers and beloved friends, family and brothers and sisters that i'm totally fine. =) just help me thru this stage my just continuing to be there for me and supporting me. which i really appreciate. =D
soon, a new, better me shall rise from the ashes once more. like the pheonix from the flames. my spirit won't be crushed. just like it, i shall arise with a much greater joy in me, presented to me by God the father Himself. =)
final words, don't worry. =)
As Dusk Falls
4/27/2007 08:54:00 PM
