Tuesday, May 01, 2007
okay, something stupid happened to me today. lol, well, i got on the bus, tapped my card and it went, not enough value, so i thought my card no money. headed down to the mrt station to top up, then it showed that it was already expired. so, oh well. grr. stupid ezlink-card-system.
anyways, had another great day. lol. today, went bowling with BR and his cousin, umm, i forgot her name, all i rmbr were the initials, MX. lol. whoa, waited damn long, about an hour or so before we finally could bowl. lol. can't blame, labour day. zZz..
the 2nd time that we had to wait was at pizza hut, but considering the queue and waiting list, we decided against it and headed somewhere else for dinner instead. saw both Joanne and Felicia loi Mei at lot1. lol. really makes me wonder, do i know so many people. oh, and Wilson too. yeah, i guess i do know so many people. lol. oh well. haha.
[edit; added at 12:36am, 02/05/07]
well. it just seems that I'm enjoying myself now. lol. but i've been blog hopping recently, alot. and i realise that shit just happens to everyone. pardon my language. haha. well. i see nearly the same thing happening to everyone around me, people running away from problems; people trying to solve their problems; and people who just feel that their problems are, hmm, how do i phrase this, somewhat, umm. Goliath-like for them.
no doubt I'm facing problems too, but i don't know. i just don't seem to see these problems as huge, or mountain-like or (like i said a few lines up) Goliath-like. am i nonchalant? am i too careless/carefree, do i demean my problems? do i look down on them? these questions just come into mind when i think of myself facing problems. so i ask myself, why? is it because of God, who has blessed me thus far? is it because of myself for having this kind of attitude towards these problems?
well, i don't know. all i know right now, is that i don't see problems as big as before right now. am i doing things wrongly? can someone tell me? are you gonna say, "Hey bro, you're just thinking too much."? (twitches mouth) oh well.
in the end, my final say is that, if you got problems, look for help. don't run away from them, neither should one demean(look down upon) their problems, lest the problem sneaks up form behind you and pokes you in the ass[sennen goroshi!(otherwise translated as "thousand years of pain")]. and yeah, don't face your problems by yourself. P.S. i learnt that, the hard way.
so, God Bless those facing problems wherever you are, just pray that you'll be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel and not give up hope in whatsoever you're hoping for. as for me, it'd be my Lasalle entry and interview. God Bless me for that. I Believe I'll get in.
Mhystry; Paradox: Contradiction; We who bear the mask
As Dusk Falls
5/01/2007 10:01:00 PM
