Thursday, May 03, 2007
had a new experience today, went to model, lol, for Ben's friend in lasalle who was taking her degree's final assessment. it was a good experience, but I told myself after that, that I'm never gonna do it again. haha. saw an old classmate there too, Brenna. lol, her first reaction was, eh! you, long time never see you le! haha. well. yeah.
Black Vs White [.1]: The Battle Within
well, some of you may have seen this title before. but i chose to adopt this title too. for my own purposes. for, what one would call, an internal battle. like the caption for Spiderman 3 says, The Greatest Battle Lies Within.
well. it really true, that the battle within is truly the greatest. well, right now, i feel very confused, and very, moody. if i were to really put things in words. turns out that even though God has made a way for me. i don't seem to want to take it. I don't know why, or what is making me do this. but, the feeling there, the feeling for this problem, this situation just seems to. argh. pissing see. haha.
well. it's black versus white now. which decision will i make, which path will i choose? as always, the right path, the right decision always seems the hardest to make. but as Apostle paul wrote, that God has placed suffering in our path, so as to really allow us to work for what we deserve in Heaven. for if we know what is waiting in Heaven for us, if we see those things, then we would just sit there and slack off, waiting for time to pass till we reach Heaven.
We know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. [Romans 8:28]
I love Him, so I'm claiming this promise, this verse against Him. I know I have been called according to His purpose, I know that I truly Love Him.
As Dusk Falls
5/03/2007 10:29:00 PM
