Sunday, May 20, 2007
it's sure gonna be a packed week up ahead, with another one of those Trybe marathons coming along. haha. but i'm game for it. and i'm definitely going. hahaha.
so, no more mysteries huh Henzy David? let's think about that now shall we.
sometimes i wonder why can't i do stuff well. the stuff that i'm real interested in. is it cuz i ain't practicing at it alot? is it cuz i'm not doing something right? i don't know. i don't really understand either. God, can i ask you for an answer to this question of mine? can i ask you for the ability and grace to do well in these things that i like? i believe i can. so i'm gonna do that.
i've really learnt alot, i don't know how many times i've said this, or i'm going to say this but i'm still going to say it. that i've really learnt alot. after the time that i opened the door for you to come in. i really thank you, for changing me, moulding me, breaking me, into what I am now. and i really thank you for the grace enough to pursue what i really want to do. Thanks alot. my Father in Heaven.
but i've still got this question running wild within me. how can i be good at the stuff that i love. art, animation, sketching, dancing, speaking to the youths, and most of all, loving you. I don't think that I've done my best yet, i still think that there's way for improvement. and I want to keep on pushing myself to the limit, to the next level, so that i can be better at all these things that i love.
help me, father, help me.
i really think i can't do anything without you.
just be there for me.
just listen to me.
just speak to me.
just let your presence be there with me.
let your love, continue to be with me.
just like it has been all this while, let it grow stronger.
that's what i want dad. that's what my heart feels.
so now, no more mysteries Henzy David. no more mysteries. come into the light. and let the pure, kind heart of yours, that sincere heart of yours, be the thing that attracts people to you. not the things that you pretend to be able to do, not the things that you say you can do. but the things that you do. be what you are Henzy David, be what you truly were meant to be. no more mysteries, no more masks. just you, my boy, just you. the one they call Henzy David. just you.
As Dusk Falls
5/20/2007 11:24:00 PM
