Tuesday, July 10, 2007
at least i've found my true brethren. but i just wonder, how long will they run this journey with me.
nonetheless, had a great time at dance just now. well. it was let's say, just one of those 'clean-up' lessons. haha. and it was great cuz like, you really find out where you went wrong before, and do stuff about it to make it better. while learning new stuff at the same time. so, cool. haha.
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to ahpa and whom it may concern:
well. that's what you perceive. but perceiving is not the key to understanding. which is what you don't have over me. i'm ok with those who say things i don't like to hear. like ben for eg. but i'm talking abt trust here. which isn't the submitting, or the act of only accounting when one is found out. which is once again, what you perceive. i just want to know. who's word will you take? mine, as a person involved? or theirs, who only tell you what they see?
who will you listen to more? those who just report, or those who are involved? who's explanation will you hear? or will you once again say that explanations are not required? thereby granting me a chance to perceive that you want your way, which in your point of view is right, thereby choosing to neglect an explanation given to you, or are just more 'experienced' in leadership than i am, and know more of the world than i do. which is it? but wait, that is just my point of view, lest you grant yourself a chance to explain it to me.
i really think we should sit down and rectify the wrongs, or to put it nicely, the misunderstandings that we have made to each other. or will you once again tell yourself and the rest of those who stand beside you, "look at the pride that Henzy David bears. He thinks his ways are always right and that no one can stop him from doing what he does. he thinks that he doesn't need the help and advice of the leader. and is rebellious, choosing to not account and submit to authority of the leader."
but the thing is, i have none of it. none of those things that were mentioned above. for only those who truly know themselves within will dare say that.
i really think we really should sit down and have a nice chat won't we. but know this, you have gained my respect but you've yet to understand me my friend. let alone, gain my trust.
As Dusk Falls
7/10/2007 11:48:00 PM
