Monday, July 23, 2007
Dear God, i don't know what's going on right now. things are just flying by so fast, too fast for even I to catch up with. I'm a tad bit confused, a little stressed, somewhat pressured, and well, just mentally tired from all the things that are happening around me. Jesus, I need your help, I know I can't do this without you in my life, without the help and thoughts of yours, that's why I'm asking now, for help from you, for revelation, discernment, refreshment, rejuvenation of what was lost, strength, wisdom, courage to stand strong, perseverance, understanding, and most of all, rest. that is my prayer for today. Father, I ask that all in the name of Jesus, knowing, with that Faith of mine, that it will be granted onto me.
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the recent days have been trying, and tiring. so close i've come to the edge of breaking down, yet by God's grace, i'm sustained. it's like only those who really go so close the edge will understand what i've felt, only those who have gone thru it before will appreciate things around them more for what they are, rather than taking things for granted.
i'm still a little mentally tired, and i don't know how to get rest for mental tiredness, but well, i'm just relying on God. like, it's after all, the only thing that i can do, but i still can't say that I do that the best, though i really wish i could say it. with school starting soon, i'm abit nervous, i don't know what to expect, and it feels a little, frustrating when i don't know what to expect or do there. plus, some other things that are bothering me, is well, my phone bill and my cash restriction, i just don't seem to have enough cash for the things that i want to buy, like clothes for example. well. it's just irritating, but well, God, Father, I just pray that you make a way. I'm waiting, still waiting on you Lord. your son cries out. hear him. don't look away.
i can say the only thing that's making me abit more joyful now is that i'm one CD away from the full planetshakers collection. haha, anyone knows how i can get "Phenomena", the 2001 album?
As Dusk Falls
7/23/2007 11:59:00 AM
