Monday, July 23, 2007
The second I think of you, I know a happy thought is coming up.
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the only way to generate ideas, is to have fun, love what you're doing.
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Thanks Hannah and Amelia for the encouragements and affirmations and the believing in me. well, it does make sense, that God will only test you to your capability. so, well, with that thought, i'm ready to face the challenge, knowing that with God, all is possible. but i still am feeling the stress, and i really wonder, how long can i hold up my will to go on, how long can i handle "never give up", i know i'm the type that will push myself to the very limit of breaking down and still push thru, but i don't know how long i can continue doing that, everyone has a limit, no matter how much i don't want to believe that for myself, i think, i still do. but as of old, just like in the past, i will hold, now, even stronger than before, as i know that i have someone here to support me til the end and i know, i have God.
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in a generation that knows no bounds, how long can the Brethren last, he who is both paradox and mystery, this general shall charge, into even the abyss, for he has been called to be "light", a shining light, thus he shall be, never giving up, even till the death. i still thank you everyday, deep down in my heart, for those words that you said to me. that i have a purpose in your purpose, that the empty vessel, which makes the most noise, will however, be the one who shall be filled most with the power of the Lord. thus, with this promise, i shall stand firm in the faith.
As Dusk Falls
7/23/2007 10:59:00 PM
