Sunday, August 05, 2007
The Veil that covered my eyes defined,
removed this day it is, I find.
Vision, clear. Soul, set free.
Truth, revealed. Sight, divine.
Black Justice; the Art of Henzy David
days have past, and i find myself being set thinking alot these days. about alot of things which i shall cover in this post. the art of Henzy David, let the Black Justice be put to play.
it seems that i've really been influenced alot by my surroundings, by the things that i hear and the stuff happening around me. this influence, has also made me see things in a different perspective, one which i find myself a great fault with. no doubt, i have been looking at people with eyes that judge, with eyes that look so much deeper into people's words for things that do not exist. this veil of mine, created because i accepted and allowed the influence around me to change me, has blinded me and caused me to see things in a manner which should not be seen.
"I can hear the voice of the deceiver... ...only because i choose to."
i realise that is the final words of the broken sentence which was in a dream i had. that truly, i could hear the voice of the deceiver only because i chose to.
looking back, i realise that indeed, when i first stepped into this church, the church of Faith Community Baptist, i had a certain respect for the Senior Pastor(SP). but i realise that over the years, this veil, has just led me to see things, his actions, his words, with eyes that only look at these things as cover ups for his actions. i realise, i was wrong. what he spoke about today at service really made me understand, backed up by the words of my dearest sister Amelia. now, i truly can see the things that he has gone thru.
i feel, that i too can understand how he feels, just cuz i've gone thru it too. rejection, the hurts, the pain, the criticism, the putting down. all these things, just like King David, my namesake, has gone thru. i feel, that well, i've wronged him, just cuz of the influence around me. now, its not too late to turn back isn't it?
respect. well, i've been hearing about this term being said for quite sometime. and well, over the past few days, someone that has truly gained my respect is this fellow friend of mine from Trybe, a senior as they would say, but truly, a respectable person, and a follower of Christ Jesus. He is none other than Sam Victor. =)
well, the things that he has shown me, has done for me, really, just put me in a situation with no other response but an awe struck open mouth. the care and concern that was shown, the things that he has done before and now. well. i've truly got nothing else to say, but this. that he has gained my respect, and thanks, for all the things that he has blessed me with and has done for me.
as for pastor, well. i guess, now, i won't see things thru that veil anymore. cuz it's just, blocking me from so many things. made me so selfish, so, wanting to prove my point that i'd do it at any cost. but now, i'm not gonna allow that to happen anymore. i've cause enough pain, enough misunderstanding, enough wrong. now, it's time for me to set things right. like i said, Black Justice.
I'm not gonna look at things in that manner again. now, it's a brand new day. a new beginning. i thank God for showing me these things, for the people that have made me realise these things. and well, i also specially thank God for my sister Amelia.
If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. - 1 Corinthians 13:2
As Dusk Falls
8/05/2007 11:50:00 PM
