Sunday, August 12, 2007
on this cold, stormy singaporean autumn's night, the brethren, totally new and set free due to the events that have happened in such a day to remember, just wants to come here, and jot down his thoughts, in the archives, or chronicles of the brethren, Henzy David himself. (man, i got to stop referring to myself in the third person)
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Thus Far has the Lord helped us.
what i'll remember, what i'll always remember is the both of you. God, and a person that you will never guess his or her's identity. this day, somehow, i just feel a renewing of my spirit, my soul, it's like what i prayed for was answered, in fact, it's not like, it is. what i prayed for was heard by the ears of the father in heaven, and He answered my prayers.
prayers of a new refreshment, of just starting anew all over again, prayers to tear away every single thing that is not of the Lord, prayers for me to once again begin with a blank white canvas and all the beautiful memories that i hold dear. and He did. he took away the hurts, the feeling of being unappreciated, unloved, unrecognised, everything negative that i felt, just, taken away, washed away by His blood and embrace, and my tears and pain.
i left the altar, new, feeling so refreshed, yet, the thing was that i felt different, weird, until someone allowed me to truly see that God had answered my prayers, He had not forgotten me.
there are things in a person's life that will always be carried by that person. things like hurt and joy. but one has to learn that hurt must not be carried. this, i learnt today, truly. when God exchanged His yoke and burden with mine, His light burden, with my heavy one. all the hurts, the rejection, the unappreciation, just removed. He said, "I remember, and that when they reject you when you do good things unto them, it is I that they are rejecting, not you."
my memories of this day will not fade, i will remember it, for on this day, the Lord remembers me. He has blessed me, revealed to me that all my prayers have been answered, even the ones that i didn't remember i prayed. He has blessed me with so much. and He has given me a gift that I truly treasure the most out of all the other gifts. the gift of Love.
Father, this day, i thank you for everything that you have done for me. every prayer that you have answered, my Lord, thank you, for the ability to release the hurts that were held within me thru the tears that were shed today. and Father, thank you, for the person that you have blessed me with that is willing to go thru so much just for me and with me. Daddy God, I Love you. thank you so much. in the name of Jesus, Amen.
"I remember, and that when they reject you when you do good things unto them, it is I that they are rejecting, not you."
As Dusk Falls
8/12/2007 11:53:00 PM
