Tuesday, September 25, 2007
well. there be times like this. the title of this post is named Blue Moon rising.
simply put it. i'm learning. well, learning to do what? learning to just trust God. to pray daily. to just trust God with everything that i'm doing. well. it's not easy. but i guess, it does well.
there was this thing in school today, something about imagination. so we were told to imagine ourselves glowing with a certain color. well, my color was ice-blue. it's like the aura thing see. and the lecturer then continued to explain that sometimes that color that you see yourself glowing in, or use to represent yourself may be, or can be used to describe your character. so, what does ice-blue actually represent? a question that i have yet to answer.
we all cry out for another, a companion. why should we even reject that cry? why should we even tell ourselves that we don't? what is there to fear? why are we so afraid of relying on others? why are we so afraid of embracing the fact that we cannot live life by our own strength? why are we not giving ourselves that chance to believe in another?
to those who believe in me, and those who still believe in me. i give you my thanks. i know how hard it is to believe in someone, yet always have the person let you down in one way or another. but still, like you, i have chosen to continue believing, to continue trusting, to reject all the things that people say about the people that we believe in and continue on believing in that person, to continue trusting in that person. it would take a million words to show you the true depth of my gratitude. this is why, i never stop thanking you people. because i know how hard it is, yet things don't change overnight. well, once again, thank you.
There were somethings in the World
that we were never meant to understand.
One of them, is Love.
As Dusk Falls
9/25/2007 08:29:00 PM
