Tuesday, October 30, 2007
I'd do anything, just to hold you in my arms. to try to make you laugh, cause somehow i can't put you in the past.
many a times, we are faced with problems. thus. this is just one of my randoms thoughts.
sighs, i'm pretty tired right now. and i've got pretty much no idea why. been pretty much emo-y/emotional for the past few days. well. guess shit happens everyday.
came up with a pretty nice theory just now, "the more risks you take, the less fear you have." haha. i guess that's kinda bullshit. lol.
been coming up with pretty pointless posts for yesterday and today eh. haha.
As Dusk Falls
10/30/2007 10:38:00 PM
Monday, October 29, 2007
well. i've got a decision to make. that's as much information that i can disclose here for now.
i wanna be a facilitator for the upcoming youth camp!!!!!!!!! jeez. i'm insane. haha.
Frost Blue, Frost Blue, Frost Blue, Frost Blue!!
infinity on high!
take me away with you, i wanna be close to you.
As Dusk Falls
10/29/2007 10:27:00 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
at the base of every problem, there is a source, or as others call it, the root of the problem. at the juncture where you find the root of the problem, one has two choices. 1, is to stay and fight the problem. 2, is the sneak, and run away. basically, dealing with a problem, is like having an encounter with a monster, or a boss in any game. but strangely enough, all of us can simply fight that boss in the game, yet, choose otherwise in our lives, to run. what is the cause of this?
some would say that they aren't as prepared, others would say that they've got too many problems to handle. well, i guess the answer would be on a personal basis. everyone has different forms or situations we are in. but we aren't to allow this to be an excuse to run away. or are we just ignorant, arrogant, or even belittling ourselves so as to allow ourselves an excuse, or an unreasonable reason to let us run away from the problem.
i once said this, and i still believe in it. Reasons are always excuses. but now, i add one more sentence to it. Reasons are always excuses, unless they are reasonable. yet, we shouldn't use the loophole on this sentence to turn it to our own advantage.
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Enter Arcane Frost.
well, i guess i'm just so pissed about not being able to effect change in the environment around me. about all these people that i want to help but just can't, due to the reason that they don't want to be helped. but what should i do when i face these kind of problems? it's not like as if i could just turn my back on them. that wouldn't be doing justice to them, neither will it be upholding my words, that i would be there for anyone that needed my help. like i said before.
yet, it's just so difficult as people just either, don't want to understand, or just can't. Lord, sometimes i just wonder, am i really doing too much, or just stepping into an area that's out of my control. but isn't that what i am? after all, Henzy David is one that wouldn't care about the boundaries, or rather, transcend boundaries. going the distance for people just is so difficult.
i had a vision today, i saw a person standing in an empty space, i could feel that that person was very lonely. after all, he was the only one there. i could feel the loneliness in the heart of that person, but in the next scene, i saw him celebrating his birthday, and there were many gathered around him. all celebrating for him, and i saw that he smiled, so happily. i could sense that that was the first true smile that he showed on his face. i just wonder what this means.
Enter Arcane Frost. I've got nothing left, but a name, and the most powerful entity in the whole of the universe.
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when i look at others, it just makes me wonder, will i ever have that kind of joy that they do. can i ever find one to love me, and for me to love as much. and the question that i always ask myself comes crawling back to me. "what of henzy david?" sometimes, it's not that i want to be selfish or seem to act selfishly. it's just, will i be able to enjoy what they are enjoying? or is this the price to pay for talent, for power, for wisdom, for what i am now? will i be able to be like them? or am i destined to be like this. what of henzy david?
remember the names, Blackheart, Frostwhisper, Black Justice, Mhystry. my name, is Henzy David.
As Dusk Falls
10/27/2007 10:04:00 PM
Thursday, October 25, 2007
prepare the gauntlet, a power of sweet vengeance arises.
henzy david's emotional fluctuations are near to it's most extreme point. but at this current point, he's feeling pretty good. haha.
and now, it's down again. jeez. seasons change, but people don't.
As Dusk Falls
10/25/2007 09:35:00 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
i still remember the first day i met you. well, the both of you actually. in fact, the first time i met you, the memories, indeed, those fateful days were one of the best days of my life.
i remember when i first met you, down at suntec city convention hall. the day i let you into my life for the first time. and it's truly like the song goes, "what a perfect day that you came into my life." [Perfect Day by Planetshakers]
i still remember a few of the faces on that fateful day, Adeline, Joann, EJ, Julee. but well, that was 3 years ago. and look at me now. how different i am, how much i've changed. back then, true, i was in a relationship, but God, was i carefree or what.
sometimes, i truly wish i can rewrite my wrongs, go back in time to just enjoy life again. go back to before, where i was just so carefree and didn't have so many problems to face. well, i know i can. even now, it's just that, everytime i try to, another problem arises. what does that mean? i really wonder.
let me go home, i'm just too far from where you are, i wanna go home.
As Dusk Falls
10/24/2007 07:59:00 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
strangely, i've been pretty tired the past few days for i don't know what reason. i haven't really been sleeping very late, neither have i had lack of sleep. but it just seems that wherever i go i feel so lethargic. geez. what is wrong with me?
first i'm quite hostile, then i'm lethargic. neither of which i have occuring for the past few months. well. gotta start somewhere. and here's where i start killin these things off. let's do it.
frankly speaking. there's something i just realised. Everyone, and i mean it when i say everyone. Everyone needs someone or something to love. be it their passion or a person. they need to. it gives them the will to continue on living, the power to go on towards the goal. why? because, they're living for that thing. be it a person, a girlfriend or boyfriend, a passion, an art form or a work. or a god, namely, a God. Jesus.
now i know, what does it truly mean, how it truly feels like, when you have something to go for. now i know why He put me in that situation. to truly show me what it feels like. to let me know what it feels like, or how it would feel like if you set your sights on something that can fail you. anything and everything can. even the ones that you truly love. set your sights correctly people. choose something that you believe will never fail you. but then again, can it assure you that it never will?
As Dusk Falls
10/23/2007 11:55:00 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
well, i've changed my blog title again. you can conveniently tilt your head towards the top left hand corner of your screen to have a read of it. haha.
jeez, i'm like having mood swings too i guess. was kinda pissed off today. why? well, it's not because i'm stressed. damn, stupid lecture this morning about stress management. saying like, sweaty palms and getting angry easily and a whole load of other stuff are symptoms of stress.
i just wonder, why must there be so many things that you get irritated by? and why are they so much more obvious when you feel affected by something else? i'm tired. feeling quite moody. well, time to pwn heads.
As Dusk Falls
10/22/2007 09:35:00 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
it's the 21st, well. that should most probably explain mostly everything.
it seems to me that i would get the "i told you so" kind of response from posting this post. it would seem to make me seem weak. but well, it's my blog, it's my feelings, and it's what i'm going to post about.
looking at you, just makes me feel so helpless. it just does, don't ask me why, or how. or any of the crap questions that you've got, or any of you out there got for me. no, i'm not pissed, i just don't want questions to be asked right now.
it's like everything i do, everything i go thru, i just don't think about it. i seem to enjoy myself everywhere else. like a cover up, like running away from the situation, or just ignoring it. patchwork, covers, sewing, mending, it's not enough. a void will be a void.
As Dusk Falls
10/21/2007 11:33:00 PM
Friday, October 19, 2007
ah, yes, drawing lesson at Raffles Place. gosh, the past few times we were there, there was this group of secondary or primary school students having some history/art/geography excursion. but today's was the most particularly weird you can say. haha. here, have a lookie, you'll understand better this way.
now you don't expect a bunch of school kids being so excited to see a bird's ass(pardon my language) if it was a few years back in time. but nowadays, even the girls are joining in with the fun. haha, what the crap!! oh well. Henzy David presents, The Bird Effect @ Raffles Place.
after the drawing class, we, as in Me, Wency, Joel, Isabelle, Deborah and Lisa headed for the Minds Café at Boat Quay and kinda enjoyed ourselves playing games there. haha. following that, was the First ever combined cell event. the guys side, which consisted of me, Ben, Ivan, Melvin and Tian Ci for tonight, and DunLing and Kelly's girls. well, it seemed to be as per normal. haha. except for the addition of ice breaker games. yup. guess that's about it for today, bloggin so late cuz my bro was usin the com.
and i have one last thing to show you guys. presenting, Lego Ichigo.
well, not bad ain't it. haha, aside from the long 'tail-coat' thing and the orange hair. even photoshoped in the bandage on the face. haha.
As Dusk Falls
10/19/2007 11:53:00 PM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
something i realised today, and surprisingly, just today. haha. what is it you ask? well, it's this. when i start doing something i like, example drawing/art, i don't wanna stop. and when i stop, i become lazy. haha. but yeah, it's like, you don't ever want to stop what you like doing. for me, it includes Praise 'n' Worship to God, music, art, reading, eating sweet stuff, and mostly, just enjoying myself. those are just some specifics. haha. well, as i always say, Alls well that ends well.
what would you think of a person that doesn't do his own work yet gets the credit for it? the other question would be, what would you do about it? would you just say, hey, just ignore it, and let the guy go on a do it in that manner. or would you want to do something about it?
personally, i belong to the latter category. but i have my reasons, although they may seem to be just for the exposé of the person, but i think, somehow or rather, no matter how irritating the person is, no matter how intolerable the person is, there's still this speck of me that wants to help that person and not see them go down some god-forsaken path. you may not believe me. but well, i can't do much to convince you either. haha. but well, this is just me saying my piece.
and yes, in response to Joel's tag. haha, bloody centaur. lol. haha.
oh well, Alls well that ends well eh? haha. Raffles Place and the First EVER R.H.Tribe combined cell group, this, i ain't gonna miss. haha. cheers mate.
As Dusk Falls
10/18/2007 10:32:00 PM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
in response to Ivan's tag, am i really so energetic to blog everyday? well, personally, i feel it's more of a, personal commitment i guess. haha, you could call it that. haha. otherwise, it's just where all my thoughts which were not spoken in the day go. in not, it's just some interesting topics that I'd like to have discussed but just couldn't talk about in the day. haha, but whatever it is. it's bloggin! Henzy David style. haha.
a thousand eight hundred damage and he still doesn't die. what is he? strangely, i'm just this close to putting into play an action play for exposé*. but then again, the question comes. Justice, or Mercy? gah. couldn't be bothered for the time being.
well. other than that, had quite a nice day. and I'm sincerely starting to like Contemporary Contextual Studies Tutorial(CCS). just cuz it's like, so fun can. haha. dinner after that with Annabel and James down at holland village. and here i am at home, in front of my com.
well. guess that's all for tonight bah. haha.
*An exposé is an exposure or revelation, often by way of an article or book, which provides shocking or surprising information. The end result of investigative journalism may often be an exposé where a reporter or author has delved into a subject and discovered fraud, controversy, scandal or other misdeed.
As Dusk Falls
10/17/2007 11:03:00 PM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
with Justice, must come Mercy.
now i really get the feel of how that works. but the question is, when is the right time for mercy? and on what conditions would mercy be given? would an act of ignorance or a personal problem justify mercy? or does it call for Justice when the effort for the job isn't put in by you? Mercy, or Justice? this is my question.
darn, still can't get over him getting Wrath-ed two times and not dying!
other than those two issues, haha, which aren't exactly issues. smoking, is one of the best ways of getting you thru Lasalle. ever since i picked up smoking, work and presentations in school have been a breeze.
now all of you must be thinking, huh, Henzy you smoke one meh? yeah. i do, all with the help of micro-soft(dashing hyphen due to copyright issues) Smoke 2.0, cuz vista just lags the damn shit outta you. i guess now you get what i mean. haha.
hmm, school was great today, and finally, after so long. i get to watch Resident Evil Extinction! hmm, it's a good movie, wouldn't say that good, but good nonetheless. haha. and now, i'm anticipating the next movie, Alien VS Predator 2. coming next year i think. or maybe late this year. haha. the trailer was kinda cool. haha. oh well. guess that's all for today. kinda tired. haha.
As Dusk Falls
10/16/2007 11:09:00 PM
Monday, October 15, 2007
man, doing/rushing homework for IT sure is energy draining i tell ya. especially when you're already almost half dead. haha. but nonetheless, i believe that i produced a good enough work. haha. well, that's good enough, and to me, it should suffice.
well. other than that, things around me sure have been like a roller coaster ride. it's been one move after another. and when it seems like everything's fine, things just start popping out of nowhere again. but well, in the meantime, things seem to be fine. which is a good thing. cuz i think both sides are kinda tired already. after all the arrows have been shot. let's just leve things as it is for now shall we.
other than that, i seem to be enjoying school more and more day by day. other than the workload, which is fairly accomplishable, provided that you're not lazy like the person that's typing this blog entry as of current. haha.
amidst the darkness, the path is dim.
but to those who seek, those who believe,
the path, the way, the light will be seen.
there will always be a way, it matters whether or not one chooses to see it, or to believe that it is there. because it will definitely be there, for those who believe that there is, and for those who believe in the one that makes the way. He will never leave us path-less, for He is our guiding Light, even amidst the darkness.
As Dusk Falls
10/15/2007 10:48:00 PM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
finally, the big question comes. did i do the right thing? or rather, have i done the right thing?
when you decide to do something, and in the end, it comes back to haunt you. a choice that you decided to make, all in the name of concern, of justice. was it the right choice, did i do the right thing? i just wonder.
if i did, why do i feel this way right now? as if i did something wrong? why must it be brought up in this situation? that's really, truly the question that i'm asking. what the heck was the problem? why don't they see it as the right thing to do? why is it that just because of the decisions i make, even if it is a right decision, that i still lose friends in the end? what is wrong? am i the problem? *at this point of time i'm really wishing i could swear, but i'm not going to do so*
let it rest, let it rest you say. damn it. if you want it to be laid to rest, you wouldn't have come to find me and say all that shit, as if you were greater than me, giving me that freakin oh-so-holy attitude. what is your problem? can't you read the damned signs? they don't like you, i'm just concerned for you yet this is how it's being reciprocated. why do i even try then? why do i even freakin tolerate your nonsense and your whims? damn it.
hate it, hate it when it always has to come to this extent. hate it when the price that i have to pay is friendship.
As Dusk Falls
10/14/2007 10:00:00 PM
saw this image on Siokyit's blog. and thought it was kinda interesting. here's what i think of it. haha.
SELF-HOLLOWISATION!!!!!!!
Hollowisation - the process of transforming into a hollow
Hollow - former pluses (deceased human souls) that lose their hearts to despair or remain in the real world for too long.
the real hollow.
sources - wikipedia, bleach, siokyit's blog.
the above post is done all in the name of fun
Saturday, October 13, 2007
was at Tampines today, hmm, to be more exact, Trybe Centre. haha. for more info on Trybe, click on the link below.
well, the YCDI* program v.2, as described by Joel, would not crash and have to restart from the beginning of the whole program again like YCDI vista. haha. inside joke. lol. well, it doesn't matter if you don't understand the above paragraph. only those who were in the room would understand. haha.
had a great time there, finally, once again laughed my heart out at the jokes that were made, and the fun that i was having. God, i really love being in Trybe. haha. not only has Trybe helped me to really understand what I am, how i behave and etc. but it also have given me a community where i can find help, fun, joy, and enjoyment. haha.
the pictures for the previous post have been added.**
*YCDI = You Can Do It
As Dusk Falls
10/13/2007 07:53:00 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
met up with Deborah at jurong east, and well, cabbed down all the way to Changi Airport as we felt we were late for class, but then, the thing is, we reached there at 10.35. lol, 5 mins later. but the rest of the class weren't there yet. lol, so oh well. but i think like even if we took the train down we wouldn't really reach there in time. lol.
well. had breakfast at Burger king. which consisted of a hershey's sundae pie and this! BK's own Hashbrowns! haha. cool. and they were quite nice too. lol.
had drawing lesson today at the viewing area thing, kinda forgot what it was called le. but the thing is, we were like exhibits. lol. take a look at this.
all the people walking around looking at us and stuff. lol. and it's not this once, but everytime we have an outdoor drawing lesson. haha. oh well. guess that's part of "the price to pay" haha.
hmm, my blogsong quality ain't that good. but well, i can't exactly find a better quality one on imeem, so oh well. haha. hmm, if you're looking for it, the title's there. haha. oh well. i guess that's all for today.
seems that the Emo-ness is spreading. lol, i finally got over mine, and now it's passing around the class. lol. man, let's just hope this emo thing just somehow gets out somewhere along the way. lol.
As Dusk Falls
10/12/2007 08:22:00 PM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
well, having almost settled every single thing around me, i've got one last thing to settle.
sheesh, tml's class is at Changi Airport. lol, that's freaking far away can. lol. and imagine having to bring an A2 pad of paper along with that too. haha. oh well. the price to pay huh. well. i guess that's all for tonight then. haha.
one last note, I'm Happy!!!!!!!!! haha.
Throw it away,
forget yesterday,
We'll make the great escape.
We won't hear a word they say,
They don't know us anyway.
watch it burn,
let it die,
cause we are finally free, tonight.
As Dusk Falls
10/11/2007 09:21:00 PM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
once again, i'm blogging without a title. or a subject topic.
oh well. guess i'm kinda bored, or maybe i just have lots of stuff to do, that's why. haha. whatever it is. well. i just want to tell everyone who has been very worried for me that right now, i'm fine. and well, sorry ben. haha, been quite cold towards you recently. sorry about that bro.
other than that, i wanna watch resident evil extinction!!! haha. and maybe daywatch too. lol. oh well, guess i'll end here for tonight. blog more if i've got more stuff to blog about tomorrow then.
As Dusk Falls
10/10/2007 09:07:00 PM
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
sincerely, i have no idea what to put down on my blog right now cuz there are just so many things running about in my mind. maybe i'll just get to the point. hmm.
the greater the talent that one has, the harder the trails to person has to endure. this is how God has made the world fair. isn't it so? the better you are, the more things you got to go thru, the more things you have to overcome, the harder it will be. but what would it do? they say it'll make you stronger, but what truly does it do?
but does it really deserve admiration? having talent? well. that would definitely depend on the person's point of view. so, what's yours?
As Dusk Falls
10/09/2007 08:51:00 PM
Monday, October 08, 2007
there are somethings which i don't blog about. reasons are because these things usually jeopardise the relationships of people, or their pride or self-esteem. otherwise, these things, once known beforehand, would create circumstances which are dire. either that, or once placed on this space, this openly accessible space of the World Wide Web, would induce, or cause unwanted thoughts in the minds of others. well, whatever the reasons, still, it would be better to leave these pieces of information unpublished from the eyes of the multitudes.
well. as much as i want to move on, it's also difficult. i'm still trying to get myself back on track, back to motivation level, back to where i was before. it happened, for awhile when i was on my way to school today. the pure adrenaline rush while i was listening to one of the songs in my phone. but well, thoughts came into my mind again. and there it went. haha.
i find myself facing this problem with two options, wait until your return, or just do everything that i need to do now and push myself forward. but the thing i know is that whatever the outcome, my memories will still stay, and like i said before. once you enter my life, you will always be apart of it. well, sincerely, the things that you say, even indirectly, affect me. the things that i see coming from you, words, text, actions, even your presence, affects me in different manners. well. i guess, that's just me. or is everyone like this?
well. choices are made. and one thing i remember, one thing that one of my friends told me, or rather, one of my sisters told me. "Whatever choice you make, just make sure that once you make it, don't regret it."
As Dusk Falls
10/08/2007 11:59:00 PM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
jeez, i'm seriously running out of post titles. gotta think of more, and at the same time, finish up all my owed homework due to my super un-motivated period that i've just gone thru.
well, i can't exactly say that I'm over it. neither can i say that I'm even motivated to do anything. but well, even if I'm not, i can't allow it to be an excuse for me to not do anything, i can't allow it to affect me and put me down. i still have to go on, i still have to live life, i still have to continue on, being the light that I'm called to be. no matter how dim I've already become.
I'm still having thought, thinking about stuff. like when Denise, Felicia and Shermaine were talking about the upcoming youth camp. in my mind, i was like, can i even be there, serving as the role i absolutely love serving as, facilitator. am i able to? or rather, the question this time round wouldn't be whether I'm able to, but whether I'm allowed to. definitely, i love that position. but I'm not gonna strive to get there just for the sake of the position, just for the namesake. after all, that's not the thing I'm serving, it's not my master. but still questions like this still come across my mind. what happens now?
like the period of time after a cataclysmic battle(thank God it isn't my final, i don't wanna be Heaven-bound till I feel that I've done all i have to do), what will happen now? that is the biggest question. and well, i don't seem to be able to find the answer for it. i don't seem to be the one that holds the answers or can give me the answers. who is then? who knows?
well. right now, i'll definitely have to push on, regardless of whether i'm feeling down, emo-ish, or even on the verge of death(emotionally, i feel this way). cuz that's what winners always do, they find a way. well, God's definitely the biggest winner then, He's the one that makes the way.
well, here's Henzy David, once again, signing off. wish me the best brothers, sisters and friends.
As Dusk Falls
10/07/2007 10:34:00 PM
Saturday, October 06, 2007
what would you do?
if even if you're hungry, you don't feel like eating. and when you do, you don't ever want to stop.
if you feel desperate, angry, pissed, hopeless, just for the sake of believing in the people that you truly care for?
true, there would definitely be someone better out there who appreciates you, but what about those who don't? what do we do with them? how should we treat them? do we push them aside? do we choose to ignore them in their time of need, or even when they are not in need? do we still choose to keep the bond that was forged with them, or just because of the reason that they do not appreciate you, break that bond? what are we to do then? can anyone tell me? when these people are in the wrong yet are oblivious to their wrong doings, are we to leave them be and just say, "they deserved it" or "they had it coming for them"? then, would it not make us just like them? just like the thing that we never ever wanted to be?
i press against my rage, i fight against my anger day by day. only for you to open up your eyes to see. would you be able to just even take that small step, do that small deed in opening your eyes to look at the deeds that i've done for your sake. then, finally come back and say that you really see it. that you really appreciate it. that is just my hope. won't you even do that?
the reasons for my actions, i do not know. all i can reason out of my actions, is this. that i still believe in them, still believe in the goodness, even a speck of it, within these.
As Dusk Falls
10/06/2007 05:48:00 PM
Thursday, October 04, 2007
once, i told everyone that asked about my blog that i blog almost everyday. but it seems that right now, i'm unable to do that.
well, i just changed my blog song again. and well, i kinda like this one, one of my favourites. meaningful words to me and all. well. yeah. haha.
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How to Save a Life
The Fray
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
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Here's Henzy David.
As Dusk Falls
10/04/2007 09:36:00 PM
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
in an attempt to prevent my blog from sinking into Emo-ness, which i think is a totally fine, yet quite depressing atmosphere. i've got some good stuff to blog about today.
well, 3rd October is a special day for someone, one of my fellow classmates, one that i hang out with most of the time in school ever since the 3rd day of orientation, Wency! so once again, happy birthday. really enjoyed the party today too. lol.
in other news, this week is presumably Project week. or rather, holiday. one week for us to finish up every single piece of homework that we dragged over. lol.
hmm. other than that. well, i guess i'm still in a sorting out everything stage. still abit taken back from the aftershock. but well, what's going on in my mind right now. is just this big question, this big choice to make. what i'm basically doing now is well, trying to make the decision. haha. that's all.
and well, my apologies to my loyal readers. haha, that i haven't been blogging much lately. and also, my deepest apologies to the people that have been around me lately, as i also seem to phase in and out of the dimension. my deepest apologies people. well. for now, this is all i have.
As Dusk Falls
10/03/2007 11:21:00 PM
Monday, October 01, 2007
who's side are you on? once again, this question pops up in my head. well. that, i truly don't know.
it hurts, it hurts to feel deceived, tricked, used and unappreciated. but yet, i still go back to it, naive enough to believe that there is another chance, another hope, another way around it. but the truth is this. it takes two hands to clap, if one hand doesn't wish to do so, the other, no matter how hard it tried, will never get anything done. well, all i can say that right now, i'm still here. i'm still gonna give another chance. because i still believe in the good that is within the hearts of man. i believe that there can be a way. if only the other, would be willing to make the move.
it's your move.
As Dusk Falls
10/01/2007 02:02:00 PM
