Saturday, October 06, 2007
what would you do?
if even if you're hungry, you don't feel like eating. and when you do, you don't ever want to stop.
if you feel desperate, angry, pissed, hopeless, just for the sake of believing in the people that you truly care for?
true, there would definitely be someone better out there who appreciates you, but what about those who don't? what do we do with them? how should we treat them? do we push them aside? do we choose to ignore them in their time of need, or even when they are not in need? do we still choose to keep the bond that was forged with them, or just because of the reason that they do not appreciate you, break that bond? what are we to do then? can anyone tell me? when these people are in the wrong yet are oblivious to their wrong doings, are we to leave them be and just say, "they deserved it" or "they had it coming for them"? then, would it not make us just like them? just like the thing that we never ever wanted to be?
i press against my rage, i fight against my anger day by day. only for you to open up your eyes to see. would you be able to just even take that small step, do that small deed in opening your eyes to look at the deeds that i've done for your sake. then, finally come back and say that you really see it. that you really appreciate it. that is just my hope. won't you even do that?
the reasons for my actions, i do not know. all i can reason out of my actions, is this. that i still believe in them, still believe in the goodness, even a speck of it, within these.
As Dusk Falls
10/06/2007 05:48:00 PM
