Monday, October 08, 2007
there are somethings which i don't blog about. reasons are because these things usually jeopardise the relationships of people, or their pride or self-esteem. otherwise, these things, once known beforehand, would create circumstances which are dire. either that, or once placed on this space, this openly accessible space of the World Wide Web, would induce, or cause unwanted thoughts in the minds of others. well, whatever the reasons, still, it would be better to leave these pieces of information unpublished from the eyes of the multitudes.
well. as much as i want to move on, it's also difficult. i'm still trying to get myself back on track, back to motivation level, back to where i was before. it happened, for awhile when i was on my way to school today. the pure adrenaline rush while i was listening to one of the songs in my phone. but well, thoughts came into my mind again. and there it went. haha.
i find myself facing this problem with two options, wait until your return, or just do everything that i need to do now and push myself forward. but the thing i know is that whatever the outcome, my memories will still stay, and like i said before. once you enter my life, you will always be apart of it. well, sincerely, the things that you say, even indirectly, affect me. the things that i see coming from you, words, text, actions, even your presence, affects me in different manners. well. i guess, that's just me. or is everyone like this?
well. choices are made. and one thing i remember, one thing that one of my friends told me, or rather, one of my sisters told me. "Whatever choice you make, just make sure that once you make it, don't regret it."
As Dusk Falls
10/08/2007 11:59:00 PM
