Tuesday, October 23, 2007
strangely, i've been pretty tired the past few days for i don't know what reason. i haven't really been sleeping very late, neither have i had lack of sleep. but it just seems that wherever i go i feel so lethargic. geez. what is wrong with me?
first i'm quite hostile, then i'm lethargic. neither of which i have occuring for the past few months. well. gotta start somewhere. and here's where i start killin these things off. let's do it.
frankly speaking. there's something i just realised. Everyone, and i mean it when i say everyone. Everyone needs someone or something to love. be it their passion or a person. they need to. it gives them the will to continue on living, the power to go on towards the goal. why? because, they're living for that thing. be it a person, a girlfriend or boyfriend, a passion, an art form or a work. or a god, namely, a God. Jesus.
now i know, what does it truly mean, how it truly feels like, when you have something to go for. now i know why He put me in that situation. to truly show me what it feels like. to let me know what it feels like, or how it would feel like if you set your sights on something that can fail you. anything and everything can. even the ones that you truly love. set your sights correctly people. choose something that you believe will never fail you. but then again, can it assure you that it never will?
As Dusk Falls
10/23/2007 11:55:00 PM
