Friday, November 30, 2007
well, i'm here to blog a short little post for the night, cuz well, i don't know, i feel abit, umm, neutralised at the moment. lol. so here it is. haha.
suddenly just feel so bored. like, having the, i'm done enjoying feeling, just wanna get my work done. but then again. haha. oh well.
As Dusk Falls
11/30/2007 07:38:00 PM
Thursday, November 29, 2007
lol, to make up for not asking wayne and jasper out for dinner those two days, i decided to call them out today. but the planning was pretty last minute, haha. but then again, it turned out well. dinner at IMM mac, lol, pretty far away for jasper, but since he came down from school, i guess it was pretty ok. haha.
well, i overslept today, and guess what, i didn't go to school, but thank God i called lisa to ask her to help me get my grades. haha. well, guess i'll blog more tml. haha.
As Dusk Falls
11/29/2007 11:22:00 PM
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
well, henzy david's back from a tiring and enjoyable day, from gameslab to minds cafe(again!) to suntec city, with Cyndi, Cherie, Vivien, Jaren, Daren and Joadine Dajie. but that's not the thing, the thing is, he's back with a controversial matter at hand that he's gonna blog about in a few seconds. like now.
a recent experiential survey shows that during the holidays, more and more DotA(defence of the ancients) players are becoming more and more vulgar, or negative. using phrases like 'fk noob' or demeaning, or cyber bullying people who are either new to the game, or just not used to it. calling and demoralising these people with the term 'noob', which means newbie, or new to the game. but sincerely speaking, that's not the thing that they're saying. instead, it's a cover up for stuff like "hey, you suck." or "don't make us lose the game" and the like.
truly, where are the real players, the true sportsman of the game that will not only encourage the players to become better, but at the same time help these guys to improve. or has the 'ah beng' gangsterism culture impacted the internet or games till that extent? here lies the big question which currently, is unanswerable. or maybe, there are solutions like, we can't do anything, just leave them be. but is that truly what we should be doing, shouldn't we instead be helping them to drop these mannerisms? this, is after all, one of the biggest unsolvable questions, yet, it serves as pretty good food for thought, cuz it's not only happening on the internet, but everywhere around you.
think about it people.
As Dusk Falls
11/28/2007 10:38:00 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
what a wonderful day, first off, minds cafe with Grace and Daryl from 2pm to 6pm. it was a helluva good time. haha, especially the last game, called Dawn Under, which requires the burying of vampires. haha.
then, it was off to clarke quay to meet up with the rest after bobby appeared out of nowhere at minds. adeline arrived at clarke quay, joadine appeared at little india, and finally, jaren made a grand appearance when we were halfway thru dinner. where did we go you ask? well..
Serangoon Gardens! chomp chomp! and it's a sad thing that both anthony khong and jasper couldn't join us.... haish. but then again, we already decided, as in, me, grace adeline and bobby, that we'd do this fortnightly, so not to worry. you'll have a chance. but for now, just let the pictures do the talking. hahaha.
The Dawn Under game in progress. apparently, those are coffins.
Clarke Quay's Sunset.
and unglam eating photos! haha.
As Dusk Falls
11/27/2007 11:14:00 PM
Monday, November 26, 2007
well, other than the very interesting class rep's feedback meeting that was held this morning, there was only one more more interesting event that happened. haha.
and that was watching the movie, Fred Claus. i tell you, you guys really gotta go watch it man. it's a really good movie that talks about brotherly love. haha. nothing else to say about it before i start spoiling the story for you. haha.
As Dusk Falls
11/26/2007 08:27:00 PM
Sunday, November 25, 2007
You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
well, its been a good day. haha. the main highlight, i guess, has to be ushering duty for church today. aside from the odd colored(green and yellow) vests and tight caps, the heat of the vests, and the flat hair after removing the caps, i got to say, it's good.
after that, was dinner at tampines mall Pastamania with a whole bunch of people. a great time of fellowship and stuff, and in the background was some kid's performance show. haha. oh well. guess once again, i'll let the pictures do the talking. haha.
the ushers for today, or rather, the hospitality team! haha.
sometimes, i wonder, why do i still look at you in that way, why do i still think about you.
As Dusk Falls
11/25/2007 10:07:00 PM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
well, it's been a good week. somehow or rather. haha. haven't blogged since thursday i guess. and well, alot of things have happened so far. ranging from being pwned in drawing development and 2d by Lydia, being pwned again by Jasper in Dota, being pwned once again in bowling by julee's tribe's team(can't really say this is pwned). well, but alls well that ends well.
Lydia, in process of pwning Henzy. (picture taken to not show face to protect person's privacy)
nonetheless. it's been a great week. haha. finally finished all the reviews, and i'm thanking God that i even failed some, nice wake up call, and at the same time, it provides me with stuff to do in the holidays. haha.
sincerely, i've got no idea what to blog now. my brain seems to be switched off after 1am or when i'm very tired. haha... this should explain my short term memory, me saying stuff that is totally irrelevant, or yeah. haha.
series of events for today. YCYPAO tribe bowling -> Gladys' church event -> dinner at Ajisen Ramen. argh, abit lazy to type le. pictures. haha.
and well, there was a cat that took the same lift as me. or rather, i opened the lift door to let it in. pressed the 2 button to let it out, but it didn't go out, and yeah. i presume it got out somehow, or else. hahaha.
As Dusk Falls
11/24/2007 11:07:00 PM
Friday, November 23, 2007
post will be updated tomorrow due to certain reasons. images to be photoshop-ed, stuff to be added, and well. dota with jasper now.
changed my blog song, to So Close, by Jon McLauglin, from the movie Enchanted. haha.
As Dusk Falls
11/23/2007 11:01:00 PM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
another month has passed.
there are some blogs that i just don't want to read, but seemingly, i still go to. there are somethings that just, well, piss me off. with no special reason why. oh well. guess it's just me, or does anyone face this same problem too?
i hate people, this is the first time i just that word with it's true meaning, i hate people, who cut of bonds. i really hate it. but i shan't elaborate on it, lest i get flamed.
well, nonetheless, it's the chiong homework day. and progress on my self project is this much, doing and brainstorming at the same time.
self project completion 40% as at 5.17pm 21/11/07
As Dusk Falls
11/21/2007 05:13:00 PM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
it seems that this week will be quite routined, haha. the past two days have been though. school till 7 plus in the night, reach batok area around 8 plus 9, dinner, rush homework. haha.
well, 2 more days to go and its the holidays, finally, the official holidays. haha. i can't wait. but then again, i'm not exactly anticipating it either. haha. oh well.
As Dusk Falls
11/20/2007 09:55:00 PM
Monday, November 19, 2007
well. there's just one thing that i'd want to share with you guys out there tonight. and that's this. check this out.
enjoy. Remember, God made men, Equal.
my chains are gone, i've been set free. my God my Saviour has ransomed me.
As Dusk Falls
11/19/2007 10:51:00 PM
Saturday, November 17, 2007
kinda lost the motivation to finish up on homework right now. and strangely, i've got no idea why. maybe i'm just too tired, maybe i've really got alot to do. but well. i'm not gonna let up. a last week before the holidays, c'mon, you can do it.
somehow, i seem to be a very 'feel' person. like, i just somehow am able to feel how others are feeling. it's just a somehow.
well, other than that, things have pretty much been fine on my side. if you guys were just wondering how i was. that should answer the question pretty much. haha. gameslab yesterday was pretty fun, DotA, with Me and Grace against Ben, Tian Ci and Melvin. hero siege, abit of cs and this talk on the topic of forgiveness. haha.
maybe, just maybe i'm just naive enough to just think that on sorry is enough to settle things. but seemingly, that's the way i operate, one sorry settles things.
well, at least my motivation level is rising as of current. haha. a glimpse of what's going on on friday's classes. haha. and a look at my new shirt. lol.
cool eh. haha. shirt from Flesh Imp at $35, comes in white and black
As Dusk Falls
11/17/2007 02:55:00 PM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
good day. just pretty tired to blog right now.
As Dusk Falls
11/15/2007 10:59:00 PM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
i've come to the absolute conclusion, dota, if not, everything, is best done with friends. haha.
well, i've got a few of my 3d stuff done, now a quarter thru the head. well, not bad. haha, that's getting things done pretty fast. haha.
tonight, there's this thing that i wanna blog about, and it's called choices. recently, or rather, the past 3 days since sunday, i've been reading this book titled [Chasing Daylight] by erwin mcmanus, i'm a chapter into the book, and the first chapter, talks mostly about seizing the opportunities of every moment.
as i read, i kind find myself thinking, have i made the right choices in the past. and one of the things written is this. a moment lost in the past is indeed a moment lost. well, i'm not saying its a waste of time to reflect on stuff, i'd be heavily guilty on that charge if it were. what's being said here is well, don't dwell too much on the past. forgive and forget, live and let live, let go and let God.
its not easy, but here's a key(notice, its "a" not "the"). in order to let go, you must first forgive. at least, that's what happens for me.
I seek you with all my heart; do not let me stray from your commands -Psalm 119:10
the 13th is an unlucky day for most, but its my lucky day, or rather, i choose to believe so.
As Dusk Falls
11/14/2007 10:13:00 PM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
there's another world inside of me the you will never see.
stop the blaming. well, i'm not gonna look for someone to blame this time, and i shouldn't either, neither should i start blaming myself, nor condemn myself. i'm gonna stand, this time, rise from the ashes stronger than ever.
or maybe i'm just blind.
As Dusk Falls
11/13/2007 03:38:00 PM
Monday, November 12, 2007
this time, it's all coming back. there's a difference between this re-thinking, and the past few re-thinking. and its time to solve the problems that i thought i solved previously. it's time.
As Dusk Falls
11/12/2007 10:43:00 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
truthfully speaking, this time, i really brought it upon myself. well, no doubt about it, i'm in the wrong. but then again, all that i can do now is change. but the hard thing is that people just don't see it, don't look deeper, and when old habits(which usually die hard) come back, the perception of the person returns back to, well. whatever you choose to label that person as.
why? why do we always have to do that? when people do something wrong, we immediately think, oh he's at it again. why? because, we're human. but sometimes i really wonder, is that a reason, or an excuse, and when it's a reason, is it a reasonable one. well, i can't change anyone's point of view. so, once again, it's up to you to decide.
i know i'm wrong. you don't have to tell me that again. truth be told, i'd rather be encouraged for changing that little bit of myself, rather than be put down for not changing alot. which would have the greater effect, i believe it's the first one. i personally feel i've done my best in changing myself with all the shit that's happening around me so far. and truthfully, if the world can be encouraging, why can't the church be the same? or even more encouraging. well, look on the bright side eh? at least i'm still here, at least i'm still trying to do even better, to rise up.
what would i do? i'd rather let those little things propel me, encourage me, and push me further, closer to the goal, than just say, i'm not good enough cuz i've only managed to change so little.
As Dusk Falls
11/11/2007 10:12:00 PM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
well, it has been an eventful week. and now, it comes to a weekend. as all good things have to come to an end, so does my independent week or rather a form of holiday to do homework with, and this truly wonderful, eventful week.
however, the fun and enjoyment doesn't end here. tomorrow's Sunday, and like all Sundays, or Sundaes, get the pun, are truly enjoyable. either way, ice cream or not. and yes, although Henzy David has not finished all of his homework, (hears some of the classmates heave sigh of reliefs) he truly believes that he will enjoy his sunday. well, he enjoys almost anything. haha.
alright, let's not type in the 3rd person anymore. haha. i finally, and i say finally, finished one of my works. lol. cool chromatic greys, here it is.
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and this was a pretty interesting find right outside my window this afternoon, a cuckoo bird. lol. no puns for this one.
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and well, just for fun's sake. introducing the Five of Spades, in normal and neon versions. just for my screensavers. haha. why the Five of Spades you ask, well, Five, is my favourite number. now you all know why there's a 5 in front of my msn screenname. well, why spades? i got no idea actually. haha.
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As Dusk Falls
11/10/2007 11:29:00 PM
Friday, November 09, 2007
once again, i'm bloggin late, cuz it was yesterday's post, and i had alot of things to rush last night and was also pretty tired. haha. but well. here i am posting! lol.
had a pretty fun day yesterday. consisting of a trip to gameslab, an outing at marina square and a pool game. haha.
well. it just makes me wonder. why do something just make you feel so pissed off.
As Dusk Falls
11/09/2007 11:57:00 PM
Thursday, November 08, 2007
competitive, it's been awhile since i heard that word being used. but truly, am i competitive? well. i don't doubt it, neither do i deny it. true, i am. i really am competitive in some things. but it's been awhile since that competitive spirit rose up in me. well, guess i've got to keep it in check.
well, today was the youth camp dry run. and well, i had a heck of a great time there. haha. it was a good time of fellowship with the tribe, and also a great time to learn and get used to the games that they were gonna play at the youth camp. and also to really, kinda understand our roles as facilitators in the camp. well, all i can say is that i feel this year's youth camp is gonna be pretty fun. haha. yup. guess that's it for tonight. haha.
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[added at 11:55pm]
well, sometimes, it just seems that after all you try to do, you're still pretty much affected by your past. sometimes you wish, sometimes you tell yourself not to. but well. what can i do when it seems that everything reminds me of that which i do not wish to be reminded of right now. when the words on your screen just seem to be the ones that cause you to think.
truth be told, i've really be enjoying myself lately, and i feel that i really should do so cuz it's like the past few weeks, i haven't really been. well. somehow, i'm going to choose to. just like i chose to enjoy myself today at dry run. although a few bad things happened(pants button came off, belt broke.) oh well. still, i thank God, cuz it's truly Him who provides. Henzy David, signin off.
As Dusk Falls
11/08/2007 09:33:00 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
well, as the homework snowballs together and the days get more busy, i still seem to find abit of time to go out and enjoy myself. just because i kinda need to. haha.
well, kinda did up abit of my homework today, got started on drawing, and halfway thru one of them within 30 minutes. which is quite an improvement, considering that the past few days i hadn't done anything but slack around and be lazy. haha. well, then went off to Vivo City for dinner, and supposedly supposed to visit a place there for my essay, but in the end, found out that the place was closed! and not even in existance anymore! what the crap sia!!!!!!! haha.
but it was not a wasted trip! you know why? well, had adeline and bobby with me. haha, dinner at carls jr, ice cream from bravimisso(dunno whether i spelt it correctly), that gelato ice cream place in the basement, and chocolates from candy empire! haha. initially wanted to go for prata at the cheese prata shop down at pasir panjang, but oh well. xD
big rEd Man On rooftop.
all in all, it was a good day. and Father, i'd just like to thank you for that. and all the other things that you've blessed me with. =)
one more thing, vengeance is sweet!!! haha. right jasper. lol.
As Dusk Falls
11/07/2007 11:42:00 PM
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
well, today is melvin's birthday. but seeing me post this post for yesterday a day late, so it'd be a belated happy birthday. haha.
after we(Jasper, Ben, BingRong, Jessica and Me) went to watch The Game Plan, which(sidetracks for a moment) is a pretty nice and meaningful movie starring The Rock. you should really go and watch it if you have the time. and after that, you'll find yourself not using the word 'stupid' so often. haha.
(back to the topic) after that, we(Adeline, Felicia Tsing Xiu, Felicia's friend Thomas, and Me) went to the playground near Melvin's block(i just suddenly appeared there cuz i wasn't originally in the picture) to surprise him with a birthday surprise. haha. then went for supper at west mall's macdonalds and headed home only to sleep at 3am after a 2hour long dota game with Jasper. haha.
so here's the birthday guy. with his cards and stuff.
and here's the group. with the ghastly me in the background.(really, 'kwa tio gui'(saw a ghost) sia like that. haha.).
the power of memories. an area that hold the most memories and promises for the brethren.
As Dusk Falls
11/06/2007 11:13:00 PM
Monday, November 05, 2007
His Cries are Heard from Miles away, but mine, only He can hear.
people have been commenting that my posts or behaviour recently have not been very "Henzy". it seems that i've become a term already, or a definition. that's pretty interesting. well, Henzy David, seems to be stuck somewhere. trapped in a prison, stuck in a hole. death closing in, oblivion waiting, and the heart, aching.
well. i can't do much about the things that are happening around me, and i'm letting it go. let the resurrectión begin.
well. i believe the henzy that you guys know will be back soon.
As Dusk Falls
11/05/2007 09:42:00 PM
Sunday, November 04, 2007
the day i let you go
something, sometimes in life. well. we just have to make decisions that we don't want to make. after all, it does concern those that are very close to you.
well. thank you, sincerely. thank you, for even wanting to share this part of your life with me. for that, i'm grateful. i'm thankful. and i sincerely feel blessed. you've really helped me alot in some sense. shown me alot of different things. and truly, i enjoyed the times that i spent with you. and really, the memories do bring back the smile to my face. but well. i respect your decision. truly, thank you.
As Dusk Falls
11/04/2007 11:40:00 PM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
this, is a cool video. watch it. haha.
The Brethren Cries out, as Oblivion awaits.
things don't seem to be going good right now. one bad thing after another. Lord, do me a favour won't you, and please stop all this shit that's happening right now. truthfully, i wonder if i can take it. will i be strong enough to push thru this one once again.
you've shown me what it's like to be the last one standing. the pain, the hurt. everything. but then again, i'm still human. the terrors i cannot fight myself, the darkness i cannot push back. where are those who said that they'll stand by me? i need you now. where are you?
As Dusk Falls
11/03/2007 10:54:00 AM
Friday, November 02, 2007
many believe that there is a chance to raise the dead. to have that "ability" to give life into those who are already dead. but then again, do they realise that it doesn't have to be so literal? that the dead, need not necessarily be truly dead?
it seems that the dead, can be alive too. yet, just as they are alive, they are equally as good as dead due to the reason that everything that's going on inside them, has stopped due to a certain reason. any reason, to be exact. any reason that seems to cause a single soul to be ripped apart from the inside out, to be hurt so bad that the only thing that they can do is think about the reason why it happened, or even to be dumbfounded by that which affected them, and caused them to be in that state.
to raise the dead. why not think about how you can restore life into those who are living, rather than those who are long gone. where are those who promised to be there when trouble comes calling. where are those who would stand by you. where are those who said that they will?
every single time you say a sentence, you better mean what you say. cuz you won't know how much hurt you would do to a person if you don't live up to what you say. every time you make a promise, you better make sure that you'll keep to it. don't become that which you don't want to be. but beware, you may unknowingly do that, so, always check yourself.
As Dusk Falls
11/02/2007 04:16:00 PM
