Thursday, November 08, 2007
competitive, it's been awhile since i heard that word being used. but truly, am i competitive? well. i don't doubt it, neither do i deny it. true, i am. i really am competitive in some things. but it's been awhile since that competitive spirit rose up in me. well, guess i've got to keep it in check.
well, today was the youth camp dry run. and well, i had a heck of a great time there. haha. it was a good time of fellowship with the tribe, and also a great time to learn and get used to the games that they were gonna play at the youth camp. and also to really, kinda understand our roles as facilitators in the camp. well, all i can say is that i feel this year's youth camp is gonna be pretty fun. haha. yup. guess that's it for tonight. haha.
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[added at 11:55pm]
well, sometimes, it just seems that after all you try to do, you're still pretty much affected by your past. sometimes you wish, sometimes you tell yourself not to. but well. what can i do when it seems that everything reminds me of that which i do not wish to be reminded of right now. when the words on your screen just seem to be the ones that cause you to think.
truth be told, i've really be enjoying myself lately, and i feel that i really should do so cuz it's like the past few weeks, i haven't really been. well. somehow, i'm going to choose to. just like i chose to enjoy myself today at dry run. although a few bad things happened(pants button came off, belt broke.) oh well. still, i thank God, cuz it's truly Him who provides. Henzy David, signin off.
As Dusk Falls
11/08/2007 09:33:00 PM
