The Silent Guardian; Your Guardian

Thursday, January 31, 2008

time to~ say goodbye

once in life, or even more than once, you'll find someone who's willing to be there for you, to standby you throughout all the obstacles that you're gonna face, who promises you that he or she will walk this journey with you no matter what happens. that when that person's around you, you won't ever be alone. it's pretty evident, some of us have found people of this calibur and have this willingness to do what they say. i read an email quite a while ago. which says that, if in life, you've found 5 good friends, that will stand by you thru thick or thin. then you've lead a blessed life.

i guess that started me out on a journey to build this circle of 5. what i christened, the council, or the inner circle. this isn't something i'll elaborate on tonight.

well. i'll just say that somethings truly... maybe not, i guess, good things really come for those who wait, upon God.

yeah. i really wanna thank those who're willing to walk this journey with me. those who have made that promise, even if you have already broken it. but at least i thank you for keeping that promise to me during that period of time. for the rest who have not, truly a big thanks. love you guys(and gals). haha. thank God for you people, cuz it's you people who truly make me feel that i'm not alone when i feel that i'm most alone. =)

As Dusk Falls
1/31/2008 10:56:00 PM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

seriously, i think i'm more myself when i'm relaxed and not stressed up. i also can work better and an added incentive is if the thing is something i love doing, it'll seem to turn out nicer. haha. one piece of evidence is when i was doing my homework just now. started pretty stressed up, cuz the subject matter was someone pretty close to me. so i pretty much wanted everything to turn out nicely and perfectly. but the more i changed every single bit, the more i thought that it wasn't nice. the more it turned out to be what my mind supposed it was.

so what happened in the end. i decided to not bother about being such a perfectionist, and really just be myself. to my joy, i found that it was so much better. haha. and anyways. i'd like to thank Grace for being such a good, eh, model? lol. subject matter for me to paint a portrait. although it didn't really turn out to look like you, but i guess there were similiarities huh. haha

pretty much enjoyed myself today aside from getting a zero for my CCS essay since i couldn't really submit it due to problems on my side. but oh well. i guess alls well that ends well. hahaha. cheers, life's turning around and i'm so enjoying it. why? because God is good, all the time. Amen to that.

Henzy David, signing off.

As Dusk Falls
1/30/2008 11:36:00 PM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

i'm here bloggin at this hour again. stuff running thru my head. deadlines to meet, homework not done. well. i guess i'm not really the hardworking sort no matter how much i tell myself to be. still, i'm not gonna give up. because i know perseverance yields victories.

so what's up today you may ask. well, firstly, here to wish Keith a happy birthday smack right in the middle of the day. haha, hit the 2 mark le. so yea. happy birthday. hope you enjoy yourself on this day.

懂得让我微笑的人, 再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门, 明天的美梦你完成.
不管你用什么方式表明我会对你说我愿意
可是我害羞我没有勇气对你说一句我爱你

yup. indeed i did come back to blog again. even to edit the post. hmm, well, i haven't eaten. haha. but still. lol. haish. homework still not complete. so i'm gonna stop blogging now to try my best doing it. haha. oh well. uneventful day today. pretty boring post. just very informative and random. guess that's all for tonight.

As Dusk Falls
1/29/2008 08:58:00 PM

Monday, January 28, 2008

ok. i'm sad. why? cuz i serviced my phone today. you'd say. "wait, Henzy, isn't that a good thing? you got your phone and stuff repaired." well. the sad thing is i lost all my valuable smses!!!~~ lol. wth.

guess i'm really like bumping into a whole lot of people these days huh. grace, peiqi today. and daniel said that he was on the bus that passed me by with ben, gab, and ven.

oh well. i dun really know what to blog tonight. it's like a pretty random post. also kinda feeling darn tired. since i woke up for lecture this morning. lol. well. yea. so i guess that's all for tonight huh. haha. short and sweet post.

As Dusk Falls
1/28/2008 09:59:00 PM

Sunday, January 27, 2008

bloggin for today. well. there's nothing much that really happened today. just the plain normal sunday. haha.

i really hate it when the people close to me are, like affected by something and aren't really happy.

i so love grace and shermaine's expression when i used the jokers found their card. haha. thanks to Ethan that i could pull that one off. lol.

well. there's nothing else. but i just wanna post this song up. kinda rushing for time cuz of jasper and wayne. haha. but still here's the song.

yup. that's all for today. cheers.

As Dusk Falls
1/27/2008 11:19:00 PM

Saturday, January 26, 2008

could say i was off to a good start this morning.
7.12am - woke up, called Jasmine to tell her that I'd be late for yuan ching run
7.56am - stopped outside lakeside mrt station to take a shot of the rising sun

8.00am - entered the gates of yuan ching sec for briefing on D2D run.
9.00am - (est time) all hell breakes loose.
10.00am - (est time) helps to calm broken loose hell with Jaime, Raquellia(chel) and Ryan Fan.
10.30am - break time.
11.15am - receives OMG! response from Chel after performing the broken heart trick which made my day.
1.30pm - class ends on high note.

that pretty much sums up my morning. lunch was abit of a tradition breaker, instead of the usual superbowl mac, we headed down to the JP mac instead. and guess who was there? SiJia, Cyndi and Vivien! lol. zhen qiao. seems líke i've been bumping into a whole lot of different people the past few days. haha.

hmm. well, thanks to the assistance of Ethan, i seem to be making some good progress on my little endeavour into the realm of the visible miracles. haha. and here are once again, a few beautiful sunset/sunrise pictures. haha.

that's pretty much it for today.

As Dusk Falls
1/26/2008 09:49:00 PM

Friday, January 25, 2008

seemingly, I've got an affiliation with the number 5.

well, went to celebrate Keith's birthday at New York New York down at city link mall. had a great time. well. a good day.

what day is it? and in what month, this clock never seemed so alive. i can't keep up,and i can't back down I've been losing, so much time.

question. how long can a man stand against the darkness before it consumes him? strangely, this question seems very familiar. oh. i know why, it's from Spider-Man 3. but really. how long, how long can a man stand against the darkness before it consumes him.

As Dusk Falls
1/25/2008 11:33:00 PM

Thursday, January 24, 2008

powerful, sleek and amazing. the words used to describe my deck of black cards. haha.

just a random piece of information. well, i guess tonight's post is pretty much an informative one. information about my day.

hmm, actually, in some sense, Singapore is a pretty small place. i can say i did a pretty amazing feat today. 3.57pm - i was at the traffic light a sim lim square. 4.01pm - I was outside the Box office at bugis junction. mad dash? i don't think so. even bimped into Joel(from church) at LJS and sat down for about 1 minute. lol.

after that, went to suntec city for dinner, and at marina square bumped into Elaine(from Lasalle) and her guy. whatshisname? lol. then to plaza singapura, and bumped into Eileen and gang. lol. sure is a small world.

As Dusk Falls
1/24/2008 11:45:00 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

a few things to thank God for today.

firstly. FMPS!!!!!!!!! haha. in case you don't know what that abbreviation stands for. it stands for Fairfield Methodist Primary School!!! haha. why? Trybe run! lol. although it was pretty tiring. but it was fun. yes, primary schools are energy draining yet fun. haha.

next. well, i'm kinda working my way up. street magic. haha. and well, i met a guy that i like see as a magic teacher. lol. Ethan, from trybe. but guess what. the guy is 3 years younger than me! lol. but still, thank God. and amazingly, he's like frans. hahaha. like, frans' clone. lol.

lastly, well, i'm kinda rushed in this post. lol. dad wants to use the com. but still. lastly, thank God for the wonderful website designer in the cell. Keith Chan. because without him, we wouldn't have this. haha. check this out.

well, go to my links at the side. and check out the seriously sweet and cool tribe blog. haha. amazing, brilliantly done bro! =D cheers.

Henzy did something amazing today. he bought chinese ink and brushes. lol. that's a great improvement. haha. hmm, i really feel that the shadow masters deck fits my style. lol.

take a look at the shadow masters here.
http://www.elusionist.com/galleries/shadowmasters/

As Dusk Falls
1/23/2008 10:18:00 PM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

seemingly, the past few nights has been building up for today. the moon is full. the darkening, complete. as darkness engulfs the day once more. the brightest light, only coming from the moon. truly a purely, wonderful, awe inspiring and beautiful sight. Dusk falls, the shadows are defined. the Hare of the Moon is unveiled. Duskfall Moonhare.

for those of you who just don't get any sense in the above paragraph. just ignore it. i'm just in another one of my wordplay moods. haha. otherwise, there may be a hidden meaning. but that depends on your point of view. how you're looking at my paragraph. haha.

for those thinking of a secondary meaning, it may just be an introduction to my new screen name. one which i've been using for quite awhile now. lol.

yup. other that the chunk of words above. I'm in a pretty good mood today. and i sincerely thank God that my next few tuesdays are pretty much free days. haha, gelaré anyone? lol.

picture was JUST taken. haha.

As Dusk Falls
1/22/2008 10:43:00 PM

Monday, January 21, 2008

Henzy David, status.
Energy fluctuations at 40%
Brain wave flux at 55%
Overall status, normal. but tired.
Reasons. stated below.

today was quite a long day at school. after running a few errands in the morning, adding last minute touches to the 3D joints project, having great Nasi-Lemak at Paradiz Centre for just $3.50, and wrapping up the 3D project with both presentation and praise. i kinda decided to go down to SGH to visit an old friend who was warded in hospital for some reason that shall not be disclosed.

hung around for about an hour or so, i guess it was pretty long. lol, catching up with her. as some of you might know, this friend is actually one of my church sisters, Siokyit. it was a good time of catching up. well, she seems pretty fine and would most prob be discharged on either wed or thurs. yup. Praise God that she's fine. haha. kinda came to a conclusion that our generation was pretty much over. so hopefully the new generation would be able to become our successors. I've already found one to my "frozen throne" already. right bobby? haha.

As Dusk Falls
1/21/2008 08:19:00 PM

Sunday, January 20, 2008

so, after service, although feeling abit emo, the group of us headed down to Vivo City. My Cell, minus ivan, plus Daryl, Bobby, Liling and Karen. haha. after dinner, multiple toilet trips and a tad bit of minor shopping, we decided to head up to the open area on level 2. well, since this post is titled "Madness at Vivo City", I'll just pretty much be posting up the pictures on my lil' blog here to let em tell the story instead of my words. haha. (uploading pictures are more tiresome than typing okay! haha). so enjoy. haha.

this is an example of one good shot replicated a few more times and a blooper. lol, Bobby's, the top left hand corner, is the original good shot. done very naturally. the other two, top right/btm left, were done to recreate the original shot's feel. and the btm right is a blooper. lol.

Spider-Man spotted in Vivo City! ok. lol, just me trying to pose as Spidey. lol. and Me-as-Spidey against Bob-Ock(bobby as Doc Ock)

Ben's retarded picture! don't think about this shot too much people!

Bobby's really classic retarded shot! lol.

it came from.... behind? lol.

and i always end with a picture like this. so yeah, can say that its my trademark action. haha.

As Dusk Falls
1/20/2008 11:16:00 PM

Saturday, January 19, 2008

three points to why today is a good day.
1) Finished 3D joint group project
2) Went out with friends and spiritual family
3) Enjoyed myself

well. that basically covers my day. from doing the 3d joint project down at Sengkang, although i didn't really do much. to going out, dinner and lan gaming with Jasper, Junjie, Jaren, Frans, Joadine Dajie and Bobby. haha.

sighs. even though it was a good day for me. i guess there are things that i still think about and consider. and a lingering question that resides in my head right now. solve it bro, solve it. find your answers.

well. other than that, my brother, biological, brought back a deck of cool cards today. haha. the Tally-Ho Viper deck. just thought it was a good look. haha. the cards are black, with silver print. haha. yup yup.

As Dusk Falls
1/19/2008 11:38:00 PM

Friday, January 18, 2008

well, other than having my drawing lessons at skate park and outside takashimaya today. queensway accompany ben shopping and cell group. i guess there's nothing much that really happened today.

i know i'm not alone. but sometimes, i just can't help but wonder. am i really not alone?

this donut is pretty nice, haha. from Pop-doh. down at takashimaya. thr's another one, dark chocolate with strawberry jam between the chocolate layer and the donut. it is superb i tell ya. haha.

just a few random pictures that i took yesterday and today. haha. enjoy. i kindal ike posting up pictures, like, it kinda brightens up my dull lil' blog abit. haha. and like, shows you guys where i've been. haha.

As Dusk Falls
1/18/2008 11:29:00 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008

today is the happiest day yet of my 2008! haha. totally enjoyed myself. prayers answered by God. halleilujah!

As Dusk Falls
1/17/2008 10:18:00 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

i'm posting early tonight. well, i've just finished my dinner and i can't really go and bathe right away, otherwise something will happen. i dunno, forgot what it was that would happen, but still this isn't one of those things that i'd take a risk with.

you know, here's a good point to ponder. Henzy David doesn't take risks with his life. yet, he takes risks with almost everything he has in life. ranging from money all the way down to hmm, i don't know what. but yeah. basically, i'm some sort of risk-taker when it doesn't concern the issue of life and death. truthfully, sometimes i wonder, is it such a good thing?

taking risks, well, you'll never know would ya. when these risks are actually divine moments waiting to be seized by you. and just by passing at the chance, you may even pass off one of those divine life changing moments that God has placed in your life for what-so-ever reason. so i guess, to some extent, it's a good thing.

truthfully, i'm feeling abit tensed-up, anxious, worried and fearful. fearful for the worst for tomorrow. you can kinda say that i took grace for granted. no, not you sister =P. i suddenly found myself asking myself the question, what am i so afraid for? whatever happens, i have God, i know that my future is in Him and i've got nothing to fear. all i gotta do is just have faith and trust.

As Dusk Falls
1/16/2008 08:17:00 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

I'm currently in a state of turmoil. the emotions inside me, running amock. i'm feeling, all at the same time, lost, confused, stressed, anxious, tired and pissed. at what, well, you can say that I'm pissed at the situation that i put myself into.

whether or not for reasons good or otherwise. i still gotta deal with it. i keep telling myself i can, i won't fall down, i won't give up, i will not be defeated. but somehow or rather, it seems that as much as my mind tells me so, my heart knows otherwise. truthfully, it seems that my heart's more accurate than my mind. But then, i know the truth, i know that what i'm in now is meant to be happening, both as the circumstances of my actions and as the beginning of a new day, a new era, a new arc in my life.

as Jasper was preaching just now at NP open cell, in your greatest time of need, when you call upon God, the miracle that He gives you, might just be sitting right next to you. all you have have to do, is open your eyes to see it. i kinda like going for open cell, partially cuz of the reason that the messages are always to appropriate.

well, i know that the miracle that i need is right next to me. truly thank God for this miracle. the miracle of friendship, those truly loyal ones. that are willing to stand by me no matter what crap or chaos i can come up with. thank you God, and a great thanks to you people who've stood by me and are still willing to do that.

i guess there's one more thing that i learnt today, and that's to be true to yourself. that as youths, we don't need to be afraid to make mistakes.

Shattered. The Ace of Hearts.

As Dusk Falls
1/15/2008 09:46:00 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Remember the height from which you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place. - Revelations 2:5

Do the things you did at first. Pastor Melvyn preached this verse today within his sermon of Psalm 1. but i guess this was the verse that really spoke to me. well, as i was telling Ivan. i feel that this verse really is talking about me. Remember the height from which I've fallen. Repent and do the things I did at first. well, the things that you did at first is really what makes you who you are, isn't it. i guess, servanthood was my "thing". servanthood, without the thought of whether or not people appreciate me. as i type this out, i remember one thing. "thank you for serving the Lord." there's this verse, (Matthew 25:31-46) Matthew 25:40. yup. read that and you'll roughly get what i'm hitting at.

yup. i guess that's all for tonight. really enjoyed myself today. haha. some pictures! haha.

i think this picture kind represents me in some way. but i'm lovin it. =) praise God.

As Dusk Falls
1/13/2008 11:46:00 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008

you know, sometimes i wonder, how many people are actually talking behind my back, saying stuff that may not be true? or just not thinking about what they say before they say it. i just wonder. people that i used to look up to, people that i thought were with me all the way. i just wonder. everyone knows that we, as humans all can make mistakes, all have flaws. but why do we not try to help that person. and at the same time also not talk bad about them behind their backs.

well, considering the fact that, if you're in that person's shoes, knowing that he or she has a problem, wants to change but just has so many other people out there thinking "hey, this guy's like that, don't go near him/her, stay away from him/her, keep your distance from him/her" and the like. don't you think that if you're that person you'd feel bad. i'm pretty much sure that once in your lifetime you've been in that situation before. you know that pain. so why are we, especially us, as christians, granting others that chance to bear that pain too?

just thought of posting this. well, i seldom post in the afternoon. so i guess you can say it's either damn serious, or pretty random. i'd say it's the latter.

The greatest fear of the human heart, is not death, neither is it standing in front of a crowd speaking. in truth, it is to be left alone. as much as everyone tries everyway or solution to solve or cover up that truth, the truth is, it's apparent, and it's still there.

well. i've got a nice song to post up. quite a short one, but i'm thinking you gotta read the subtitles to understand. haha. enjoy then.

This feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
I promise you, I'll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.

As Dusk Falls
1/11/2008 04:06:00 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Psalm 18 - Read Here

this is my psalm reading for today. i have to say that this Psalm really spoke out and described my day. a day of pure grace i tell ya. one modern day miracle. thank you God. what is it? seems that we've been given a one week grace period to complete all the drawing stuff that hasn't been completed yet. truly amazing. haha.

well. it seems that my hot pink cards can't really be seen at their full purest color thru my camera. haha. oh well. another random picture post. well, guess the post ends here for tonight. haha. enjoy.

this one's the only one that the pink can really be seen. haha.

Cinco de Corazones

As Dusk Falls
1/10/2008 09:38:00 PM

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

random quote of the day: No Man can overcome the darkness, that's pretty much why we use torch lights.

ok. i got nothing much to blog about right now. pretty much cuz like I'm abit stuck. mixed feelings about what to do for my school. like, thinking, telling myself to work hard. trying to force out the resolve that i know is within my heart. to drag out that passion for my art, that's lost somewhere within me. abit pissed at myself, but i know that I'm not gonna give up. i believe in myself, i believe that I'm here for a purpose, and i am gonna fulfill that purpose!

well, i'm currently, in this stage. but i guess it's gonna be alright after sunday. at the 2nd week of school, i will do what i say! work hard! but now, i'm just gonna post up some random pictures. enjoy.

two world within one, reflected only through the face of water

hungry? craving for ice-cream? just look at wayne! lol.

As Dusk Falls
1/09/2008 10:21:00 PM

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

actually, i'm still in a very holiday mood. which is pretty sad cuz i kinda like don't feel motivated to do my work yet. oh well. gotta get my butt moving somehow or rather.

hmm, truthfully, i haven't really put in much into my work lately, and more than that, i guess, i've been sinning by lying to myself about it. well, i'm not too sure, but i guess that i'm abit fearful, somehow or rather for my work lately, school work that is. let's face it, i can't keep hiding and running away from it forever. and i already told myself last sem that i'm gonna have to work my butt off this sem cuz of every shit that has happened previously. so why am i still in this situation?

i know my problems, yet i'm just not facing them. why is that? i gotta find out an answer to that, or just shove that question aside and get myself moving. right. so there i go. lol, abit pissed at myself cuz of this issue. lol. but i guess blogging it out makes me feel better after all. haha.

more of those "tranquility amidst chaos" shots.

and a full deck of blue cards! lol.

As Dusk Falls
1/08/2008 11:12:00 PM

Monday, January 07, 2008

everyone has secrets. especially those hidden secrets.

well, i thank God that my estate is quite a peaceful and quiet one. like, tranquility amidst the chaos. chaos of a hectic and busy world. where everyone seems to be rushing around, minding their own business, only bothered by the care in their hearts or minds.

I guess I'm guilty of that too, either that or I'm like the other total extreme. codename: slacker. well, i guess life's all about balance huh, balance between rushing around doing work, or slacking/resting and catching a breather. like the old quote says "All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy." or vice-versa.

well, i was on Psalms 13 today, and i guess it really speaks to me. lemmie show you.

Psalm 13
for the director of music. a psalm of David.

1 How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me?
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and every day have sorrow in my heart? How long will my enemy triumph over me?
3 Look on me and answer, O LORD my God. Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;
4 my enemy will say, "I have overcome him," and my foes will rejoice when I fall.
5 But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation.
6 I will sing to the LORD, for he has been good to me.

it just speaks to me, especially the last two verses Psalm 13:5-6 & also verse 3. it speaks to me, tells me that even as i'm troubled, as i wrestle my thoughts and bear pain and sorrow within my heart, that as much as my enemies gloat and rejoice over my failures or defeats, that i will give praises to God even as the odds are against me. because of his unfailing love.

well, like my previous post said. i don't have to go thru this alone anymore. and now, i know that.

As Dusk Falls
1/07/2008 11:36:00 PM

Sunday, January 06, 2008

can i feel you in the rain, abandon all i am to have you capture me again.

somehow, this song really speaks to me alot. in some manner or another. Hillsong's Always. truly one of their awesome songs. haha.

why do it if it causes you so much pain? i guess that's something that i really realised today. and something that well, maybe i've got to apply in my own life. haha. truly, sometime the things that i do really cause me alot of pain, or rather, trying to change things that are around me that truly aren't changable by my own strength or that i'm just not able to yet. somethings.. why, i ask myself, is it because i truly see something wrong with it? or i find that it's truly unagreeable or just irritating? why.

well, i'm not too sure. as much as i want to leave everything from last year behind. i know that i'm gonna have to face this shit one way or another. so why not face it now. fight with the problem till it's solved. face your giants. face your fears. because i know that i have refuge in the Lord, i know that now, i truly have people who sincerely care for me. i can fight my problems, overcome my obstacles. i don't need to give up, because i know that there will be those who are there to support me when i fall. now, i know i can trust. because God has shown me how to. and that's by taking the first step to do so.

As Dusk Falls
1/06/2008 11:26:00 PM

Saturday, January 05, 2008

hmm, the good news first, or the bad news? interesting question.

well, let's have the shit out first. out with the bad, in with the good eh. haha. bad news, although already nearly recovered, there are reports of Henzy David sneezing and having his nose being unable to stand still since 3 am this morning. the sneezing, as it was reported, has thus caused him to be in need of a certain often-thought-to-be-candy medicine named strepsils. which has indeed served him well by both relieving him of said sore throat and stopped the sneezing. Praise God for that. well, it is said that he's already ok. just that he needs to catch up abit on rest. there shouldn't be any problem and life will return to normal for him tomorrow. nothing to worry about folks.

alright, i'm still abit dazed, eyes still half opened and tired but i'm not gonna let up. well, time for the good news. it seems that the cross the i bore for the past 2-3 years has reached it's retirement age. well, it kinda broke at the bottom of it. so well, i got a new one. lol. =) happy new year Henzy David. lol, a new year, new stuff. lol.

the new. (like some kind of metallurgy ad)

and the retired. sincerely, this one has alot of memories. prayed over by Jasper, inner piee broke before watching exorcism of emily rose. seen me thru my first few years as a child of God. truly a fitting treasure to be placed in my vault of memories.

welcome to the new world.

well, other than that, with a new year ahead, i've got a new interest. sleight of hand, or commonly known as magic lah! or card tricks. haha. let's see if i can master this one. lol.

As Dusk Falls
1/05/2008 08:24:00 PM

Friday, January 04, 2008

darn, the past few days I've been trying to get myself up at 9.30am, but i just can't. lol. always waking up at 11.30. lol. gonna try again tomorrow, so i can get up earlier, and also get my McDonald's breakfast! haha.

well, today was a pretty uneventful day other than cell group and going to jurong point to look for my cross, but found that the shop wasn't there anymore. lol. haha. oh well.

hmm, there's one more thing that i may consider this year. well, it seems that everyone thinks that my sugar intake is pretty high. lol. maybe, maybe not. but well, this year, i may consider not taking so many chocolates. haha. lest all those people out there 'cursing' me to get diabetes really get their wish granted. haha. i reject that in Jesus name! souten kisshun; i reject!(just in case, souten kisshun is not the japanese translation of the previous sentence, it is instead a Bleach anime move).

haha. yup. guess that's all for tonight.

As Dusk Falls
1/04/2008 11:34:00 PM

Thursday, January 03, 2008

it's been awhile since i put on that black shirt. the one with the white logo, titled Trybe. but well, it's also the first time that i put it on during this year. and man was it a good time today at bukit batok secondary. taking the class of 5N. really feels great to be back in a school doing a Trybe run. its a unique feeling, one that i can't find anywhere else. haha. and i'm loving it.

well, other than that, i caught AVP2 with wayne today. i guess it's me being pretty tired, but i kind find the movie abit boring, abit bad introduction of the new characters, pretty sad ending and a tad bit draggy. other than that, the normal Alien against Predator action is there, the disgusting aliens spawning is still there. hmm, other than that, was the pretty irritating reused over and over again swear words. can say that it was that nice compared to the first one at least. well, at least that's what i feel. i'd rate it 2.5/5 for the pure action scenes around the back of the movie.

i've been pretty tired the past week. i'm not even sure why. well. oh well. haha. and i'm loving the new music player that i found for my blog. haha. cheers. i'll leave you with something that waiyin sent me last night. haha. lookie here.

As Dusk Falls
1/03/2008 08:45:00 PM

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

just let me say, how much, i love you.

welcome to the new year. and Fcbc's countdown party last night was a blast. a taste of heaven maybe? haha. and yeah, i guess i really had fun last night. pure genuine fun. coupled with that, was pure genuine worship to God.

kinda felt that at one moment, i reached a point whereby it felt like restrained, limited. until i let myself go. released the limits. just for pure worship onto God. and i tell you the truth, that point of time, was the climax of the night. i guess, now i kind know what it truly means to step out of your comfort zone, to seize your divine moment, to die to self.

well, other than that, i guess that there's alot of other things that i want to blog about, but don't seem to be able to put down into words. like, the amount of thanks i have to the people who God have blessed me with. the thanks that i have for God himself. my joy. and all.

well, i guess there was another thing that i really feel i need to record down in the chronicles. God, i thank you. and i really believe in you and trust you. before passing into the new year, i released everything onto Him. all the troubles and burdens of the past year and the years before. a fresh page for a new year. and so, it shall be. welcome to the new world.

well, it's time for pictures! lol. we'll be doing a little bit of comparison tonight. haha