Sunday, January 06, 2008
can i feel you in the rain, abandon all i am to have you capture me again.
somehow, this song really speaks to me alot. in some manner or another. Hillsong's Always. truly one of their awesome songs. haha.
why do it if it causes you so much pain? i guess that's something that i really realised today. and something that well, maybe i've got to apply in my own life. haha. truly, sometime the things that i do really cause me alot of pain, or rather, trying to change things that are around me that truly aren't changable by my own strength or that i'm just not able to yet. somethings.. why, i ask myself, is it because i truly see something wrong with it? or i find that it's truly unagreeable or just irritating? why.
well, i'm not too sure. as much as i want to leave everything from last year behind. i know that i'm gonna have to face this shit one way or another. so why not face it now. fight with the problem till it's solved. face your giants. face your fears. because i know that i have refuge in the Lord, i know that now, i truly have people who sincerely care for me. i can fight my problems, overcome my obstacles. i don't need to give up, because i know that there will be those who are there to support me when i fall. now, i know i can trust. because God has shown me how to. and that's by taking the first step to do so.
As Dusk Falls
1/06/2008 11:26:00 PM
