Tuesday, January 08, 2008
actually, i'm still in a very holiday mood. which is pretty sad cuz i kinda like don't feel motivated to do my work yet. oh well. gotta get my butt moving somehow or rather.
hmm, truthfully, i haven't really put in much into my work lately, and more than that, i guess, i've been sinning by lying to myself about it. well, i'm not too sure, but i guess that i'm abit fearful, somehow or rather for my work lately, school work that is. let's face it, i can't keep hiding and running away from it forever. and i already told myself last sem that i'm gonna have to work my butt off this sem cuz of every shit that has happened previously. so why am i still in this situation?
i know my problems, yet i'm just not facing them. why is that? i gotta find out an answer to that, or just shove that question aside and get myself moving. right. so there i go. lol, abit pissed at myself cuz of this issue. lol. but i guess blogging it out makes me feel better after all. haha.
more of those "tranquility amidst chaos" shots.
and a full deck of blue cards! lol.
As Dusk Falls
1/08/2008 11:12:00 PM