Wednesday, January 30, 2008
seriously, i think i'm more myself when i'm relaxed and not stressed up. i also can work better and an added incentive is if the thing is something i love doing, it'll seem to turn out nicer. haha. one piece of evidence is when i was doing my homework just now. started pretty stressed up, cuz the subject matter was someone pretty close to me. so i pretty much wanted everything to turn out nicely and perfectly. but the more i changed every single bit, the more i thought that it wasn't nice. the more it turned out to be what my mind supposed it was.
so what happened in the end. i decided to not bother about being such a perfectionist, and really just be myself. to my joy, i found that it was so much better. haha. and anyways. i'd like to thank Grace for being such a good, eh, model? lol. subject matter for me to paint a portrait. although it didn't really turn out to look like you, but i guess there were similiarities huh. haha
pretty much enjoyed myself today aside from getting a zero for my CCS essay since i couldn't really submit it due to problems on my side. but oh well. i guess alls well that ends well. hahaha. cheers, life's turning around and i'm so enjoying it. why? because God is good, all the time. Amen to that.
Henzy David, signing off.
As Dusk Falls
1/30/2008 11:36:00 PM
