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Thursday, February 28, 2008

well, today's all about street magic, bengology and a street crossing weaver.

elaboration. well, met up with zul and ethan today to go streeting. from bugis bk, we headed down to city hall and then to marina square where to fun began. well, did my first performance to a mini-beng. who incidentally shouted right in our faces to one of his friends of some sort. and tell you, the look on his face was well on the way of being priceless. haha. but i guess i did mess up a little. lol. and really, i did.

well, the best trick so far is this. Micheal Ammar's Red Hot Mama peformed by Zul.



other than that today, was bengology. after Zul left, Ethan and I were walking around Marina Square doing a documentary, or rather, finding the right 'targets' and species. lol. from Mini-bengs to pack-bengs which travel in crowds. lol. heck.

well, today was a happy day. went out at around 7.30pm after dinner. pretty much enjoyed myself. haha.

As Dusk Falls
2/28/2008 10:49:00 PM

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

guess I'm opening a new segment in my blog. which is the Q&A section. i guess it's pretty occasional. haha.

today's response is to bobby's tag. "inspiration to blog"

well, i guess that this one is very personal. hmm, i personally get my inspiration to blog from everywhere. be it the things that happen around me, music, videos, movies, TV, books, friends, friend's friend, friend's friend's friend, issues that involve them and the like. it's like, everything that happens around you can be something to blog about.

well, as always, people try to make things complicated for themselves. so let's put down a few guidelines, or rather,

-guideline #1: if you're posting about something that you don't like, especially people, never use their real name.

-guideline #2: post on something that usually interests you or makes you want to share with everyone.

-guideline #3: well, always enjoy yourself. make your blog entertaining. include puns, jokes, lame jokes, random stuff, quotes, inspirational messages, hidden messages, videos, music, pictures and the like. include different segments in your blog.

-guideline #4: dare. whatever happens, don't let people's advices tear you down or make you demoralised. that's the last thing you want to let happen. and lastly,

-guideline #5: always, remember, always be yourself. you've got a style to the way you do things, never, never ever let that go. because that's what makes you unique and special. that's the essence of you. for me, well, it's mystery. that's my essence.

i guess that's all there is to the art of blogging. hopefully its a good enough head start for you bro. enjoy.

As Dusk Falls
2/27/2008 01:19:00 PM

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

had open cell today with Wayne sharing for the first time. hmm, it was a fresh thing, but quite well done wayne! =)

well, open cell was great, and had quite sometime of sharing and fellowship after wayne shared the message. hmm, windows live messenger is down. i can't sign in. well. i guess i'll turn in soon.

just wanna type this out.

well, God. like they say. to me, you're a personal God and i prefer to converse with you on a personal level. all things included, fear, reverence and awe. God, i just wanna tell you this is type form. well, i just wanna thank you for the people that you've placed in my life, people who are willing to accept me for who i am even though so many rumours fly about. people who appreciate me for and even the smallest things that i've done for them. God, sometimes tears of joy just well up even as i think of them. and truly, this is bliss and blessing. this is something that i always wanted, but never dared ask. truly, you know the desires of the heart. and you are the promise keeper that you always said you are. thank you Lord, for these people who know who they are.

truly, when you're passionate about God, you can trust your passions.

Henzy David, signing off.

As Dusk Falls
2/26/2008 11:23:00 PM

Monday, February 25, 2008

this is curious. i'm abit uncertain.

well. guess tonight's post would be abit random. finally got my card clip today. and it's pretty awesome. but the awesomeness isn't the best feeling that i've had so far. cuz there are things that beat this awesomeness.

i'm wondering, what's in me that makes me want to help people who don't really like me. it's just something that's unexplainable and well, i don't know how to describe it. but it's just there.

well. guess i'm just posting my thoughts on the blog tonight. haha. that's about it i guess. =) cheers mate.

God, i just pray that you let me not think so much. =) thank you Lord.

As Dusk Falls
2/25/2008 10:25:00 PM

Friday, February 22, 2008

i actually wanted to post about older songs today. but i guess I'll give it a pass. there was just something on my mind that was bugging me to post about. what is it you ask. it's the element christened "belief" or "believe".

why this Henzy David? i don't know. from last night's passions, to this night's believing. it's just all about people. all about the stuff that's happening around me i guess. why believe, or rather, in what sense? believe in yourself, believe in the things that are precious to you, believe in miracles.

why do i say this? it seems that the past few posts have been about things that come true in my life, testimonies, miracles, true happenings. yes, inclusive of this. i believed in God, and He gave me a miracle. the miracle of friendship, of love. these subtle little things that we always overlook.

well, i guess my emphasis isn't on the subtle things tonight. but on this instead. believe in yourself, because only then, will you truly be yourself. because only then will you not become someone else. when you rely too much on the advice of others, especially people who are successful, you have a tendency to become like that person, to be cast underneath another's shadow. therefore, believe in yourself. and believe, in God, who provides and fulfills his promises.

我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我
说你不需要承诺

As Dusk Falls
2/22/2008 11:03:00 PM

Thursday, February 21, 2008

we all learn. in any way that we just feel comfortable with. the hard way or otherwise. but in the end, we all still learn. strange as it seems that i'd start out my post with this statement. but its true.

i just felt compelled to post on this. especially on treasuring and appreciating what we have, the people around us, our gifts, our talents and our passions. sometimes, we just underestimate ourselves, yet, at others we're just so afraid of showing the things that we can do.

i remember this, and i'll always remember this statement.
"If we are passionate about God, we can trust God about our Passions."

how true is this? very. true to the extent that you wouldn't believe. why am i so certain? it's happened in my life. everything i do, every situation i'm in, i just find myself so calm and unafraid, so relaxed and just, maybe even confident. confident about what you ask? confident that God will always be here for me, seeing me thru and never letting me down.

you ask me, passions, what are passions? i believe passions are the things that you like to do, the things that you like in fact.

As Dusk Falls
2/21/2008 11:14:00 PM

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

after not posting for quite some time. i just decided to come back posting. been feeling pretty lazy the past few days about blogging. it just doesn't seem that my blogging rate is like how it was previously.

well, i'm pretty much running out of time. got a presentation to do and another task to do up. just as i promised. better get on it.

sometimes i just wish that it was so much easier. i must understand!! and don't worry, i will. my promises will be kept.

因為我相信

As Dusk Falls
2/20/2008 09:32:00 AM

Sunday, February 17, 2008

sorry for the lack of updates. just tired after a long day of activities that i'm lazy to blog. haha. well. i'll try my best to update for the past 2 days of missing in action.

right. [15/02/08 - #545 : choir rehearsal]

it was pretty much a normal day, cept for the fact that i kinda got up late and didn't go for lessons in the morning. only went for the afternoon one. and then headed down to bukit merah for choir rehearsal. which was quite a good one, yet tiring. and supper with jasper followed after that. pictures shall do the talking.

my personal valentine's day gift to myself, ferrero rocher, and in the bag, is Amazing Spiderman #550
my seat for the day at choir practice. =) 23!
supper with Jasper. quote jasper: Blessed is the Man who agrees to eat supper with me. for He will never go hungry!

[16/02/08 - #546 : house visiting with EJ's cell]

saturday was pretty eventful. first off, it was off to Victor's place up at serangoon. got a mismatch in timing and in the end arrived at 1.30pm instead of 12.30 which was the actual meeting time. thankfully there was Wayne who also didn't receive much info thus also thought it was 1.30.
at Victor's place
and JJ doing pull-ups!

after a round of dota, saving a Razor turtorial for victor, as he's been asking me for my strategem on that particular hero. we headed further north, to Leonard Koh's place at Hougang. stopping by the coffee shop/hawker center/kopitiam to pack lunch up to his place.

and finally, at 5.30pm, we were eastbound to Tampines. home of brother Jasper. inclusive of steamboat dinner, sleeping queens and cute white dogs. haha. then it was home for me.

[17/02/08 - #547 : tiring day]

well, as i always say, Alls well that ends well. Sunday, always ends of my week on a high note. reason's cuz there's service on sunday, and its especially high when we're serving choir. Ivan, melvin and I were in red. that means that the whole of my cell serving choir was in red. but it wasn't done on purpose. haha. well. guess that's all for today. other than visiting my teacher's place around 6. but yeah. that's all.

As Dusk Falls
2/17/2008 09:42:00 PM

Thursday, February 14, 2008

well, can you believe that for the past 18 years of my life i've spent valentine's day alone? i can't really say that its such a big deal. but this year's valentine's day is packed. but still.

Happy Valentine's Day. =)

and for those who don't believe in that, or just choose to ignore it, or just have some other reason for not accepting its V'Day, happy friendship day. which i totally forgot about until my ahpa's msg this morning. haha.

there's choir rehearsal tonight. =S although i'm seizing the moment and taking the opportunity to serve. but i just can't help but feel weird that its today. haha. hmm, maybe i'll get myself a personal v'day present or something later. as i always do at every and any special day of the year. haha.

i sincerely need to stop myself from thinking. ok, not thinking, over-thinking. note to self: make things simple for yourself Henzy David. do. not. think. so. much. it's not gonna get you anywhere. haha. oh well.

i'm happy being the way i am right now. i'm not complacent, just happy, thankful for the things around me, even the problems. because i know, whatever happens, God's still here. and i've a promise, that tells me i'll never be alone. because of God's joy, of his provision. i can be here today. have the friends i have today. love the way i do today. it's all because thousands of years ago, a man made the choice, to give up his life for us. his love resounds in the hearts of many this day, as a love that is unfailing, unconditional and life changing. but only if you embrace the fact. i can testify this, because i made the choice to embrace it.

therefore, today, i can confidently say what i said 2 years ago. that fear, is but a four letter word. because there's nothing to fear. God's in control. and when they say that, it's true. even in the toughest storms of life, if you choose to quieten your heart. you may just hear that still small voice whispering, "my child, do not fret, i'm here."


admist the coldness of the frost. the heart still resonates with the warmth of a soul.

spending and living life, guided by a set of working morals.

As Dusk Falls
2/14/2008 09:46:00 AM

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

okay, apparently rachel thinks that i'm very high tonight. well, i guess i agree. haha. must be darn happy today. lol. well, today was quite an eventful day. but just like, nothing much to talk about it.

woke up pretty energetic today, and headed down to raffles place for the ppd lesson at the asian civillisation museum. then was ccs. and dinner and stuff like that. hmm. i guess the highlight of today was this. look at the picture.


right? like what i told you eh? darn cute. haha. although its blur. but yeah. haha. couldn't really get a proper image cuz i basically wasn't suppossed to even have an image. haha.

As Dusk Falls
2/13/2008 11:00:00 PM

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that He may lift you up in due time. [1 Peter 5:6]

have you lost your innocence

你说被火烧过 才能出现凤凰

As Dusk Falls
2/12/2008 11:43:00 AM

Monday, February 11, 2008

this morning was high speed. everything was going so fast, tasks down like one after another. i have to admit it, i pretty much liked it that way. haha. collected my phone and got my decks in pretty much less than an hour.

i can say that its good having random stuff on your hands at anytime. well. other than that, i've kinda lost like inspiration to blog. haha. i don't know what to blog anymore!!! lol.

tell me about it. anyways. here's to a good day. cheers!

As Dusk Falls
2/11/2008 09:21:00 PM

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Happy Birthday Cyndi! =)

well. it seems that when i'm tired i'm not exactly fully myself, abit quicker to anger. but i'm working on it. i don't wanna lose my cool just because of something small. not this time round. haha.

today was a great visiting day. well, although my throat is still like darn irritating. but i guess everything turned out fine. haha. yup. so i guess that's all for tonight. pretty tired. so yeah.

As Dusk Falls
2/09/2008 11:51:00 PM

Friday, February 08, 2008

fact number one: singaporeans are very skeptical.

solution. go for mentalism. truth be told, that's the only way if you wanna get the effect right. go for mentalism. play with the mind. i'm thinking, well, maybe i'm considering the route down mentalism. haha. it's useful in more than this one aspect. so i'm guessing. well, shan't type it out here.

aside from that. it seems that all the shops are closed today. so it's a pretty sad thing for me. since i kinda like went out to try to get some new clothes. but oh well, alls well that ends well. in the end, i found myself walking down orchard road to cineleisure with Jasper. waiting for bobby and then walking back to plaza singapura for dessert. haha. good time of fellowship. and i'm pretty lazy to blog more tonight. haha. oh yes, pray for me. the pain in my throat isn't gone yet. but i'm praying for it to go. now. lol. =) ending here.

and since i'm clicking the post button at 12:04am on the 9th of Feb, i wanna say Happy Birthday Cyndi!! =) God Bless you. haha.

As Dusk Falls
2/08/2008 11:32:00 PM

Thursday, February 07, 2008

well, due to some unspecified reasons, my post came very late. haha. this is actually yesterday's post. anyways. here's pretty much what happened yesterday(7feb).

well, its like the first day of chinese new year, and there wasn't much that i could do seeing that i didn't have very many relatives in singapore. God, who am i kidding. i dont even have relatives in singapore at this current point of time.

met up with hannah and pretty much, well. yeah. entertained her with a few tricks up my sleeve. that wasn't really literal, but in some sense it is. if you know what i'm learning right now. haha. she then got a call from her dad, asking her to bring both me and liying up to her aunt's place. lol, for dinner. haha. it was quite a pleasant surprise. lol. and i ended up "biao yan-ning" to the rest of her cousins and brother. lol.

we can say it's like, a huge confidence booster and it so makes me feel like going streeting now. but i guess, there's just something missing. haha. something that i still need to find. haha. anyways, that was pretty much my first day of the chinese new year. alls well that ends well. haha.

影中巡逻

As Dusk Falls
2/07/2008 11:50:00 PM

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

right. as you all know, i was sick like, yesterday. but Praise the Lord, i'm ok now! haha. hallelujah. well, thank God that He healed me before CNY. but then again, i dont seem to have much to do during this year's CNY. pretty much cuz my relatives are in malaysia, and there doesn't seem to be anyone that i can go out with during these two days.

jeez, feeling abit emo now. well, i'm thinking up this post as we go along. so it may seem abit random. hmm, today, is a good day. well, maybe i'll stay home and psalm up the whole day or something. haha. its not that i don't have a family or something know. its not that i seek attention of something. jeez. why do people just think that way.

right. let's just end here. haha. anyways, back to where we left off. Happy Chinese New Year people. so go forth and collect the bounty that must be claimed from those red colored envelopes. enjoy yourselves guys. haha.

As Dusk Falls
2/06/2008 11:45:00 PM

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

right.

I'm back! after being down for one day. or rather, a night, a morning and half of an afternoon. well, lets just count it as a day. I am back! lol. although still feeling abit lost an blurry, but yea. haha.

ok, here's the reason. seemingly got hit by high fever and a throat infection that came out of God knows where. presumably its due to a lack of water and overheating of my body. but yeah. Praise the Lord that i'm ok now. and thanks to those few people who prayed for me. thank God for you guys. haha.

hmm. i'm pretty much fine now. haha. you can almost say that i'm back to normal. haha. ok. alright then. off i go. haha, still needa do CNY shopping! lol.

As Dusk Falls
2/05/2008 11:01:00 PM

Sunday, February 03, 2008

hmm. this sunday was abit different. was up for choir today. yeah. that's a good thing, in some sense.

other than that. i'm actually abit irritated with my phone. lol. which is currently giving me trouble enough for me to want to send it in for about 2-3days for repair. lol.

guess that's all for tonight

As Dusk Falls
2/03/2008 10:46:00 PM

Saturday, February 02, 2008

stangely, there always seems to be an un-settleable stirring within me. as if there's this reserve of power that just trying to find a way to unleash itself. but just cannot find a way to.

post updated at 11:46PM

okay. i'm abit pissed. but i'll leave the issue to both of my fathers. Father God, and my real father. haha. really really thank God for him. he's like, so. i dunno, powerful, awesome and blessed. haha. sometime i just feel i'm like a chip off the old block. radical, misunderstood but blessed.

guess that ends my post for tonight.

i wanna go streeting. but i just don't really got the inventory of tricks up yet. lol. well, at least i have a small one. haha.

As Dusk Falls
2/02/2008 04:48:00 PM

Friday, February 01, 2008

talk about a brand new day. here we are, adrenaline pumped, power surged henzy david. the past few days have been gruelling, truly torturous. i slept at 3.45am last night. reason cuz i was basically just rushing up the finishing touches on my white project for grading today.

well, alls well that ends well. declaring holiday today. and right after that, headed down to Settler's Cafe at Holland Village for one helluva destressing session filled with snorts, squeaks, meaows and the like, chomping, uglying, bone snatching, word guessing, laughter and falling monkeys. at the scene with me were brothers Ben, Keith and Melvin. along with Denise, Cherie and Felicia.

truly, i'm drained, tired, exhausted. but i'm happy. and that's all that matters. for the joy of the Lord is my strength. cheers people. for my classmates, enjoy the one week holiday! and Happy Chinese New Year!


my army of monkeys.

so, what really happens after lunch? just thought that this photo looked pretty interesting. haha.

看不見你的笑要我怎麼睡得著

As Dusk Falls
2/01/2008 10:42:00 PM








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