Thursday, February 14, 2008
well, can you believe that for the past 18 years of my life i've spent valentine's day alone? i can't really say that its such a big deal. but this year's valentine's day is packed. but still.
Happy Valentine's Day. =)
and for those who don't believe in that, or just choose to ignore it, or just have some other reason for not accepting its V'Day, happy friendship day. which i totally forgot about until my ahpa's msg this morning. haha.
there's choir rehearsal tonight. =S although i'm seizing the moment and taking the opportunity to serve. but i just can't help but feel weird that its today. haha. hmm, maybe i'll get myself a personal v'day present or something later. as i always do at every and any special day of the year. haha.
i sincerely need to stop myself from thinking. ok, not thinking, over-thinking. note to self: make things simple for yourself Henzy David. do. not. think. so. much. it's not gonna get you anywhere. haha. oh well.
i'm happy being the way i am right now. i'm not complacent, just happy, thankful for the things around me, even the problems. because i know, whatever happens, God's still here. and i've a promise, that tells me i'll never be alone. because of God's joy, of his provision. i can be here today. have the friends i have today. love the way i do today. it's all because thousands of years ago, a man made the choice, to give up his life for us. his love resounds in the hearts of many this day, as a love that is unfailing, unconditional and life changing. but only if you embrace the fact. i can testify this, because i made the choice to embrace it.
therefore, today, i can confidently say what i said 2 years ago. that fear, is but a four letter word. because there's nothing to fear. God's in control. and when they say that, it's true. even in the toughest storms of life, if you choose to quieten your heart. you may just hear that still small voice whispering, "my child, do not fret, i'm here."
admist the coldness of the frost. the heart still resonates with the warmth of a soul.
spending and living life, guided by a set of working morals.
As Dusk Falls
2/14/2008 09:46:00 AM
