Tuesday, March 25, 2008
The Memories of Nobody; Baptism
after the change of blogskin. well, not exactly a change. i just remembered this bit about baptism. or rather, imagining baptism of a friend. and it just brought me back to when i was baptised, about, roughly nearly 2 years ago. it just reminds me of how far I've come.
with the darkness closing in on me. i guess this is a timely reminder. a reminder of how much God's brought me through, how far I've come from the darkness that so seeks to consume me once more. as much as i'm facinated with things of the dark, the powers and abilities that can be done with them. somehow, something in me just tells me not to go there. and for once, i will listen.
you've brought me thus far. given up even yourself for me and blessed me with so much. brought miracles to my life, given me hope and people that i can rely on, and brought me across the line. this time, i'm not going back. for all you've done, i will not. for all you've given me, i won't. just like the time where i came up through the waters, i'll leave everything behind and not return to them. i don't want to face them again, for i know the fear that the instill, the curse that they bring, the hate that the clothe the bearer.
the 2nd year is approaching. the 31st of march will mark that. which also marks the 4th year. here i stand, forgiven.
Those who stand for nothing, fall for anything. - Alexander Hamilton
As Dusk Falls
3/25/2008 12:06:00 PM
