Monday, March 31, 2008
i can't really differentiate, whether I'm just bored, or I'm feeling down. but that's the reason why I'm posting here. because i know I've a responsibility. a duty to fulfill. but not just for the sake of fulfilling that duty, not because i need to. but because i want to.
Phase Three : Raise the Bar
i know. lately, i haven't been myself, well, at least for the past 3 days or so. truthfully, i myself can't even comprehend why I'm in this state. simply, i don't know.
but then again, sometimes, there are somethings that we just don't know, yet, are of no importance knowing at all. i always preach this, to follow your heart. to trust your passions. as i type this post out, it seems that I'm reminded that I've forgotten that. forgotten to practice what i preach. i have to, i can't let myself pull myself down.
there are people that are relying on me. people whom I'm concerned for, whom i personally feel that i want to take care of. in short, people who i love. me being in this state isn't advantageous whatsoever, be it to myself, or to others.
I'm gonna do it. i won't fail. I'll lead by example. i have to be optimistic. i have to believe. and i will.
As Dusk Falls
3/31/2008 01:39:00 PM
