Wednesday, April 30, 2008
"...don't worry, I'll guard her with my life."
i'm in the mood for random quotes. welcome to post number 601 of Henzy David's blog. well, like i posted the final act of Loveless in the previous post. i seem to have come up with another random quote from my mind. this one, well, i guess it's pretty sweet. haha.
just got home, well, had a great time of fellowshipping with Jonathan, Cyndi and Vivien on the way back. haha. just have that, family feeling when i'm around them, well. it's a heart warming thing. haha. cheers.
As Dusk Falls
4/30/2008 11:59:00 PM
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return.
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice.
-Loveless (Final Fantasy 7: Crisis Core)
today was a great day for me. well, although i was near to dead tired, i really did enjoy myself. haha.
As Dusk Falls
4/29/2008 11:09:00 PM
Monday, April 28, 2008
today seemed pretty normal to me. well, actually. it was abit different.
found myself in a very peculiar photoshopping situation whereby i had to pass on my knowledge of the trade down to my DaJie Joa and Melissa. and then finding myself having to do a poster for the upcoming sport fiesta for Julee. all in all, it was pretty fun. good time of catching up with dajie too. haha.
As Dusk Falls
4/28/2008 11:13:00 PM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
truthfully speaking, i haven't been really talking much lately. today for example, i haven't really spoken a word. strangely, i seem to reserve myself for certain people. my words, the times where i open my mouth to speak. i wonder, this, curse of the silent, is it because of the stuff that happened before, because of me not wanting myself to get into another phase where i find myself in a situation of utmost irritance and having the consequence of people thinking that i'm ignorant, arrogant, stubborn, selfish, self-centered and most strangely of all, dangerous?
i wonder. what's happening. why is it that after so long, some people still don't choose to see the true side of Henzy David. we wonder, when the rest of us trust him why is it that that select few, the elites chosen by society, choose not to. yet they choose to label him, to deny him, to believe that faux self that he put up.
look through the fog. he reveals himself to people time to time. you'll only find it if you know what you're looking for. i'm just glad that i have a few, those few that truly know and accept me for what and who i am. the ShadowHearts.
The Death of a Day
by Henzy David
Canon IXUS 850IS
As Dusk Falls
4/26/2008 10:00:00 PM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
generally, I'm on holidays. so, they've been asking, what do i plan to do this holidays?
well, generally, a normal person would want to go out, get a job, earn some money and stuff like that. well, I'm not saying that it's a bad thing to do. but I've got my reasons for not doing so. well, in some sense, the June holidays are coming too. so, many other things to do. haha.
well, what do i really plan on doing? here's a list.
1) work my magic.
generally, I'm seeking to improve my magic's potential(if that's what it's called). already gotten myself 2 new tricks that I'm currently working on. the effects are freaky, real freaky. just the way i like my effects. unpredictable, heart stopping, mind blowing and totally freaky. well, the emphasis is on the freaky-ness.
2) philosophy and psychology.
taking the hint from anthony khong, i'm actually thinking of looking into these two subjects. so says he that i've got lots of these crazy little ideas and theories in my head. now, if only i could prove them right. like the one about rules being imperfect as they were created by imperfect beings, us humans to be exact. and psychology, well.. that's another story.
3) folding stuff.
nope, you didn't read it wrongly. folding what? generally, stuff that can be folded with straws.
4) my blogskin.
really, i should get a new banner. this one's been sitting here for the past 2 years or so, if i can remember. so i'm planning on doing up a new one, this time, in full color.
5) Vhyzhyn's logo.
yup. he's been asking for this one for quite long. so i better go do it up.
6) go running.
yeah. this one is real strange. cuz i've never really done that. personally go for a run of something. but, it's something new. so yeah.
well, guess that's pretty much all for now. hmm, what am i doing now? well, i'm running myself through FF7: Crisis Core for the 3rd time. this time, in hope of completing it 100%.
Restrained Potential
by Henzy David
Canon IXUS 850IS
As Dusk Falls
4/24/2008 11:50:00 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
cool. this is interesting. saw it on keith's blog. so i thought i'd give it a try. turns out it's pretty darn accurate. in some sense. hahaha. more original Henzy David post tonight. and people, i just woke up! lol.
What Henzy David Means |
 You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you. You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night. Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. |
As Dusk Falls
4/22/2008 01:29:00 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
we're all waiting. all of us. Frostwhisper, Paradox. long have we bore the curse of sorrows, the darkness clouded us. now this curse has been broken and the darkness lifted, forbidden we have been to strike. alas, the moment has come. but now, we have willingly been forbidden. because of love.
I wonder what's your plan, what's your motives. your true motives. our father isn't an excuse, neither is he a pushing point or an option to place another into a difficult situation. becareful where you tread. for the world is dangerous. becareful your choice of words, for you never know when those exact words would be used against you. acknowledge it, it's a fact. some of us, a generally better in some sense that what you think of us. we can do things that you never thought possible.
"We all admit to this, none of us are perfect. To me, imperfection, it's a style. It shows of room for improvement, the ability to become even better." -Henzy David
and it's final. i'm on holiday cuz my assessments are over. but i'm not exactly very happy at the moment. well, i'm waiting for something important. that'll pretty much make my day today. well, after nearly not sleeping last night, chionging cab down, well. i think i need a rest. it's all in God's hands now.
after all this, i'm still thanking Him for all He's done, for all the blessings that He's given to me in life. really, it's pure joy. =) thanks to Him. and thanks to all those who've truly stood by me. =) my promises to you people will be kept. for your loyalty to me, well. is just unexplainable.
As Dusk Falls
4/21/2008 09:16:00 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
you know what. it was enjoyable. purely enjoyable. i mean, the sense of serving God in the hospitality team is just, well, enjoyable. haha. today just seemed to be like, one of those good days when you feel God and everything, its like, you can really feel that tangible feeling of peace and His presence when you put your heart to serve Him, what's more, the added incentive is being able to serve Him with the people you love. =) cheers to the hospitality team man, cheers to the team in sector A! haha. although i only remember, ben, me, cyndi, vivien, shawn, guowei, shunfa. lol.
well, tomorrow's judgement day. i'm not exactly sleeping tonight. like i said right, all the way till the last minute. let's do this Henzy David, finish the job, and you can purely enjoy yourself no matter what the outcome. It's all in God's hands now.
As Dusk Falls
4/20/2008 11:33:00 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
you know what the problem with people nowadays is? it's that they don't live life to the fullest everyday. right, maybe that's an overstatement.
but still. that's what i'm gonna post about tonight. livin' life to the fullest. well, not in a long run thing, but instead, each and everyday.
well, aside from that. i'm pretty drained today. started even before i woke up. there was this energy sapping dream that felt so darn real. haha. can say taht i'm halfway thru my flipbook. and well, although it's simple and can say abit kiddish, but i'm loving it. it's an achievement alright, finally able to make stuff move by just flipping pages. lol.
guess that's all for tonight people. alright. back to work.
As Dusk Falls
4/18/2008 10:41:00 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
today, we talk about hope. what hope? hope, hope, hope. some say hope is overrated. well, most people say most things are overrated, like being normal for example, or being the best in class or best in your area of work and the like. well, just like the rest of these things, they only become overrated if you choose to accept that "fact".
monday, the 21st of april is my assessment. well, at least the assessments for those taking media arts down at lasalle. considering the fact that both me and joel feel that we're well on our way to not making it. i'm here with a realisation. a never-give-up realisation. what hope did i get today? well, my hope came when we heard that it only takes getting a D to pass. so well, i'm betting(this is not gambling) on my finals to pull me through, and also, that hope that God provides. i know i can, i'm not giving up because i know that i'm here for a reason. i'm believing that i can, holding on to that hope, even if it's faint. but i know, i trust, He'll bring me through it, one way or another.
not gonna give up so easily. all the way till the last minute! God be with me.
well, here's what i got for this year's birthday! the picture is pretty self-explanatory.
As Dusk Falls
4/17/2008 04:40:00 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
how bout a post that's not meaningless or substantial. here i am, trying to keep my blog up to standards. but then again, i find myself inspirationless at the moment, or maybe i'm just plain lazy or my mind's not working right.
guess i'm pretty tired out. running around, doing up my flipbook for animation. of the many things that are in my mind, those few aren't really the thoughts that are of greater importance. so what is you ask.
some know, some don't. some want to know, some just couldn't be bothered. but well. greater importance? friends. you could say that i'm mainly concerned for the ShadowHearts, my closer ones. oh well.
i've recently been racking my brain on the issue of patience too. because i seemed to reach a point whereby my patience comes to an end, and well, i just become un-henzylike. patience is an issue that i've to deal with, so is laziness. can't say i've got it in the bag, but well, i'm working on it. just like my presentation skills.
God bless me. my holidays are coming, and so is the major assessment. in which i'm doomed if i don't do something quick. hahahaha. sickening. xD
As Dusk Falls
4/16/2008 10:41:00 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
We cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand. - Randy Pausch
so to say. its pretty true that statement.
As Dusk Falls
4/15/2008 11:45:00 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
it's 3 days past my birthday and lots of things have happened. i've gone on a roller coaster ride of emotions, from way up sky-high, to down low. done many things, from waiting for 3-4 hours for a close-one, to having the most sincere smile that i've ever had in my whole life.
this year's birthday, wasn't much that i expected. but it was also, at the same time, more than i expected. because of the people around me, the closer ones; the people who choose to accept me for who i am, the people who choose to make the effort to see the true me. not the mhystry, not the brethren, but the true Henzy David for who he is.
it's a joy, sometimes, to be performing magic. though i have a high tendency of looking for the real freaky ones, but still, it's a joy. it's like i've found my passion, another one, and everytime you get a reaction that just goes "woah", you smile, you think to yourself, "hey, it's done." purely entertaining.
thank God for this year's birthday. well, thank God for the one(s) who celebrated my birthday with me this year. =)
As Dusk Falls
4/14/2008 01:11:00 PM
Friday, April 11, 2008
11 april 2008. let's backtrack one day before shall we,
10 april 2008. one could say that this is the best day of my life. =) really enjoyed myself to the fullest, so much so that i ended the day hoping the day wouldn't have to end. haha. I'm sure all my dreams and wishes would come true. well, i know they did. miracles, miracles truly exist. haha. best birthday of my life.
alright. before i leave the house like, soon. Happy birthday to me!
As Dusk Falls
4/11/2008 08:20:00 AM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
All of us, each one of us, we all have far more control over our lives.
Ultimately, I think we'd like to admit or take responsibility for.
-Wayne Houchin
-Wayne Houchin
For those of you who know who Wayne Houchin is, good for you. for those who don't, well, you could say that it isn't really that important. but truth be told, I'm quite inspired by this guy.
true. all of us have far more control over our lives than we think we do. we just don't seem to be able to admit is or take responsibility for it. or, on another hand, just don't seem to want to take responsibility for.
we are all responsible for the consequences of our actions. we know it so well enough. so it's time, face your consequences, don't run away from them. we have more than enough power to face that, we of which who know that it is inevitable. it's the price to pay. i know it. i've got no fear of facing my consequences, so much so that it becomes a part of my life. because i admit i have control over my life, and i admit too, that i make the choice also, to let some people make the choice with me.
choose your stand. choose to take that responsiblity over the control of your life. if you know you're right, you can take the risk.
2 more days.
What's the first thing you think about when you open your eyes?
As Dusk Falls
4/09/2008 07:35:00 PM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
my heart skipped a beat.
i've been smiling inside all the way ever since after service. haha. =)
He loves you too.
As Dusk Falls
4/06/2008 10:38:00 PM
Saturday, April 05, 2008
you can say today was quite an unexpected random day for me. things didn't seem to be considered before it was done. but all in all, i guess the results were good. haha.
Phase Four : Shadow of your Wings
Keep me as the apple of your eye; hide me in the shadow of your wings.
-Psalm 17:8, the Bible, the New International Version
isn't it abit too obvious?
somehow, that's the current question that's on my mind. the shadow's guise. the cover of excellence. amazing. truly amazing. if you get what i mean.
amazing is also, being the apple of the eye. knowing that God's always there, wherever you go. without a fear, without a doubt. a trust that's so discreet in the eyes of man, has weight in any sense of the word whatsoever. purely amazing.
if you're out to get me, i guess, somehow or rather my heart knows. it feels. it's strange, a person that relies on his feelings is generally thought to be either too naive or just plain insane. which human being would have abilities or special powers. such thoughts have been shunned since the beginning of the modern age.
but have you ever wondered, what if? what if it was true? what if the feeling that your heart gives you is indeed an ability that is so underrated, so modestly unobtrusive that it has become neglected by our minds and classified under illogical? we never know.
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the opportune moment. Phase Five : The Prestige
As Dusk Falls
4/05/2008 10:36:00 PM
Thursday, April 03, 2008
tonight's post will be darn short. well. partially cuz i don't know what to blog about. and yeah.
quote one: happy day.
quote two: dattebayo plays quite interesting april fool's jokes.
quote three: post end
quite tired. haha.
As Dusk Falls
4/03/2008 11:11:00 PM
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
how'd i describe my day today? well. quite normal i guess. not exactly very fast paced. but quite enjoyable in some sense.
had a NYDC mudpie for dinner. strangely enough. haha. but that wasn't exactly the highlight of today. well. instead, this is. haha. Elmo and Cookie Monster!
As Dusk Falls
4/02/2008 09:33:00 PM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
ok. April Fool's day. well, it hasn't been tradition since the day that i left secondary school. well, either that, or i just don't have anyone to fool see. haha. oh well.
tonight's will be a short post. and once again. we come to the point of time in the year whereby i declare that it is just a short 10 days more to a very special day indeed. my birthday. =) well. i'm hoping that this year's would be abit more special than the previous years. hmm, still holding on to the hope of a happy birthday i guess. oh well. that's Henzy David for you. as hopeful as ever.
Next Up! PS in Sg!
and did i note this? well. i guess i didn't. but it should be noted. they're coming. they're coming! who? 9 more days. haha. 9 more days to the Planetshakers Singapore tour. this is exciting. haha. guess this year's birthday would be one of the best after all. =) joy-filled heart flows tears of joy. seems like a great birthday present from God. haha.
details are on this poster. haha. click to enlarge. like duh! haha.
As Dusk Falls
4/01/2008 08:11:00 PM
