The Silent Guardian; Your Guardian

Saturday, September 20, 2008

it has been awhile since i've been here, and yes, there are alot of new stuff to blog about now, from being absent from this space for 4 days. school's been eating my time, especially thursday class which spans from 2-6pm. smack right in the middle of the afternoon. instantly kills that day that one.

love is friday class though, the lecturer's great, the places that we go to are great, notably esplanade last week and T3 changi airport this week. next week would be suntec city. side from that, we've found a travelling buddy at school. haha. one Daryl Leonidas Tan for the win! lol. God bless him to be able to get to the next level and not retain like me. haha. well, i guess God really has his own plans that we won't know.

New Game that's being played: Star Wars; The Force Unleashed.
this one's cool. very very cool. there's really nothing much that i can say about it right now cuz i'm trying to hold in my thoughts for the next paragraph. but all i can say, is that this is one heck of a good game. for storyline, effects. especially when i'm playing it on a handheld console.

there was this interesting conversation that i wanna take special note of which happened on friday. we were at Popeye's at T1 after drawing class. I was with Gerry, Isabelle and Daryl. what were we talking about exactly? interesting topic, believing in Christ and the stuff that follows it. like why we do certain stuff as christians/catholic, why we believe in certain stuff.

i come to quote something that bobby said a week ago, that i really do believe in. I'm the kind of guy that new christians would be better off not being near me. but for the older ones, i'm the guy that challenges their beliefs. for what cause? i believe thats very simple. to make their belief stronger. apparently, i've come by to interpret that people of the faith don't want their people to challenge their beliefs due to the fear of them falling away. difference again, i'm not, i believe that i'm God's people.

honestly speaking, if you fall away, that just means that you've convinced yourself otherwise of what you initially believed in. i have a strong emphasis on a human's willpower in his or her own life. i believe that ultimately, every single one of us is in control of our own circumstances, situations, etc etc etc. i believe that for myself, i won't allow myself to fall away from God even if i challenge my beliefs due to the reason that i understand that He has sacrificed so much for me because He loves me and still does and will always do.

many would disagree with me. but like i always say, what to do? that's just me. and it's something that i love about myself. well, i'm used to it. so it doesn't matter to me. just think about it. challenging your beliefs for the sake of making yourself stronger.