Wednesday, October 29, 2008
there are times where i want to eat, but just can't eat. and there are times where i want to stop eating, but just can't stop.
i keep pacing around, trying to distract my mind from stuff. trying to reconfigure my system to sit down and do something. trying to stop myself from thinking too much. i know, i seem to know that i must get out of the house. soon. soon, i tell myself. maybe after i finish acquiring DJ Max Clazziquai Ed.
we're missing you already.
50% of Eclipse to go.
As Dusk Falls
10/29/2008 01:01:00 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
sigh, the carelessness of me. i should have checked when i realised that there was no tapping sound when i tapped my card. but i thought it was a minor fluke. who knows that i'd actually left my ezlink card at the lan shop. thank God for Wayne who went down to pick it up for me. while i was busy with other stuff. mainly.....
Trybe. at YISS. for a student leader programme. that was fun. i mean, i didn't expect to see that many of the people that i'd taken in the previous YI run there. it was actually quite shocking. a certain ridzuan, joey and a few others whom i can't remember their names clearly. running the station of "tallest challenge" with roxy was actually very very HOT! due to the weather. surprised also by team 3; Tuesday, my team. lol. their record at my station was thus far the best one, 1.85m. of what? of stacked feet soles. Tuesday eventually went on to come up top. haha. good job Tuesday!
thankfully also to porkshan's eyedrops that my eye is now okay. haha. irritated by the air conditioning drying up the moisture in my right eye. lol. that's all for today.
As Dusk Falls
10/28/2008 11:48:00 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
its a public holiday, and it feels like the world just came to a standstill. time feel frozen. it doesn't feel like it's afternoon, just feels like it's stuck here. maybe i'm just dazed. maybe that's the cause.
"it's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do."
As Dusk Falls
10/27/2008 12:46:00 PM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
and with every step together, we just keep on getting better.
saturday was cool. funny, i watched two movies today. but i'm not up for reviews tonight. just commentaries.
the first, watched in the morning, was High School Musical 3. not bad. i mean, seeing it on the big screen for the first time just totally changed the atmosphere about it, maybe because other times i'd watched it on the computer, so the quality might not have been that good due to the reason that it may have been ripped from the TV or something, but the theatre screen changed it all. i wouldn't say that it's worth the watch on big screen though, some parts a little draggy, some parts very corny/lame, but some parts were just, hmm, looking for the word, umm, sweet, i guess.
the second movie, was Tropic Thunder. M18, reason being that the vulgarities used within the movie were used like there was no tomorrow. that aside though, it was crazily hilarious. i mean, star-studded cast, real-life trailer replicas, the beijing crying monkey award, and flying, spinning kid. very funny. this one is a must watch for those who just wanna laugh at some brainless, mindless, killing action. hahaha.
other than that, i finally managed to get my copy of Eclipse of the Twilight Saga. which completes the collection.
so gonna watch the Twilight movie. here's the trailer.
on another note. the final note for tonight i guess. is just one song that i really think is nice. DONT JUDGE ME!!! hahaha. but it's not from tropic thunder. lol. those who watched it would know what i mean.
right, here's the song.
As Dusk Falls
10/25/2008 11:44:00 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
while i'm gaining momentum, i'm slowly losing my concentration or control over my mind. it's frustrating to know. for once you're gaining speed and enjoyment over something that you have to and like to do. but it inadvertedly is causing you to slowly lose control over you mind, creating a maelstrom of total chaos within. my thoughts are practically flying everywhere, the voices in my head a pure chaos. (did i ever tell you that i talk to myself in my head? lol!)
it's a near-complete system failure. and the sadder thing is that my earphones just broke down on me. can't hear one side. sigh.
need prayer! and need to control myself.
As Dusk Falls
10/21/2008 10:09:00 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
Dilemma. that's the best word to describe the situation that we're in right now. it seems that the choices of life are abit problematic for henzy david at the current situation. the 'work' option has currently been aborted due to family reasons, namely because 'dad' doesn't encourage it, prefering to encourage 'concentration' on studies. acceptable thus far. at least that's one problem solved.
'workload' on the other hand, refering to the amount of work from school is a different story nonetheless. it is enjoyable, and the momentum is slowly building, but i wonder how long it will last. i'll just have to make myself persevere for another 5 weeks, and it'll all be over. for now. at least that is under my means of control.
it seems also that my temperament fluctuates while i'm in a state that people would call 'blur' or 'dazed'. true.
honestly, i'm just doing updates. i've like got no idea why i'm typing all this out. maybe just to clear my mind abit for now. it really needs that i guess. so many things in my mind right now. and only one that's really that damn important. but only God can solve that problem. honestly, how is my relationship with people around me or even with God the father. i'm perplexed, confused. i'm praying, hoping that this would be solved soon. i don't want this to drag on further, especially when it comes to relationships, God knows how much i treasure them. calm down, don't lose your mind.
well, today's trybe run at Boon Lay sec was fun. namely because the class was pretty interactive and fun to be with. lighthearted, sec 2 - 7. enjoyed myself there.
As Dusk Falls
10/20/2008 11:50:00 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
recently, i've been up to alot of weird and random stuff. notably, buffing my room with new stuff. devouring books once more, hanging out with friends, and well, just basically relaxing myself for the time being. this is all preparation for what i'm going to do next. which is to sit myself down and finish up most, hopefully all of my work for school within the next 6weeks. and then enjoy even more for the 6weeks after that, which is holiday! hopefully can get some extra cash again. haha, then it'll be christmas.
a restraining order placed on myself recently, or just me, restraining myself from buying totally redundant stuff. which follows - Sode no Shirayuki; translated Sleeve of White Snow. which is Kuchiki Rukia's Zanpaktou/Katana/whatever-you-want-to-call-it. which is extremely beautiful, so much so that no picture of it will do it justice, and also incredibly light.
a V for Vendetta poster. which costs $80. which is also not allowed to be in SG, which is also a collector's item, and is also, incredibly, incredibly rare. but still. i don't need it. just wanted it for it's tagline.
but the things that i did get however. were reasonably cool and..... and......... and................
not so redundant. check it out.
1) Spider-Man 3 Movie Posters
now fashionably spicing up my room wall. these two spider-man 3 posters were happily acquired using Ethan's 20% staff discount, A2 sized, available at Popcorn Pop, while stocks last.
2) Twilight and New Moon
written by Author Stephenie Meyers. thilling, adrenaline pumping, romantic. and sometimes, just a wee bit able to make you lost. it's worth the read. i finished twilight 4days after i got it, and just got New Moon today. haha. Eclipse and Breaking Dawn are next!
3) Design Store Graniph Shirt
for $30, if two are purchased. otherwise, its $35. description not required. picture is self-explanatory.
As Dusk Falls
10/13/2008 09:48:00 PM
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Henzy David has been inactive for four days. due to a few certain reasons. namely.
he was sick, on the 6th and 7th of October.
other reasons are either too superficial, or well. i just forgotten. haha. right. currently, it seems that this october's gonna be nightmarish. gotta finish up lots of work. oh well. guess it is inevitable. damn, i need a long long long long slack break. lol. totally at a loss of what to blog about. so i guess i'll end here.
As Dusk Falls
10/07/2008 10:39:00 PM
Friday, October 03, 2008
it is true that the presence of God can be felt when the brethren gather. building up each other when fellowshipping about all things related to the art of having a relationship with the Father in Heaven.
"i see it as a sign, it's time to take over..."
i sincerely love my friday lessons. dispite having to travel to locations far off sometimes, i find it very fun and interesting. another very fun thing is multiplayer mode, conquer the galaxy mode, of star wars the force unleashed on PSP. lol. which i spent wednesday night and today afternoon playing with wayne and bobby. lol. guess that's all for now.
We're still waiting
Henzy David
Canon IXUS 850IS
As Dusk Falls
10/03/2008 10:03:00 PM
