Monday, October 20, 2008
Dilemma. that's the best word to describe the situation that we're in right now. it seems that the choices of life are abit problematic for henzy david at the current situation. the 'work' option has currently been aborted due to family reasons, namely because 'dad' doesn't encourage it, prefering to encourage 'concentration' on studies. acceptable thus far. at least that's one problem solved.
'workload' on the other hand, refering to the amount of work from school is a different story nonetheless. it is enjoyable, and the momentum is slowly building, but i wonder how long it will last. i'll just have to make myself persevere for another 5 weeks, and it'll all be over. for now. at least that is under my means of control.
it seems also that my temperament fluctuates while i'm in a state that people would call 'blur' or 'dazed'. true.
honestly, i'm just doing updates. i've like got no idea why i'm typing all this out. maybe just to clear my mind abit for now. it really needs that i guess. so many things in my mind right now. and only one that's really that damn important. but only God can solve that problem. honestly, how is my relationship with people around me or even with God the father. i'm perplexed, confused. i'm praying, hoping that this would be solved soon. i don't want this to drag on further, especially when it comes to relationships, God knows how much i treasure them. calm down, don't lose your mind.
well, today's trybe run at Boon Lay sec was fun. namely because the class was pretty interactive and fun to be with. lighthearted, sec 2 - 7. enjoyed myself there.
As Dusk Falls
10/20/2008 11:50:00 PM
