Tuesday, October 21, 2008
while i'm gaining momentum, i'm slowly losing my concentration or control over my mind. it's frustrating to know. for once you're gaining speed and enjoyment over something that you have to and like to do. but it inadvertedly is causing you to slowly lose control over you mind, creating a maelstrom of total chaos within. my thoughts are practically flying everywhere, the voices in my head a pure chaos. (did i ever tell you that i talk to myself in my head? lol!)
it's a near-complete system failure. and the sadder thing is that my earphones just broke down on me. can't hear one side. sigh.
need prayer! and need to control myself.
As Dusk Falls
10/21/2008 10:09:00 PM
