Sunday, November 30, 2008
i find it abit complicating. this thing called life. never really was a fan of it, although i loved mine pretty much. the way things were handed out to me. but still, it is really complicating. to have to do so many things to balance out life.
abit of anger burning, abit of control lost, and it seems that my posture has been jeopardised. how long has it been since i lost it in an outside area. but at that point, did it seem to care? no. it seems that i've become one that doesn't really bother about what others think sometimes. it's a pro and con. but still. it's over. and let's put the past behind us.
Legends are written, sometimes, by themselves.
As Dusk Falls
11/30/2008 11:28:00 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy, for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls. 1 Peter 1:8-9
as it is, this verse was sent to me as the daily verse for the day. and yes, also as it is. it's been said i think more than once after i read the verse. once i think was at today's open cell. so. how coincidental is it. not at all. planned as they say.
well. today was another one of those totally unmotivated days. find myself lazying around. i don't think my work will be sufficient for tml. but i've been sent a first warning letter. apparently, attendance for october wasn't enough. 71%. lol. ok. interesting.
sigh. let 12pm tomorrow come quick. let it come quick. and let all this be over with, for now. i need a break. and a real good one. with sun, wind and sky, maybe not too much sun. hahaha.
Pillars of the Sun
Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
11/27/2008 04:43:00 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
i wish i had more time. then again, who doesn't wish they had more time. i think i'm demoralised by the aftermath of the 2d. i'm now in a state of nua-ness. lol. totally slacked off total playing patapon and meeting people up. lol. well. the good news is. hmm. i'm still alive. i guess that counts as good news. haha.
hmm. picked up a copy of photoshop cs3 for digital photographers at the library today. the condition was horrible. lol. coffee stains on top, cover's ripped in places, white and black spots at most places. damn, i really hate people who don't take care of stuff. lol.
guess that's all for the night. haha.
Ripples of the Sky
Henzy David
As Dusk Falls
11/26/2008 09:26:00 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
now I've got a dilemma. and as if being stressed over school wasn't bad enough.
on the 13th of December, i have two major projects.
1) a performance at an open house (5-9 apparently)
2) another event at a Church 'My Hope' Christmas party (6-9 i think)
as you already would have thought, my problem is which one to go? zzz.
right, aside from that. i'm pretty tired. you would be if you'd have stayed up till 3 last night and went travelling around singapore today.
i think i'm just maybe like, disappointed due to the grade that i got for 2D.
at least i did my final self poster better than last year. that's for certain. haha. guess i'll post it up anyways. haha. both this year's and last years.
Last Year's.
Mhystry, Shadow and the Cloak of Night
Mixed Media, Water Color, Poster Paint, Acrylic and Poker Cards
Henzy David
This Year's
As Dusk Falls
11/25/2008 11:17:00 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
the humourous Madagascar; Escape 2 Africa was on my list today. apparently it was quite funny. although i've got no preferences for CGI Animated animals. haha. but still, it was humourous to the extent of having the whole cinema laugh together with you. haha.
"your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
do you know you're unlike any other"
i need a control of my temper. and apparently, bottling stuff up isn't helping. i wish you were here. i'm wishing for a way out. sometimes, i wish you'd be able to the know the very thoughts of my heart, the exact details of them. then it wouldn't be so difficult for you.
"i wanna let you know how much i feel your pain."
after awhile, everyone gets tired, exhausted. we learn to change, we adapt to situations, we succumb to pressure, we fall, we collapse, we grow weary. but we understand that, and we do things so that we won't feel that way. we make an effort, and that's what counts. that evidence of an effort that we make to show others that we change. that we acknowledge their efforts and concern.
As Dusk Falls
11/22/2008 10:17:00 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008
yes. i've been inactive for a certain period of time. i don't deny the fact, neither will i give reasons for doing so. or maybe i will. hahahaha.
it's been awhile, the past week has been a busy week, and the coming one isn't about to be any different. but i take comfort in knowing that after next friday, all will be over. (for now)
let's seek. a list of what we've been doing would be this.
seeking God
attending wedding.
doing homework, rushing, in a sense
being happy about my review grade for Drawing F.
contemplating Canon 450D for $1 at courts. but with a catch that i'll be in debt for 48 months.
solving certain matters of the heart.
acquiring and playing Need for Speed Undercover on PSP.
meeting up people
and attending open cell.
that's it for now. for more reference, just refer to the previous posts. which i'm working on right now.
As Dusk Falls
11/21/2008 03:21:00 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
it all started off with Ethan having a need to learn cycling. and thus we ended up in West Coast park, to be disappointed by the fact that all the bike rental there was gone! lol. for God knows how long. so we ended up walking along west coast road, heading to the bus stop and travelling to IMM for lunch, then to Jurong Point, and then again to Serene centre. all in search for centerpieces for Ethan's room/table/whatever-you-want-to-call-it and also for me to get ASM578 and then to clementi again.
i wonder why i didn't see Joadine and Junjie at Island Creamery know, honestly. i can't believe myself. i guess i was too obsessed with getting over to clementi in the quickest time possible because i was late. lol.
skipping Sunset way-Daily scoop's sinful ice-cream with brownie, the now group of Jess, Joa, Junjie, Bobby and I headed down to this hawker centre for some cheap yet good western food. then to this open area near clementi mrt station for open cell.
Twilight's Serenity
Henzy David
A Frosty Hope
Henzy David
talk about being very attributed to elements. seeking for that tangible feeling of God's touch. i found myself brought back to the time back in a trybe camp at monfort sec. cut that down to size, my tangible feeling is the blowing of the wind.
As Dusk Falls
11/20/2008 11:25:00 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
today was quite eventful. or in other words, mind opening.
i never knew that people thought that i actually had a stuck up mindset. well that's a new one. i guess in my attempts to retain my character, it seems that i developed a symptom of closing up whatever good points that i found i had, and making sure that they stayed there. i guess that symptom just overflowed and it became a bad thing in total. total prevention of change. well. that should've sucked i guess. but i didn't know it. i couldn't feel it. i didn't understand.
well, thank God for those people whom i have respect enough to listen to. honestly, I've got around 6 of you guys. and well, i guess you people know who you are. haha. thanks for the patience. and also, a special thanks to a certain Jasper Chia, for speaking up for me behind my back, believing that i'm not as problematic or as bad as what they say if you don't compare me to the system. =)
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today was also my review day for drawing fundamentals. and well, i'm just happy that i got a grade higher than last year. haha. this year's DF grade = C!!!! haha. satisfied with the small things. here's one piece of work that i took 4hours to do. the last two hours were last minute. haha. chromatic grays.
As Dusk Falls
11/19/2008 11:58:00 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
the gift of precognition
an ability that i possess on occasion. it's an amazing gift that i really thank God for. somehow, there just seems to be this feeling, this power that just seems to. umm, what? huh? lol. i can't explain it. even if i do, people are gonna think that i'm crazy, cept for say, Cyndi and Ethan, the real true people who have seen it come to pass before. and i really also thank them for believing in my talent. thanks to God for giving it to me too. cheers Father!
An-nee-ways, i've received comments for being happier than usual. in a sense that i'm always smiling nowadays. is it true? i mean, for those who've seen me in the past and now, what's the difference, the tagboard's there for replies. i'm open to responses. maybe it's the joy of the Lord. hahaha. which incidentally also means that another one of my prayers have come true.
5 is really a number that i hold on to alot. why? it's the number of Grace. i mean, looking back upon my life, i've realised that i've really been blessed, so much. grace overflowing indeed.
"let your life show God in you."
As Dusk Falls
11/11/2008 10:07:00 PM
Saturday, November 08, 2008
so, what have you been doing Henzy David?
well, it apparently seems that i've bee chionging on my homework. currently, i've near to almost completed all the 2D stuff except for research, elements and principles of design, color charts and self project. that's about, say, roughly 35% more to go i guess? haha
side from that i've been Defending the ancients, getting a sense of accomplishment out of completing my homework, and making Sihan jealous cuz i got the whole twilight series. haha.
that's the end of my short update. haha.
As Dusk Falls
11/08/2008 11:02:00 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Pathetic
that's what the world is right now. pathetic. i finally understand what it means to be childlike. and at the same time, have a taste of abit of what the world is like. money-minded, searching only for the best, unfair, unequal and prejudiced. my stress today wasn't stress due to incomplete work. it was stress due to the understanding of unfairness of the system.
after calming myself down, i prayed for serenity to accept that which i cannot change, yet, i still find myself disgusted with the system, with the world. what are we going to do? what will we do? sit there and think that we're not adequate to make a change? or shall we stand and seize every opportunity to impact and change society? i choose the latter.
As Dusk Falls
11/04/2008 11:38:00 PM
Saturday, November 01, 2008
why do i even entertain all these chain emails/letters? i mean, they're totally for secondary school student who like to scare the shit out of themselves like for God knows what reason. which reminds me, there's this thought too. why do people pay to watch horror movies to scared themselves? i mean, it's totally meaningless. to pay to have something done to you which you don't want and to suffer the after effects of it; imagining stuff, afraid of the dark, etc, etc, etc. sigh.
another wonder is why people freaking believe in the shit that's being said in the emails and or letters. oh well.
this was just a random post of thought provoking substance. haha. at least Henzy David is now back to normal. but wait, he hasn't touched his workload, it's the same as before this week. OH NOES!!!!! right. at least we know what to do about that. haha. jiayou! i'll be able to do it. =) believe in myself.
Henzy David
Canon IXUS 850IS
As Dusk Falls
11/01/2008 11:22:00 PM
