Friday, December 26, 2008
today's the trybe Christmas celebration. which was fun and all, had supper at chinese garden, took a walk down to chinese garden at night and stuff. but i suddenly don't feel like blogging and stuff. i mean. I've just sat here for one whole day updating my blog. damn, life sucks when you don't have the right group of people to hang out with.
so hard to find the right group to fit in, so hard to create a group to stay in. it's just pissing and irritating. where do the balancers go? the people who are not that 'busted', not vulgar, not sexually referenced, who are sensitive to others feelings, who choose to have a balance of powers in life? where is their place?
what is acceptance then? what do we accept about someone? what is there to accept about someone? what are etiquettes when no one really cares? why do we follow? we follow, because we know that if we don't, chaos ensues itself in the world, there is no peace, no respect for others or self.
Henzy David hates it when cells say its a cell event. or is that really what he hates about it. so much for community. ah,we know what it is now. he hates restrictions. on himself and on others.
As Dusk Falls
12/26/2008 11:31:00 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
so, how did you spend your christmas this year Henzy David?
hmm, in one word, alone.
or if elaborated, alone at home playing DotA for the whole day.
As Dusk Falls
12/25/2008 03:20:00 PM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
in short, it was a day of Marvel Ultimate Alliance. it sure has been awhile since i last touched a playstation controller. or hear the sound of it clank onto the ground. sure brings back memories.
one afternoon over at wayne's place with jasper and zheng quan, if that's how his name is spelt playing MUA is two things. one, enjoyable. two, straining on the eyes. but it was nonetheless fun. haha. supposed to go out with some trybe people after that, but somehow, it seems that the outing was cancelled. haha.
As Dusk Falls
12/24/2008 03:16:00 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
enjoyable. that's basically sums up the day i had. to a Pinch of Salt for lunch with Cyndi, Waiyin, Vivien and Jonathan. which brings me to a point that i thought about. that its bloody hilarious to sit there and watch humans get overreact when some big star or artiste is within their presence. i mean, why? it's just another human being, it's not like as though that person's a god, has amazing powers or elemental control or whatnot. oh well, to each his own huh.
after that we headed down to Vivo City, met up with Nelson(by chance(at least to us)), and caught Yes Man. which was great. damn funny. minus the sexual references, it's worth the watch.
guess that's all for today. side from replacing my computer's monitor which broke down like, yesterday. haha.
As Dusk Falls
12/23/2008 11:09:00 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
"I believe in an idea. An idea that a single invdividual who has the right heart and the right mind. that is consumed with a single purpose, that one man can win a war. give that one man a group of soldiers with the same conviction, and you can Change the World." -Captain America
that's an excerpt from Dark Reign; New Nation. and a very meaningful excerpt indeed. it says of an idea for world transformation. but at the same time, with the intend of putting through that a man by himself can win a war with the right heart and mind. but a group, a team, an organisation, with that same heart and mind can create a greater impact, can change the world.
i honestly love these kinds of stuff. words filled with power and convictions. passion and great aspirations. and most of all, it serves as a form of encouragement to me. a passion igniting encouragement for my life.
there's this other thing to post tonight, which is the love languages. 5 of em'. and here's mine.
My Detailed Results: | |
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Quality Time: | 10 |
Physical Touch: | 9 |
Words of Affirmation: | 5 |
Acts of Service: | 4 |
Receiving Gifts: | 2 |
About this quiz
Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.
yea. that's it for the night.
As Dusk Falls
12/18/2008 11:28:00 PM
Friday, December 12, 2008
today can be summed up into two things.
1) I explored the revamped Jurong Point today. alone.
2) I watched Twilight today. not alone.
As Dusk Falls
12/12/2008 01:18:00 AM
Thursday, December 11, 2008
nice. the second time i went to the singapore flyer. and you know what. it's the day after the first day i went there. only with a different group of people, this time, with Jessica, Wayne, Bobby and Junjie. for dinner, and you know what? Popeye's again! haha. not bad. lol.
As Dusk Falls
12/11/2008 09:51:00 PM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
it was Bolt again for today's schedule. i caught bolt for the 2nd time with Cyndi, Waiyin, Vivien and Nelson. yea. it's a weird matchup. but that's just how it looks like. nearly fell asleep for the first part of the show. lol. but looking at the animations again was like a fresh sight in a sense that you understand how much effort they put in and stuff like that.
took a walk down to the Singapore Flyer after walking around Millenia Walk and Suntec City. sat by the sea, slacked and relaxed and stuff. took a few pictures of the flyer and waited for nightfall, where the flyer would light up and have much more interesting shots. haha. had popeye's for dinner, headed to esplanade for brownies and to marina square for starbucks. totally enjoyed ourselves today. lol.
As Dusk Falls
12/10/2008 09:35:00 PM
Saturday, December 06, 2008
I'm on a character development spree!
and i caught bolt today. haha. well, it is a very nice show. predictable at some parts, but totally amazing. the amount of work the animators put into it is also commendable, judging from the realism of certain things from the movie. yes, that's me complimenting them for their hard work, giving them the due credit for it. and i honestly think people should really give them more credit for it. after all, they put in so much effort, and we cannot just leave a blind eye to that, that would just be doing them a disservice.
the My Hope videos were very very heart warming and well, impacting. i just wish that i had the proper people to bring. giving this gift this christmas would probably be the best gift of all. the gift of life.
Warning: The following post contains disturbing images, viewer discretion is advised
and indeed i have. you've got to wonder, why haven't i been updating my blog regularly this season. in all true pure honesty, i've been thinking. yes, once again, in one of those thinking moods. and thus far, what i've though about, my character, my choice of words, my attitude, my behavior. all these things have made me what i am today. all these things also have their consequences, collateral damage they say.
the pure embodiment of Mhystry's anger and rage, Black-Heart. this black entity can change any portion of it's body's form to suit any requirement at the current point in time. a near-unstoppable force, it will stop at nothing to see all things reduced to nothing but dust. primitive, yet it can gain intelligence over time, adapting to situations when required. it is anger at it's most fearsome and terrible form. this is Mhystry's greatest enemy yet. the darkness of himself.
Personal Thoughts: looking at it creates a certain fear in my heart. knowing that what i'm looking at actually reminds me of how terrible and destructive my anger actually can be. the things it does to the people around me and myself. Black-Heart serves as a fearsome reminder of why i should not let my own anger out of control. the darkness it can create. the monster that my anger really is.
and some of you wonder why i made something so ugly.
As Dusk Falls
12/06/2008 11:38:00 PM
Monday, December 01, 2008
post number 700.
things to do during the holidays
1) shake off the remaining stress - in other words, finishing up all remaining work
2) deal with personal character and relationship problems
3) relax, relax, relax and relax
4) catch up with people whom I've not talked to for quite awhile
5) go to the flyer, marina barrage and any scenic locations
sigh, my 'watcher's peak' shots turned out to be abit off colored. too much red on one side. but i'm gonna upload one or two anyways. haha.
today was kinda nice, the 2nd last day of kee tat's freedom before NS. but yea. here's the pictures.
Duskfall
Apocalyptic
As Dusk Falls
12/01/2008 10:08:00 PM