and indeed i have. you've got to wonder, why haven't i been updating my blog regularly this season. in all true pure honesty, i've been thinking. yes, once again, in one of those thinking moods. and thus far, what i've though about, my character, my choice of words, my attitude, my behavior. all these things have made me what i am today. all these things also have their consequences, collateral damage they say.

the pure embodiment of Mhystry's anger and rage, Black-Heart. this black entity can change any portion of it's body's form to suit any requirement at the current point in time. a near-unstoppable force, it will stop at nothing to see all things reduced to nothing but dust. primitive, yet it can gain intelligence over time, adapting to situations when required. it is anger at it's most fearsome and terrible form. this is Mhystry's greatest enemy yet. the darkness of himself.

Personal Thoughts: looking at it creates a certain fear in my heart. knowing that what i'm looking at actually reminds me of how terrible and destructive my anger actually can be. the things it does to the people around me and myself. Black-Heart serves as a fearsome reminder of why i should not let my own anger out of control. the darkness it can create. the monster that my anger really is.

and some of you wonder why i made something so ugly.