Saturday, January 31, 2009
Be careful to follow every command I am giving you today, so that you may live and increase and may enter and possess the land that the LORD promised on oath to your forefathers. Remember how the LORD your God led you all the way in the desert these forty years, to humble you and to test you in order to know what was in your heart, whether or not you would keep his commands. He humbled you, causing you to hunger and then feeding you with manna, which neither you nor your fathers had known, to teach you that man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD. Deuteronomy 8:1-3
But godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it. But if we have food and clothing, we will be content with that. People who want to get rich fall into temptation and a trap and into many foolish and harmful desires that plunge men into ruin and destruction. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people, eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs.
1 Timothy 6:6-10
As Dusk Falls
1/31/2009 12:19:00 AM
Friday, January 30, 2009
mercy on our soul. we can't even type properly now. damnit.
why the hell am i always not in the loop. we were fearful, were we not. we knew it was coming. but now, time's come. it's time. time to take over. to take control of everything we ever wanted.
pain, it hurts us so. death calls, nearing as time passes. we wish not to be left as a dry, soulless husk. but once again, it seems like to shall be. we have our hopes, we know what we must do. we will not fail this time, neither will we ever fail in this aspect ever again. for there will be no again.
even as the body is alive, it is dead, so long as the heart is dead.
we, will we be forsaken again? shall the pain once again encompass our soul. no. our will will not allow that to happen. not again. no, not again.
45minutes to go.
As Dusk Falls
1/30/2009 04:50:00 PM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
we wish we could go away, to a place where no records exists, to a place where views could be openly expressed, and humanity was not so complex. we wish we could just find a place and restart with a clean record, a pure heart, innocence and nothing else.
in much of an emo mood these few days. honestly don't know what to do really. haha.
As Dusk Falls
1/27/2009 11:37:00 PM
Monday, January 26, 2009
i've recently been cut off from the cyber realm due to certain breakdown of my very old, 6year CPU. but i'm now back online due to my brother's laptop, and a certain tweaking of stuff here and there. although i still can't really get the hang of my bro's new laptop's keyboard.
well, lots of stuff happened last week. kinda screwed up. inclusive of my own personal emotional system and the like, causing us to do very very unpredictable stuff that causes some thoughts in other's minds. but still, i'm just glad that phase is over, nd we're sorta back to normal. yea. Thank God for that.
well, right now, i guess only one image is good enough.
As Dusk Falls
1/26/2009 02:22:00 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
they say there's no discrimination. i can give that one to them. but it's still there, nothing will change it. the invisible wall that barricades us from them, our presence, felt, but not acknowledged. they'd do anything just to prevent us from being there. i see the things that people don't see. i see how that wall will tear them apart from the inside. it's already beginning, it has already started. our time shall come, will it not?
yes, yes it will.
there was once i thought that it's priority that mattered. but all that's changed. priority gives a ranking system to things in your life. that's not something that should be done. instead, it should be the center, the center of your life, of relationships, of work, of passion. that's what He wants, to be right there with you everywhere you go, in everything you do. to be able to help you whenever you need it. that's His desire, our Father's desire.
As Dusk Falls
1/19/2009 12:15:00 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Warning, the following post is a rant about how much school sucks at the current moment. for those who tend not to want to read it, then please proceed to just read the last paragraph which is in blue.
honestly, i think the management sucks. hell, i've got a guy who's mentality is "don't trust anyone, save my arse first, don't get into trouble, keep myself safe." hell, if that's your mentality, then you might as well don't do anything. F.E.A.R. that's the only thing i can see in you. just plain fear of the future. clearly, you're uncertainty shows your weakness. honestly, i've never seen someone so, hah, i can't even find the word for it.
side from my ranting. today was a good day because of Left4Dead. but then again, that's pretty much it. i guess. sinces from that, i'd pretty much be darn fed-up with school seemingly using us students to do a mural for their plain white walls. we have to buy our own paint, do our own work on the walls, and stick to the time limit. YOU THINK THAT EVERYONE FREE ON SATURDAY SUNDAY IS IT? bloody idiots. argh.
this is Henzy David's most negative post of the, since whenever he started blogging. lol.
God, i don't even know what to thank you for about today. maybe, the left4dead. but other than that, i dunno. but still. Love you Father. guess that's all for today. i know tomorrow will be better!
added 11.39pm.
oh yes. i know what to thank you for today God. 2 more days before the guy comes back. which also can mean, 2 more days to my DSLR! woohoo! now i'm a happy Mhystry.
As Dusk Falls
1/13/2009 11:02:00 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
it's been a good whole week. wholesome, as some may say. haha. done alot of things, namely going to school(s), Trybe, finished a book, dinner with DaJie Joadine at last!, left4dead with Wayne(at last for left4dead, me thinks me ish a left 4 dead junkie), and enjoyed myself in all things that i did.
as the week comes to an end, my joy still stays, well, somehow, i believe that my joy ain't just that normal joy that will disappear one day. but my joy is that exact joy(well, mayb not exact) that comes from God. it's really been a God-filled week. in all three ways. haha. and i'm loving it. my heart's light, no burden, nothing, just carefree. carefree enough even to just go to face what's coming tomorrow. haha. i guess i'm ready. not letting fear come into me, and just trusting upon the one who is.
damn. damn is a swear word. i didn't know that. lol. darn, i sure love having a relationship with God. haha.
well, heres Henzy David introducing this very very very interesting book that everyone should just pick up and read. it's titled [The Shack] by William P. Young. i think showing you the front and back covers would work better than me writing a synopsis. here's the website -> http://theshackbook.com/index.html
here they are. and that's it for tonight. remember. GO PICK UP THAT BOOK!
As Dusk Falls
1/10/2009 11:17:00 PM
Thursday, January 01, 2009
after a power-packed countdown to the new year at Touch Centre at marine parade last night, we find the main character of our story spending the first day of the new year like how he spent his christmas day. at home, playing warcraft 3 with the brothers.
but this new year, my only resolution is to change. for the better. anger control, more discipline to really sit down and finish my work. change the outcome of my this year, so that i won't retain again. change my attitude towards people. not to be so testing. yea. a whole list. but the more important ones in front.
well. it's been a good 2008, but now, it's time to move on. We're gonna have a good 2009!
inclusive of
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-DotA, Left4Dead, and team skills building games for building my help team spirit. but not forgetting my predator killing instincts either.
- fellowship time! with church family.
-devotions, reading of word daily with the help of books, namely [Destined to Reign devotional] by pastor Joseph Prince. and other christian living books.
-books to read, ideas to flow, movies to watch, mangas to look at, chocolate and desserts to indulge in, and good food to feed the stomach
-not to miss my EOS 450D DSLR coming soon, very very soon. which also means, more outing for photo taking.
-and of course, more time to spend with.
we are so gonna have a good year. cheers
As Dusk Falls
1/01/2009 09:44:00 PM
