Thursday, February 26, 2009
we used to continuously harp to ourselves about being disliked, hated or unaccepted without our society. but we guess it's about time that ended. we told ourselves, -due to the reason that we know how it feels to be thrown out, to be looked at and not to be liked- that we would never hate any person again. we may dislike things about them, but we would not hate their being. we would dislike the sin, and not the sinner. for lack of better phrases of description.
do not let the sun set on your anger, or so to say, don't let your anger be carried on to the next day. do not bear grudges. to always give chances regardless. and now, to disregard those that hate or dislike you, and treat them in the same manner as you would any other person that accepts you. why do we do this? i guess it's what they call conviction? or a higher calling. or maybe because we know that it's probably the best and right thing to do.
As Dusk Falls
2/26/2009 03:39:00 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
we're only ready when we start.
we're never ready before that, because we know nothing of what's going to come next. for example-although it's not a good example for non-Christians, but still-baptism. we always say we'll wait till we're ready, till we're all good, till God has done the work in us, till we're fully changed, without and bad points that we know about, till we're good. but when will we ever be good? or changed? or without bad points? when do we know when we're ready?
even when we tell ourselves we're ready? how sure are we? how do we confirm exactly that we're really ready? honestly, if that's your way of thinking, you're probably not gonna be baptised till the end of your lifetime. as an equivalent, you're probably not gonna be ready for anything until you really step forth and do it.
As Dusk Falls
2/25/2009 12:36:00 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
sometimes, we just wish for an outlet for all this stored up rage-energy within us. we know its capability for destruction if used at the wrong time, but we know also of its capability of destruction if not given an outlet at all.
i don't see it as jealousy, i don't think it even is. how do we describe it then? injustice? unfair treatment? or just plain unconscious disregard? we wouldn't know, would we?
we're really wondering, what's next? what seriously is next up on the list of things to happen to Henzy David? the view seems calm, but we know it isn't. shadow conceal, deceive us, just as it had done before. we're expecting something, but we know not what to expect.
we just wish you'd open your heart to see. we're not what you think we are. we never were that easy to decipher.
As Dusk Falls
2/23/2009 04:06:00 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Henzy David is back. but updates will be posted tomorrow.
and he's hooked on the Fearless album, by Taylor Swift.
As Dusk Falls
2/21/2009 01:52:00 AM
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
we struggle with death, all of us do. but death, may not be that simple, it may be a descriptive term, a suggestive word, or a definition of things to come. death, can be figurative, or can be thought of for what it really means.
when the shadow of death befalls, even us who struggle, who fight against it feel the pain. the near-hopelessness, the coldness of it's touch, or death's presence. but sooner or later, we find that it has become our acquaintance, instead of fear, we know how to identify it's coming. for we are also beings of shadow. for from the shadows, is the only place where no one really knows what you're doing. no one really understands, and no one really can predict.
yet, we hope, we wait, we pray, we endure. even as the pain threatens to kill us all. we work against it, towards hope. towards that singular hope that it will turn out alright. that miracles do happen.
As Dusk Falls
2/04/2009 12:06:00 PM
