Saturday, July 11, 2009
there are two kinds of Christians in this world. the ones who ask and the one who just follows. which are you? the ones that just follow are the ones that ask "why do you question this? it's written", "why question the leader, for they know what they're doing", "why worry so much, just do as you're told".
the one who asks, are usually the people who gain more in the end. their faith is strengthened by questions thought to disprove faith, questions thought to be anti-christ, questions that may stumble others. but don't get me wrong, i've got nothing against those who follow. they may be fanatical at times, but i've got nothing against them at all.
all those who seek shall find. but if you don't seek, you won't get anything at all. our God has given us grace, thus we should be fearless with tact. nothing is impossible with Christ. and i mean nothing, if only you ask. after all, the shall is not in "ask and you shall be given, seek and you shall find, knock and the door shall be opened" for nothing. and may i remind some of you. shall is not may, shall is will, shall is definite.
As Dusk Falls
7/11/2009 11:59:00 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009
i don't think i'm ready yet. not at this time. 2 relationships in 2 years took a hell lot out of me. even though one totally threw me to hell and back and the other just seemed to be perfect for awhile, but that's where it ended, awhile. it seems like the perfect one isn't coming soon. well, least if she's here right now, i wouldn't know what i'd say to her to not make her feel awkward. haha. yea. what to do, guess i do have some expectations for my girlfriend after all. since the next one that i'm looking for is liable to be my life partner.
in the meantime, i do have much more to do. work on myself per se, my self control at times, my rage, learning to forgive others and stuff like that. filling my time up with stuff, hanging out with friends. getting closer with close friends and getting to know more about the people around me(which is why i asked if there was any other thing that i could ask you out for, if you know i'm referring to you. =P/joking manner). well. it takes awhile to mend a broken heart. especially when you tried to mend the broken heart by making another choice that ends up breaking your heart again.
i just wanna thank God that He's been good to me during this period of time. blessing me with so many people(okay, maybe not that many) to confide in and provide counsel. blessing me with friends, loved ones, success and favor in school and work, transformers, the list goes on i guess.
and i guess it's time to end here. haha. God bless. love the Lord with all your heart, for the fear of the Lord is the beginning of all wisdom.
As Dusk Falls
7/10/2009 11:25:00 PM
Thursday, July 09, 2009
its been awhile. lemmie do an update of what i've done in my absence.
1)Watched Transformers Revenge of the Fallen 3 times. EngWah, GV and Cathay
2)Became an overnight Transformers fan.
3)Rapidly increased my TF collection
4)Passed Foundation Year, finally!
5)Formed the [.//ShadowHearts]
6)Worked at a Comic Shop
7)Built a better relationship with my church mates and God
8)Tied up a few loose ends in church
9)Felt Happy
10)Enjoyed myself
but now, i can really just enjoy myself till my school starts. now i'm doing a few little plans, like for example, clean up the mess in my room and go buy new furniture for my room. haha.
as much as Jasper would tell me, where got time, i think i may want to still further increase my collection. see how la, depends. still need to eat and save money for future use. haha. after all, i believe i've "transformed" brother Wesker too. hahaha.
all glory to God.
for all who might be interested to view my TF collection, it's on my facebook profile.
As Dusk Falls
7/09/2009 10:51:00 PM
