Sunday, September 27, 2009
You can only persevere, when you're passionate about something.
so here i am, chasing the dream. just my own simple dream. but truth be told, God, is it difficult. it's difficult knowing that you know the answers for the questions, the solutions for most of the problems. but just that you can't do anything to help it.
i know what i really want this time, and this is really it. that's why i'm not giving up no matter what people have told me, well, at least those against it. i don't know, honestly. this is the first time i've felt so strongly about something, so convicted that this is exactly the thing that i want and require, so much so that i wanna do stuff to prove to God that that is exactly what it is. even though He's offered me the easy way out, i choose to stand by this decision, to take that hard way, the path filled with darkness.
"If it's not real you can't hold it in your hands, you can feel it with your heart. And i won't believe it. But if it's true you can see it with your eyes, oh even in the dark. And that's where i want to be." - excerpt from "Brick by Boring Brick" by Paramore.
I'm holding on, I'm not gonna give up, come hell or high water, let the earth crumble to dust, I'm gonna finish what i started, because that's what i'm really passionate about. through the pain and disappointments, the tiredness of striving. i'll stand by you, support you, if it's the last thing that i do on this earth.
"....I love you more than Life itself."
don't limit yourself, just let yourself go. open your heart, and i'll show you the joy of things around you. stick with me and i'll set you free. stick with me, and i promise that i'll be there, to protect you from all the darkness that comes in this life.
to God be the glory, for ever and ever.
As Dusk Falls
9/27/2009 11:50:00 AM
