Wednesday, November 04, 2009
i admire thee, you who stand at the MRT gantry with handbag in hand, furiously tapping your entire bag on the ezlink scanner whilst a queue line builds behind thee. the red light flashes in vain, as your ignorance or pride creates an angry mod behind you. such is the ease of removing the or wallet or purse from your bag, yet your folly is that your sloth overwhelms you. i wonder what goes through your mind, whether you consider those rushing for time behind you, or do you sincerely believe the whole world revolves around you.
i admire thee, you who gather in the masses. spouting nonsense for no apparent reason, speaking words that make no sense in the sentences that you use. shouting loudly as though the one next to you is deaf. using gestures and languages that degrade the other party. your rebellious souls are worthy of admiration, however your cause, i cannot say the same. for yours is fear and trembling, your hope to be noticed, celebrated, worshipped as king, ambitious, but selfish.
no, do not get me wrong, i do not look down on thee. it is just a consideration, what truly goes through your minds?
the Singaporean culture is very self centered. thinking only for themselves, not considering the feelings of others around them. thinking that everything revolves around them and everyone around them should serve them because they have to. think again. the more you treat others nicely, the more others will do the same to you. Do onto others what you want others to do onto you.
[added at 23:42PM] new topic
i've been blog hopping and facebooking when i should be doing my work. yea, no doubt i've done abit of stuff and searched for work related stuff and what not, but it's not really honest work. i don't know, i'm stressed. i don't feel like doing my homework and stuff. and it's the last stretch. another week more to the end of school for this year. and then i can reset myself and finally sit down and do what i need to do, sort myself out and get ready for next year.
stress hits me every night the moment i lie in bed, wanting to go to sleep. telling me, i've still got stuff to finish. when's the due date, when's the due date. damnit. but i saw this little thing on adeline's blog, and i just decided that i really had to post all this up here cuz if i didn't, i wouldn't start working again. need motivation, feel damn sian. argh. irritance.
"trying your best; that's whats most important (:
as long as it's not the end of the race, you still have a chance to win." - quoted from adel's blog
i've come across forms of these words before, i myself have used them to motivate others too. but the things is that, you know, motivating others and motivating yourself are two different things on a totally different level from each other.
cool it. calm down brethren.
come on, you can do this shit. finish it up. clear up the mess. finish the level.
God help me. i'm near my wits end, my energy level's depleting rapidly.
i guess this is what it feels like when all the tiredness and sleep debt catches up to you huh.
i've come across forms of these words before, i myself have used them to motivate others too. but the things is that, you know, motivating others and motivating yourself are two different things on a totally different level from each other.
cool it. calm down brethren.
come on, you can do this shit. finish it up. clear up the mess. finish the level.
God help me. i'm near my wits end, my energy level's depleting rapidly.
As Dusk Falls
11/04/2009 07:21:00 PM
